~Chapter 1
I sprinted through the forest, my feet barely touching the ground. I could hear Jacobs's heavy wolf feet thumping behind me as he chased after me. You're never going to catch me I projected to him through my thoughts. And I'm going to beat you to the meadow. Normally I would hear him howl, he always took it as a challenge when I did that. But this time there was no howl, confused I stopped dead in my tracks. "Jacob?" I called out. I had no reply. I kept on walking, abandoned. After walking for a while, I arrived at the meadow. It was covered in flowers of every color, and the grass beneath them was a deep green. I sat down in the center, and pulled a purple flower out of the ground. Plucking away the petals mumbling "He loves me, he loves me not" repeatedly to myself. I heard a soft rustling in the trees surrounding me. My head snapped up. "Hello?" I called hearing more rustling around me. Someone came flying out of the trees landing on top of me. "Gotcha" Jacobs voice whisper, his hot breath tickling my face. "Not fair" I murmured looking away from him. His warm lips touched my cheek, "I'll let you win another day" He joked. I pushed him off of me so I was straddling his waist. Jacob was taken aback by this, but I didn't care. He tried to push me off, but I refused to let him. "Nessie" He warned looking up at my face. I couldn't hide my feelings for him anymore. It was too hard. My lips pressed against his forcefully. As I kissed him I sent him thoughts of how I felt towards him. Telling him how my feelings changed from him being a big brother, to a crush, to someone I loved dearly. I pulled away, checking his face for a facial expression. His eyes were shut, he was unmoving. I stood up swiftly and he followed. I began walking away from him, but he grabbed my arm before I could walk far. "Renesmee, just listen to me-". I shook my head, pilling my arm out of his grip. "Save you breath Jacob" I hissed, "I already know we'll never be more then best friends." His eyes flashed with hurt, I ran into the forest back towards my home.
My mother and father were waiting for me in the living room. I shut the door behind me, and slid down against it. The tears began to fall as the reality hit me. He doesn't love me back I thought. A sob escaped my lips. My heart tearing in my chest. Frigid hands wrapped around me, carrying me up to my room, and laying me in my bed. "It's going to be okay sweetheart" My mother whispered kissing my forehead. I kept crying softly. "But I love him mom!" I screamed through the tears. My eyelids were becoming extremely heavy. "I love him" I said softly before sleep over came me.