It was twilight and I was staring out of my bedroom window, bored as hell. God I missed Edward when he wasn't here. Especially after what happened when we were in the meadow last. We had been inseparable ever since then, and I mean inseparable. He even tried to follow me into the shower two days ago. I tried to physically push him out but, considering he is like a 5 tonne weight and I'm pretty much as strong as a feather, it didn't work out quite the way I wanted it to. In the end, even though I knew I had never done it before, thought about it before or even desired to do it before; I grabbed his crotch and then pushed him. I had never seen him look so surprised or confused. Once he was a few feet from the door I let go and ran into the bathroom. That was one thing I wasn't going to forget; his face. I doubled over in laughter when I had locked the bathroom door and it took me a while to compose myself. Even the memory makes me laugh.

I glanced over at the clock on my bedside table and smiled. Edward would be here soon. In fact, he would be here in...

Five...

Four...

Three...

Two...

One...

"Hello my love." I looked over my shoulder to see my god-like vampire boyfriend smiling his heart-breaking, crooked smile at me. I swear every time he did that, my heart exploded into a million pieces.

I turned my whole body around to face him and walked over to him. He instantly pulled me into a warm hug, well a cold hug but it meant to be warm, and kissed the top of my head.

"Hello Edward." I rubbed my head against his chest, revelling in his smell. That was one thing I really liked about Edward, he never failed to disappoint. He couldn't disappoint anyone, even if he tried. I smiled at my own statement then froze.

Edward just moaned.

"Oh Bella." I froze in his arms and looked up at his face. His eyes were closed and his mouth was slightly open. He looked like he was drugged up or something.

"Edward. What the hell?"

His eyes flew open and immediately found mine. His eyes had turned dark, even though he had just gone hunting, and looked hungry. For what he was hungry for I wasn't so sure about.

"Sorry Bella, it's just..."

I waited for him to carry on. I was going to get an answer from him.



"It's just that you smell so good. I mean, I'm tempted to take you right now." Ok...I was NOT expecting that. He really likes my blood doesn't he? Stupid vampire diet.

"Yeah Edward I know you like the smell of my blood, I just didn't know you'd give up so quickly." I was a little disappointed that it wasn't me he wanted, it was my blood.

"Silly Bella. It's not your blood that I want, it's you. And your hair smells so sweet and still a little wet and it's making it very, very difficult for me to concentrate." Oh. Now I see. I love my mum so, so, so much! She had got me some new shower stuff for me when I complained about the lack of things that Forks had, and it was really posh. There was this Chocolate smelling shampoo and it smelled so good, I had to try it. Thinking about it though, it must be really good with Edward's sense of smell.

Whoever invented that was the best person in the world and should be given a noble prize or something.

"Oh I know why. I've got a new shampoo. It's chocolate." I smiled up at him as I said this. He still looked high.

"Mmm, you should use it more often."

Edward's head bent down and his cold lips pressed against my neck. A shiver ran up my spine; it felt so good when he kissed me. His kisses went further down my neck towards my collar bone. He then stopped at the hollow of my throat a licked it. I couldn't stop the moan that escaped my lips.

"Bella can we please?" Oh no, not this conversation. He was going to try and seduce me and it's probably going to work and the whole thing about sex after marriage is going to fly out of the window. I am so screwed.

"Edward, no. You wanted to wait and so we are. And now I want to wait and so we shall." I sounded very posh when I said that. I felt pretty proud but then when I felt Edward laugh against my skin, and it disappeared in a flash.

"Bella, I know you don't want to wait. You're just being stubborn. Please Bella, you know you want to." He DID NOT just use those words, especially in that tone. Now I really wanted to get in his pants. Wait. Did I just think that? Oh god. He's turned me into a sex-crazed maniac. Well I suppose that's what I was; after all, my dream last night was a little sex-crazed.

"Edward. Stop before I do something I will, okay I probably won't regret." Right, time to resort to begging. If this didn't work, well I was going to have a good night.

"Bella you know you won't regret it. You'll enjoy it so very much." Edward snaked his arms around my waist and brought me closer. His lips then made their way to my ear, and then he gently nibbled my ear. My breath was becoming very quick now.

"Edward! I'm trying to be a good girl, and you are making it really difficult for me to be a good girl." I unintentionally bent my neck so he could get to it easily. Wrong thing to do, totally wrong thing to do.



Edward trailed his lips from my ear to my cheek, and then he moved back a little so he could look into my eyes. His eyes burned with so much passion that I swear I was about to melt.

"Then be a bad girl for me Bella. Be a really, bad girl." I could not keep this up for much longer. I knew in a second, my resolve was going to crumble.