To this effect Dan found himself highlighting a new era of contortion and discretion. To this era, he found himself a homosexual. He did not understand how the transformation happened; only that it was spontaneous. It was June 8th, Wednesday, 2012. He was eating a home cooked meal made by Phil. He had raspberry tea with him at the time, and he drank it quite quickly. Phil always made the best raspberry tea. The dinner was curry w. Orange chicken. Phil had strange eating habits. After a few moments into the meal, he immediately had this thought about Phil, about how attractive he was. He couldn't get it out of his mind. He mentioned it to Phil, who only gave him a strange look. Dan knew it was awkward to make a comment, but he was confident enough in his sexuality to do so. Course that changed quickly. As the night progressed, he started noticing that he couldn't stop thinking about Phil. In a… Sexual way. That night he was scheduled to masturbate. He did it on a schedule, which he thought was normal(though conversations with other people made him discover it was quite weird). He began the process in his normal way, opening up some porn on his laptop. But as he started flipping through the videos of porn of guys fucking girls, he started thinking of himself being the girl, and the guy being Phil. This alarmed him quite quickly, so he flipped over to lesbian porn. While watching and stroking his dick, is mind kept wandering to Phil no matter how much he tried not to.
Dan panicked that night, as he did many others, until he eventually simply accepted it. That night, as well as more than a hundred nights since then, he masturbated thinking about Phil. He never told Phil this, though he was sure Phil noticed his hungry looks while he changed clothes, or wore tantalizing socks. That's another thing that changed. For some reason he developed a foot fetish centered on Phillips magnificent feet. It was his second favorite part of Phil, after his…..
Dan eventually grew to accept this secret of his homosexuality, though he did think it strange that he was only attracted to Phillip. He tried doing research online on what it meant to only be attracted to one person, and it didn't help much. The closest thing he found was a reference to demi-sexuality on a website about asexuality. Demi sexuality was apparently where one did not feel sexual attraction until they formed a strong emotional bond. Since Phil was his best friend, he guessed it wasn't that surprising he'd form a sexual desire for him.