That I'm lost and foolish leaving you behind
Laura's POV
Chapter one we started happy ...
cold December night walking hand in hand ,
" Ross , we should head home and its getting cold out here " , I tell the blonde boy looking at the cold air , he sighs
" look my fingers are frozen " , I say to him and showing my cold hands . He grabs my hands in his , warms me up , I look at his hazel eyes . I lean up and kiss him , our lips kissing in the cold winter air as snowflakes fall down on us .
The second that you said you loved me...
tangled in each other .. while watching Rome and Juliet , I feel really sleepy , so I lay my head on Ross's chest and drifted off while I heard
" I love you " ... whispered in my ear
Started questioning us, are we really in love..
" are we really in love Ross , I mean .. I don't know ?" , I sighed and looked at the blonde while seeing hurt flash across his eyes , but my mind still kept asking me
" are we really in love ? "
Trying to figure out chapter three,
But you're not giving me anything ...
my mind so focused about us ... are we really worth it ? he's not giving me anything about it .. us .. me and him .. nothing .
figuring chapter three that's it and all .
If this is what we are, then I gotta move on
You think this is everything
But this is no book of us...
we just fell apart this time I knew I couldn't do anything about it .. and he found some girl
saying her name in his sleep , I couldn't do anything about , but cry myself to sleep . Next morning he asks me why I look so tired and stuff .. I shrug
trying to keep us .. in love
this is what we are , then I have to move on .. there really isn't a book of us .
just breathe Laura ...
You might think I'm crazy
That I'm lost and foolish
Leaving you behind
Maybe you're right...
" Your really crazy Laura ... I wouldn't do that ! "
I just felt lost and foolish and I just walked out until I heard
" You walk out that door Laura , just because your afraid of us .. that's really stupid . "
I turn my head around to look at his face and I whisper for him to hear
" maybe you're right "
Here comes the part of you and me
Arguing about nothing
You told me it's as good as it gets...
were broken up and he's with Maia , but that doesn't mean we don't have fights
.. well we do , some horrible ones where were yelling nasty mean things to each other , screaming at the top of our lungs until I burst out into tears and his veins pop out on his neck while he curses .
Were not really ok , but we know that we still love each other even when were not together anymore ...
Yeah I'm real emotional,
Blame it on your mental jokes
How much did you think that I could take...
he's hurt me with his jokes and asks me why I'm so emotional well that asshole should know
blame it on his mental jokes , how much did he think that I could take ...
I slap him hard when he starts saying a joke about me and I leave running with tears falling down my cheeks .
So much for taking this too far
You can't blame me for who I am
It's too late for us to try to be in love right now...
He can't come in and blame me why his relationship with Maia isn't working ... how the fuck am I supposed to know ?
" Laur , can we go back where we were " , he asks the next day
" Its too late for us to go back now " , I tell him not even looking in his eyes .. oh his hazel eyes.
You might think I'm crazy
That I'm lost and foolish
Leaving you behind
Maybe you're right...
" just leave me alone Ross , just go back ! " , I scream at him while he holds me
" please just listen .. I .. lo-" , he starts saying , but I don't let him finish cause once those words come out ,
I'm out the door running away.
Felt the pages now, this chapter's done
Moving on up and forward onto all that will become ...
If you ever get to the place where the sun is shining every day
Then I'll be on your mind...
Austin and Ally was ending , the producer thought it would be good if we had a goodbye party .
I'm walking in the cold December night while I remember when me and him were holding hands , a tear slips down my cheek I don't bother to wipe it ...
" Laur ... "
I hear that voice again that made tears slip down my cheeks , I hear the footsteps walking towards me .. closer I saw his face and looked in his eyes
i still love him ...
I didn't let go when I had to .. I didn't
" one more last kiss and then I'll go Laura "
that's when we kissed , snowflakes falling down on our faces , still felt like last December
, but sadder this one is a goodbye ...
when we kissed I felt the pages now , this chapter's done ... I just hope if he ever gets to a place where the sun is shining every day then I'll be on his mind ...
we pull apart and he looks at me while tears slip down his cheeks and I let out my hand on his cheek while touching his face one last time , and tears slip down my cheeks and he wipes it off ... then his hand searches my chin , lips , nose , neck , and my eye I let out a laugh while tears still slip
one last time then he walks away ... turns around to remember me . then walks off
leaving me in the cold winter night , tears still slip down my cheeks and I whisperd to nothing , but the cold winter night
" maybe you're right "
so I was listening to this song by Miley Cyrus Maybe your right and I was really bored so I wrote a one shot for you guys hope you like it :)
still working on Everything Will Bee Alright if your wondering , you should read it :) just saying you really don't have to