It was hell coming home. She had a 2 year old baby girl and a year old son. They looked every bit their father. They had seen him on the T.V and with his new wife and mate. She had tried to tell them that he still loved them but the reaction she got from them was close to bring the house down and not in a good way. They were only coming home for her brother's wedding. She knew that her ex-mate's brother would be there but she would stay away from him. Her heart was still broken from when Sesshomaru had told her things were over.

FLASHBACK

She looked at him in shock. Here he was with HER and telling her that he wanted her out of this house and never to come near him again.

"But what about Rin and...And-"

"What about her? She's your problem now and you had better be out before tonight."

"Please Sess don't do this. I love you."

"And? You can't even give me a son what use are you. Get your things and leave. If you're not gone before I get home I'll make you leave. I never love you. You were just an easy lay." With that he took a hold of Kagura's hand and left. She fell to the floor in tears. Her heart broken.

END FLASHBACK

She walked into her son's room, Shippo. He was playing with Rin. They were both full demon but that came from having two full demon parents. Kagome had been told when she was 14 that she found on their door step. She didn't mind and still thought of them as her real family. She smiled and moved to go play but was interrupted by the door. She closed the door and went to open the front door. When she opened it she smiled only to lose it when she saw who was behind her brother.

Souta smiled weakly as she showed them all in. With him were Inuyasha, Miroku and Sesshomaru. They went into the living room and they sat down why she stayed near the door.

"You look great Kag's."

"Yeah. Um what is it you wanted. I'm sort of going out soon." She wasn't lying as she was going out. She was going to see her new boyfriend. He was going to met her at the airport were he was coming from New York.

"Well you see I'm here because I want you to be apart of my wedding but as Sesshomaru and his wife is going to be there..." He didn't finish.

"So I'm not aloud to my own brother's wedding because he's taking his new wife? Fine if you're going to be that way you know were the door is."

"Now Kagome don't' be that way. I mean we'll send you a video."

"No. If you don't mind I want you all out." Before they even moved Rin ran into the room laughing.

"Mummy he said his first word." She picked Rin up and walked to the room they were playing in.

"And what word would that be?"

"You'll have to see." She laughed again and got down from her arms. As she got to the stairs she saw Shippo crawling across the landing. She ran up before he got to the stairs and tried to get down them. She didn't want him falling. When he was born she was told that he couldn't see out of his left eye. He turned his head and gave a little smile.

"Food" She gave a little laugh and took him down the stair's to were Rin was waiting. "Food."

"Ok, ok let's get you some food." He began to wiggle his legs and he gave a little giggle. Kagome put him down and watched him follow Rin into the kitchen.

"So you've married yourself then?" Turning she saw them standing in the hallway not to far from her.

"What? No but maybe in a year or so why?"

"Sis I didn't know you were with someone."

"Yeah well you never asked. That and he's only just asked me." She had been going out with him since she had Shippo. He acted like their father and as Sesshomaru didn't know that Shippo was his she wasn't going to say other wise. After all he was the one who kicked her out for his little hussy.

"Seems not everyone thing's your worthless." Sesshomaru now stood next to Souta.

"Mummy can we have a cookie please?" Rin walked back. Sesshomaru looked at her. She was just like him but with black hair and smiled more.

"Of course you can." Following her into the kitchen she got the jar down. She gave one to Rin and put Shippo in his high chair before handing him his. He held everything with his right hand so he could see it better.

"Sis look I know that you don't like what I'm doing but even mom said for you not to come."

"Fine I won't. Happy? Now if you don-" 'KNOCK, KNOCK'. Frowning she moved past them and again opened the door. She smiled and hugged the man who stood there. "I thought I was meeting you."

"Yeah but I got in early so came to you." He smiled before giving her a kiss. He pulled away and saw everyone over her shoulder. "Are they your friends?" Turning she looked at what he was asking about.

"What, Oh no, no their just people I knew when I lived here. And of course my brother. But it seems that this trip wasn't needed as I'm not going to the wedding anymore." Just then Rin walked in and when she saw him she ran past everyone and right into his open arms.

Before he could say anything Sesshomaru had stepped their way.

"You'll put my daughter down now." He demanded. Kagome seemed shocked.

"Don't talk to him like that! This isn't your house and from what you told me under 2 year's ago she 'my problem now' not yours." He glared at her but moved to take Rin from his arms.

Before he could take her a cry was heard from the kitchen. He gave Rin to Kagome and walked into the kitchen. He came back out with Shippo in his arms. He looked in pain. "I think it's his eye. Do you want me to have a look Kags?"

"Please. He'll be ok wont he?"

"Should be. But it could also mean that the blindness is moving to his other eye." Kagome had silent tear's running down her face. "You might want to let the father know. We'll have to take him to the hospital." Kagome nodded and hugged Rin to herself. She watched as he rang someone and walked into the living room trying to comfort Shippo.

"Kagome what's going on? I thought Shippo was his."

"Yeah you thought, you never asked. Shippo is a year old work it out." She walked after James and went to help with her son. Rin was crying and held onto her mother. Sesshomaru was the first to work it out and walked into the living room to see Rin in the man's arms and Kagome was holding Shippo and trying to comfort him but it looked like the pain was too much.

"Why didn't you say?" He was mad yes but knew this could help him. He had just found out that Kagura had lied to him and couldn't have children.

"I did but you just kicked me out. Why do you think I kept ringing you?" She didn't look at him trying to keep her tears in, knowing that it would upset both of her children more. It was like waiting for hell to freeze over before there was a knock at the door. James got up and went to answer it.

When he came back she saw that he was with another woman who was a doctor and the person who must have driven the ambulance. She asked to look at Shippo so Kagome handed him over to her. "Right who'll be coming with him?"

"Me and-" Before she could finish someone else had spoken.

"And me. I'm his father." The woman nodded and went to leave but asked that they follow. Kagome asked James if he would look after Rin but that was stopped when Sesshomaru growled. "She'll stay with my brother. I'll not have her around your fancy man."

"My, my fancy man? That coming from the man who took woman why he was with me?" Everyone looked shocked. "What did you think I didn't know? The only reason I stayed was because I thought it was because I had just had Rin. Guess I was wrong." She took hold of Rin's hand and took her with her out of the room. Sesshomaru followed but not before glaring at James.

He came out to see that Kagome had Rin on her knee in the ambulance hugging her why holding Shippo's hand. Sesshomaru got in and sat next to her. He watched as his son kicking his little leg's around but seemed to be quiet. Kagome must have been thinking the same thing.

"Is he ok? He just seems to be quiet all of a sudden."

"Yes I just gave him something to take the pain away." Kagome nodded and held onto Rin more. Sesshomaru didn't know what to do and just sat there watching the woman he had loved cry over their son. He still loved her but what was he meant to do? How could he tell her that Kagura had something on him and he couldn't get out of the marriage? He put his hand on her knee trying to give her a bit of comfort.

"Don't touch me. You think just because you find out that he's your son that I'll let you anywhere near him or even Rin for that matter? You're the one who chucked us out. It was easy when you weren't in our lives."

"Kagome you can't stop me seeing my children. Their min-"

"Really? You're only doing this because now you have a son that you want to follow in your foot steps. And yes I know that she can't have any children. Everyone one knew that when we were at school together, from what I hear she was your fancy woman then, better yet you've been with her since then and even when we were going out, when we had Rin."

By now they were at the hospital watching as they worked on Shippo. He didn't know what she was talking about and he was going to tell her if it wasn't for Shippo starting to cry again. Turning around he saw him thrashing about. "What's wrong with him?"

The woman didn't answer. He became angry when he saw her putting a needle into him and saw Kagome wince. "What's wrong with him!?"

"He's not taking to the drug I gave him for the pain. If we don't get to the hospital soon he could lose his site. We could save one eye but then what ever is coursing this could travel to his brain and shut it down. If that happens he'll die. It's up to you. We could save his eye at the risk of losing him or stop what ever it is were it is now."

Sesshomaru was going to answer but didn't know what to say. For the first time in a long while he didn't know what to do. "We'll give you some time but we'll need to know within the next hour." Nodding he watched her walk away back to their son. He took Kagome out of the room and sat her down knowing that she was about to fall.

"I can't lose him, I just can't..." She said softly. He had never seen her like this. Not when she'd lost her father, not when she'd miscarried and not even when he'd broken up with her. He felt sorry for her but he knew what must be done.

"We'll save his eye. That way he'll-"

"He'll what die? Take over your stupid business when you retire? I'll not lose my son just so you can have an heir. You may have just found out that you have a son but he lives with me."

"Not for long." She looked up shocked at this. He didn't mean for it to come out like that and he knew that he was about to lose the last bit of her love for that. She stood up and she looked ready to kill.

"You can't take him! You'll take him, only knowing him for about 2 hours but you want nothing to do with Rin? She'd your child as well! Just go, go back to your wife and leave my family alone. We don't need you." She turned and went back into the room were their son was. He followed and watched.

"I want you to stop this. I can't take much more. Save my baby even if he loser's his site." She didn't want to say that but if meaning having him live a happy life then she'd do anything for him.

"Ok but you'll have to leave the room. Nurse Robinson will take you to the family waiting room. There's a phone there so if you want to call anyone."

Kagome nodded and thanked her. The nurse took then to the waiting room. No one was in it and for that she was glad. Looking for the phone she went and called James. When she got through she told him what was happening and not to worry and she'd be back maybe later. Sesshomaru came into the room soon after the call had ended. He sat down and looked at the far wall.

"Mommy?" They both turned at the voice. Rin was looking at Kagome. "Were's Shippo? I miss him. He's going to be ok right?" Kagome picked her up and sat her on her lap.

"Of course he is. It's just like last time. They'll help him back to full health and he'll come home and you can play together again. But you'll have to be careful as he wont be able to see ok?"

"Ok." Rin yarned as she rocked her. Soon her eyes closed. Kagome got up and placed her on the sofa and placed a blanket over her. She kissed her forehead. Kagome sat on the floor, stroked her hair and watched as she slept. Sesshomaru watched all this with a heavy heart.

Maybe calling Kagura wasn't the right thing to do. She was on her way and knowing her she'd set into Kagome and he could see that if she was pushed to much then she'd blow.

TBC...

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