Hey guys so I hope you like this. I don't know if it's any good, but I'm trying to get back into writing and I've heard that drabbles are a good way to get the creative juices flowing so here goes nothing. Review and give me your thoughts, won't you?
Summary: Long distance could be hard, especially when problems arise. This is just a bit of Rose's angsty inner thoughts.
Replaceable.
Has it ever hit you, just how replaceable you actually are? Like have you ever just woke up one day and realized what you thought you had was just the universe's idea of a sick joke? Because I have and let me tell you, its not a pretty sight.
One day I had it all, then I went to bed and the next day it was all gone. He was my everything, my world, the love of my life. He was the one I could not see my life without, the one in who's eyes I saw my future.
And ok, so maybe it wasn't perfect, he did live in Russia and I lived in America, but it was damn near perfect to me. It was the closest I had ever gotten to perfect anyway, and if I was being honest, I didn't need perfect if I had him with me.
He was the one I wanted to put the work in for, the only one who knew exactly how to calm me, exactly how to ground me so that I didn't feel like I had to run, didn't feel like I had to be anyone other than myself. And when he looked at me, the look in his chocolate eyes could bring me to my knees.
Maybe this was something we could work out, god knew we had the connection for it, but for right now, he was gone, and I was being hit by exactly how replaceable I was. It wouldn't be difficult at all I knew. He was gorgeous. He could have anyone. But I wanted to be the one.
I hope you liked it! I don't have a particular theme for these yet, but y'all know I'm pretty good at angst! So, for right now, angst is what I can give you though it might change XD. Leave me some of your thoughts now guys, feel free to send in prompts and stuff if you want to, I'll be happy to write them!
XXX
Roza