A/N: This is a sore point for Stevie... Losing Alex... she wasn't coping well at this time. :)
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET YOU GO
I KNOW WHAT YOU TOLD ME TO DO, MY LOVE
BUT I FIND IT HARD TO HONOR YOUR WORD
BECAUSE WHILE YOU HAVE BEEN AWAY
FOR SO LONG, IT'S YOUR VOICE I HAVEN'T HEARD
I'M MISSING YOU MORE THAN I CAN HANDLE
AND I'M NOT SURE WHAT ELSE TO DO
MY WILL TO KEEP GOING ON
SEEMS SO MINUTE WITHOUT YOU
IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T ASK THIS
TO DO SOMETHING THAT MEANS I'M ALONE
ALL I WANT TO DO IS HEAR YOUR LAUGH
I WANT TO TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE
BUT HOW CAN THIS BE POSSIBLE
WHEN I FIND THAT YOU'RE NOT HERE
YOU SAVED MY LIFE AND ENDED YOURS
AND I'M LEFT HERE WITH MY GREATEST FEAR
IAM NOT WHEREVER YOU ARE NOW
BECAUSE FATE TOOK YOU FROM ME
THE CARDS HAVE BEEN DEALT NOW
I CAN'T CHANGE THE WAY IT HAS TO BE
BUT OH I WISH I WAS WITH YOU
OR THAT MAYBE YOU COULD HAVE STAYED
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE NEVER LEAVING ME
A PROMISE THAT YOU MADE
I AGREED WITH WHAT YOU SAID
I MADE THE SAME ONE TO YOU
PROMISING THAT I WOULN'T LET YOU GO
AND NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
IF I HAD MY TIME OVER
AND WE COULD REPLAY THE SCENE
I WOULD NEVER HAVE LET YOU STOP
AND THEN NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN
SOMETIMES I BLAME MYSELF
THAT YOU TRADED YOUR LIFE FOR MINE
BUT WHAT I'VE NOW DISCOVERED
WAS THAT GESTURE WAS A SIGN
IN THE LAST MOMENTS OF YOUR LIFE'
YOU THOUGHT ONLY OF ME
WHAT WE HAD CREATED AND
IT'S ONLY NOW IT'S CLEAR THAT I CAN SEE
YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS OVERWHELMING
IT WAS REAL AND IT WAS STRONG
YOU SAVED OUR LITTLE BABY
SO IT CAN'T BE ALL WRONG
I WON'T EVER STOP LOVING YOU NOW
THIS I WANT YOU TO KNOW
MY SOULMATE, MY HUSBAND, MY FRIEND
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET YOU GO
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