A/N: Hi. So I wrote this little songfic a little over a year ago. I posted it, and forgot about it. I read it again and realized I had some nasty grammatical errors. I'm not very tech saavy and couldn't figure out how to just edit the story, so I deleted it and now I'm reuploading it. This fic was written in anger after a break up. Parts are true, others are written for the sake of keeping the relating to characters For the record, we are now on talking terms, but things are never going to be back to the way they were. Enjoy.
You say you don't know what you were thinking
well neither do I
and after the time we spent together
you think you deserve another try
I cannot believe I did not see it. Looking back now, the way you always looked at her, the way you always talked about her, it was so obvious. You say it wasn't true. That you really were all in on our relationship.
well [boy] I don't know what it is
that you're expecting
just because you looked me in the eye
and say you're sorry
oh you're sorry
you want it back the way it was
well I'm sorry
sometimes sorry
just ain't good enough
Even if you did look me in the eye and apologized, it doesn't mean I will forgive you. The way you made me feel, as if I was just some other girl, the rebound girl, makes it hard for me to forgive you. I cared so much about you, thought I HELPED you over your last breakup. I was so wrong. A sincere apology is not going to be enough to fix things.
You say you never meant to hurt me
well that might be true
but do you really think I should forgive you
for what you put me through
Last night, when you came over to apologize, you told me you never meant to hurt me. I'm sure that it's true. You aren't the type of guy who would play a girl purposely. But it happened and you hurt me. You made me feel like the year we were together meant nothing.
Oh I remember every time you said you loved me
but I know now your love was just a lie
All those sweet nights we had together. The romantic dinners, the lazy movie nights, the kissing under the stars, some of these are my favorite memories. The sweet nothings you would whisper in my ear, the times you would interrupt me from my babbling with a kiss and an "I love you," it was all a lie. I know this now.
And you say you're sorry
oh you're sorry
you want it back the way it was
well I'm sorry
sometimes sorry
just ain't good enough
oh [boy] I don't know what it is
that you're expecting
just because you looked me in the eye
and say you're sorry...
I don't see why you think I should forgive you. I listen to your pleads, but I'm not seeing it. Part of me wants to forgive you. I guess I could thank you for some of the memories and times we had together, but you tainted them with your lie. I don't want you to bring me down anymore.
oh you're sorry
so sorry
and you want it back the way it was
well I'm sorry
but sometimes sorry
just ain't good enough
You know what, I'm sorry for you. I could have been the best thing for you, but you lost your chance. But I'm not sorry that you are an idiot. How could you have really thought she would have wanted to be with you. She never ONCE said she wanted you as more than a friend…SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND! One that won't leave her. One that doesn't have mood swings. One that doesn't lie. One that doesn't have major feelings for her best friend. Plus, a best friend DOESN'T move in on her best friend's ex. So I'm not sorry Alice turned you down. I'm not sorry that you got a taste of your own medicine. Karma is a bitch.