It feels nice to be the big man on campus. I have no problem being full of myself, girls want to be with me and guys want to be me. Even some guys want to be with me! And if anyone trys to tell me off? Fuck them I'm Paul. It also doesn't really hurt that I can transform into a giant wolf, but whatever.

When the bell rings after 4th period for lunch my whole math class rushes out like there's a fire or some shit. Andrea comes over and slips her arm around mine. She's kinda my flavor of the month, I tend to not care about the girls I date but it hasn't bitten me on the ass yet. We go out and sit with Jared and the rest of the pack at the largest round table in the cafeteria. None of them like Andrea so when we get there they look away, they don't think it's a good idea to date someone who isn't your imprint because it's hard to keep the secret.

I surveyed the cafeteria, always on the lookout for blood suckers. Everything seemed to be in order when I spotted Blaire Cassben. She stood out in the cafeteria, being so pale, she was texting on her phone and sitting alone at a small table. She was always alone though. I guess I was the main reason she had no friends. For years she and I were best friends but once we got older I became more popular and she didn't. Making fun of her was the cool thing to do now. People would throw stuff at her, knock down her books, beat her up, ect. She had big hair and glasses, small boobs, was stick thin, and slouched a little bit. She was quiet but really smart too. She wasn't that bad looking, even kinda pretty but that wasn't something you admitted about Blaire. I felt it was time to fuck up her day once more.

"Hey guys check this out." I said as I picked up an orange from Jared's tray.

"Dude, don't start this." Jake pleaded, he didn't like attention being drawn to us.

"Ok," I said, "Well if you care so much why don't you go sit with her."

He looked like he was going to say something but looked down instead. I smirked and tossed the orange across the cafeteria. It hit her smack dab in the face and from the sound of it, it cracked a lens on her glasses. The room erupted in laughter but to every one's surprise she didn't run out of the room like she usually did. Instead she picked up the orange and started walking over to our table. At first she looked down at the floor but as soon as she looked up and at me karma kicked in.

She went from plain to gorgeous, nerdy to sexy, someone to annoy to someone I needed in a second. Her walk seemed to long before she was close to me, I knew the whole room was looking at me and thankfully they would just take my expression as surprise.

She reached out table and gently put the smashed orange on my tray. She looked at me through he cracked glasses and said, "You dropped this."

After that she walked back, grabbed her book, and left for the day. I was so…angry. I had a good thing going, I was popular and could get any chick I wanted, and now that had changed. Only wanted Blaire sucked. So I decided what I was gunna do. I was going to say 'fuck it' to this imprinting shit and go on as I always had. No one was going to change me.

I haven't seen her in two days. I haven't talked to her or even heard anything about her but she's all that on my mind. I feel dead inside but I'm sticking to my word of keeping everything how it was but nothing feels the same anymore. I even dumped Andrea because I don't see anything in her anymore, that seemed in character enough for me. I even stopped us mid-fucking to do it. I feel disgusted.

Blaire is all I can focus on, even during patrols. Sam's been on my case that I'll be happier if I get her but I can't. I never said I wasn't going to go to where she volunteers and ask for some help with something though. So off I went to Forks library where she helped out on Friday afternoons.

When I walked in she was stacking books alphabetically by author. Her hair was in a high pony tail and it had seemed she fixed her glasses. It felt like a weight was lifted when I saw her, like I came up for air after swimming under water. Fuck I was cheesy.

I tapped her on the shoulder and quietly said, "Hi there."

She jumped and dropped her books but when she turned around she seemed disappointed that it was me.

"What do you want?" she asked, sounding annoyed.

"Well," Shit I hadn't thought this far ahead, "I have a science project and I need a book on….plants."

She gave me a smile, "You have a science project?"

I gave her a nod and the thought that she might want to help me with it flew through my head, she was a nerd they like that stuff, right?

She started again, "Because I'm in your science class and we don't have a project. So tell me the real reason you're talking to me."

Damn it. I forgot that she was in my class. Thinking back she did sit two seats behind me.

"Well I thought maybe you would need a friend?" what the fuck am I saying. This isn't part of my plan

"I have a friend." She smirked. I started rambling nervously but she stopped me. "Look wolf boy just leave. You already torture me at school, I need time to myself."

Dumbstruck I left and walked home. It wasn't until I was at Sam's at the pack dinner when I realized something.

"Look wolf boy just leave."

"Wolf boy."

"Wolf boy."

She knew.