When I lost her
I put up shield around my spark
I clung to the rulebook
I cried myself to sleep
When I lost her
I turned on my best friend
For he made leave her behind
I don't know if I could ever forgive him
Or myself….
When I lost her
A void formed in my spark
So I focused on my career
Hoping to forget
But I can't
Nothing seems to fill the void
When I found her
She wasn't who she used to be
I was horrified at what she had become
I even though she would be better off dead
When I found her
I lost her again
I regret what I said
But now I can't take it back
When I lost her
I changed
I'm not who used to be either
Things could never again be the way the once were
A.N.: This is just random idea I had to practice writing Sentinel in an unbiased light. The idea is mostly based off how I've seen some other people analyze the character and what I've observed while watching TFA. Also I still love OP/BA, though lately a part of me has become more open to SentinelxElita-1/Blackarachnia..