The perfect ending
I walked towards my bedroom door; the cold wood caressed my feet. I sighed and opened it. There was no way back anymore.
I couldn't cry. I was too stressed and worn out to do that. I couldn't take it anymore. It was my time to go.
I took my last steps towards my chair. The chair which would be a part of IT.
The silent breathing noise I made was the only sound in the silent room. Other than that, silence. Perfect, utter and complete silence.
Slowly, I rose onto the chair and tied the noose. Some silent prays later, I dropped.
The blackness slowly took over and I smiled as the sides of my sight became foggy. Until the darkness completed me.
I opened my eyes and looked around. The place was full of dust. I was tired. I rose up and noticed the noose still around my neck.
No perfect ending for me. Never was, never will be.
"Oh darling! I'm home!" Why couldn't I die already? Why did I have to be the one to suffer?
No no no no no! I won't let him hurt me again. I can't.
"Tried to kill yourself, didn't you?" He was watching me with his hawk eyes.
"You bitch tried to leave me again, Didn't you?" he stepped closer with every word, while I crawled back until I reached the wall.
"You answer when I ask you!" He raised his hand. "No please don't. I'm sorry!" I cried into my hands, which were protecting my head.
"Look at me!" he jerked me up when I didn't obey. "I said look at me!" I looked up into his fuming eyes and prayed he didn't do anything. "Please, don't hurt me." I whispered.
"When have I ever hurt you, Darling?" he said and then threw me onto the ground. "I wouldn't even dream of it." Then he hit me. He kicked my sides until I was wriggling like a little worm.
He laughed out loud and spat on me. This time he went easy.
"Oh, I almost forgot." He turned around and kicked me into my face. I let out an ear piercing scream and he just smirked. I let my walls down. "Goodnight sweetheart! Don't let the bedbugs bite!" it took only some moments until he was roaring in laughter.
Salty tears rolled down my eyes onto the cold floor. I was just a broken girl. Just an usual broken Alice…
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Umm… this was short. Sorry for sooo much angst. My granny just died and I guess it's affecting me too. My sister helped me with the start. Thanks.