To my brother;
If you are reading this, then I must say a very deep "I'm sorry." I'm not totally sure of why I did it. Perhaps it was the constant harassing in school, or the feeling of loneliness I couldn't tell you nor Matthias.
My science project is on the desk, please deliver it to Kiku and apologize for not being there to expose it.
Please feed Mr. Puffin. His seeds are nearby my computer.
Oh, and if you happen to stop by at Eduard's on your way to work like you usually do, please also apologize on my behalf. I did want to accept that date, I just felt too nervous and my stuttering made him think I felt awkward around him enough to keep a rather great distance between the two of us the rest of the year. If given a chance, I would totally accept another one.
Again, sorry for the trouble. I didn't mean to be such a nuisance when I died.
Perhaps not-so-sincerely,
Emil.