I will say this once more...I DO NOT OWN ANY LYRICS USED! NEITHER DO I OWN OURAN!

Lyrics: Come In With The Rain- Taylor Swift

I could go back to every laugh

But I don't wanna go there anymore and I

know all the steps up to your door

But I don't wanna go there anymore

Hikaru's Point Of View

8 years. It's been 8 years since Kaoru's been gone. I've missed him every second of every day since then. He left one night without a trace. I wish I could go back a rewind that moment. Why did that night have to happen?

I walk the empty halls of our manor. The maids and servants were gone for the night. Our parents were nowhere to be found. No surprise there. I looked at the pictures of us on the walls. We looked so happy.

I looked at one in particular. It was a picture of Kaoru and I as kids. We were at the beach. My arm was around his shoulders while he hugged my torso. We were grinning goofily at the camera, seemingly careless. We were so happy that day.

I remember that day vividly. I remember dragging Kaoru from our shared bed at 7 in the morning and us piling into the limo. We ate lunch on the beach and played all afternoon. It was well worth the sunburn afterwards. That perfect night ended with us laying in the sand and watching the sunset.

I smiled, not realizing the tears running down my cheeks. I wiped them on my arm but they just kept flowing. I began to sob as I rushed towards our bed. I hugged my pillow as the memories of Kaoru began to roll like a movie.

"Why do you love her so much more than me?!" Kaoru had shouted, clenching his fists and crying.

"What do you care if I do? You can't possibly think I'd love you in that sense, right? We're brothers, siblings, fucking twins!" I had snapped in return.

"Hikaru...How could you? I-I love you, why can't you just say that you love me too?" He pleaded

"Because I don't! I don't love you, Kaoru!"

Oh, how I regret those words. After that night, I never saw my brother again. I looked out the bedroom window, the moon shining so bright.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky

Talk to the man with the reasons why

And let me know what you find

Feeling the need to talk to someone, I immediately dialed Kaoru's number.

"Sorry, but the number you have dialed no longer is in use. Please try again later." was all I got in return.

"Dammit!" I yelled, throwing my phone across the room and pulling my knees to my chest. I was left to sob in the melancholy moonlight.

I'll leave my window open

'Cause I'm too tired tonight to call your name

Just know I'm right here hoping

That you'll come in with the rain

Kaoru, if you're reading this, I'm waiting...