Heyguys! Well this is just something I've been thinking about for a while, it's based on the song "Slow Life" by Grizzly Bear and Victoria Legrand. You can look the song up on YouTube if you want to hear it :)

I took some of the stuff from the book. So it's SMs writing and it also belongs to her!

And I'm really sorry if there are spelling or grammar mistakes! I really tried to make sure there weren't too many. But nobodies perfect.

Ok this starts out when Bella is on the cliff in New Moon, and she's talking to Edward in her head.

Bella POV

"Please. For me," he begged.

You wanted me to be human, I reminded him. Well, watch me.

"Please, Bella."

But you won't stay with me any other way.

"No Bella!" he was angry now, the anger was so lovely. I'd do anything to just hear his voice.

I smiled, leaned forward and flung myself off the cliff. I screamed as I dropped though the open air like a meteor, but it was a scream of exhilaration not of fear. Yes! The word echoed though my head as I sliced through the surface of the water. It was icy cold. The fall wasn't scary at all. Where was the challenge? That was when the current caught me. The water started to pulled me in different directions.

"Keep fighting Bella! Don't give up!" He yelled at me.

But why? Why do I want to keep living? When I would die happy.

"I think I know what's on your mind A couple words, a great divide Waiting in the wings, a small respite Crowding up the foreground from behind"

I released the remaining air I had left, and felt the icy cold water fill my lungs.

"Even though you're the only one I see It's the last catastrophe Place your bets on chance and apathy"

I saw Edward. Well it wasn't really Edward, but he looked real enough. I could see his pale skin, topaz eyes, his penny like hair. I felt happy. Suddenly I felt two strong arms lift me up, as I slipped in to darkness.

"Take anything you want, it's fine Keep up the slow life for the night Don't take it back, I'll just deny This constant noise all the time"

I opened my eyes and saw what looked like a few nurses around me... I think I'm in a hospital.

"Shes awake!" said one.

"Come on you have to keep breathing!" said another. They were doing CPR on me but...I felt myself slipping further in to darkness.

"Bella please. For me, breath!" asked Edward pleading.

Why? What's the point? I thought. You're not here, why would you care? It's not you like care about me anymore. I love you Edward.

"Even though you're the only one I see It's the last catastrophe Place your bets on chance and apathy From the wind in front of me"

"Bella! No, No, No! Bella Please, breath!" I knew that voice... it belongs to Edward. But It felt close. I slowly opened my eyes to see Edward.

"Even though you're the only I see It's the last catastrophe Place your bets on chance and apathy From the wind in front of me"

"Edward?" I asked, not trusting my eyes.

"Bella, oh thank god!" He said relieved.

"You're here..."

"Till you send me away love," and leaned over and kissed my forehead.

"Even though you're the only I see"

Well that's it. I hoped you liked it. You can review if you want now :) and again sorry about any mistakes.