Hola guys!

So, because of Deathly Hallows part two, (WHICH IS STILL NOT OUT IN CHINA ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ... Anyways), I've decided to write a little something in honor of Snape. And Lily. Hehe...

Okay, then, 3... 2... 1... ACTION!

It's too late.

Too late to do anything. Too late to save Harry. But there's still one thing I can do.

I regret what I said to you, Lily. You think I have forgotten you, but I haven't. You were my only love. I didn't tell anyone. I couldn't. So just like that, I locked it up. I pretended I never had feelings for you. Me, who was in Slytherin? Me, who desired to become a Death Eater when I grew up? How could I ever like, even love, anyone from Gryffindor? But I did.

I remember that night clearly. James and his disastrous friends, Sirius and whatever the other one was called. I never admit to anyone, but now, I can. I was no match for them. They were… too powerful. I couldn't escape from their hexes and spells. And then you came. I don't know why I said it. I guess… I didn't want you to look at me, to look at me and see a coward. A coward, who could be beaten easily.

I'm sorry, Lily.

I regret it with each and every breath I take.

I couldn't bear the thought of you leaving me. I wanted to protect you, Lily. But with that one word, everything smashed apart. Nothing was right again. Just like a giant puzzle with all its pieces put in the wrong place.

You were right. I wasn't enough to be with you. But that didn't mean I didn't try. When you got together with James, I… I was heartbroken. I thought you betrayed me. For him. But whenever I saw that twinkle in your eyes, the heartfelt laughs you gave when you were with him, I knew, that I wasn't right for you all along.

But I still tried to protect you, though. Remember that night? That night, when you were walking alone in Hagrid's forest. You wanted some peace and quiet, away from the noisy castle. You felt something, didn't you? Something cold, something that felt like the bleakest place on Earth.

That was a dementor, Lily. It followed you, followed you all the way from when you stepped foot out of the castle. And I did too. I wanted to defeat it. So I followed you, too. I didn't call out to you. I was afraid that I would alert the Death Eater.

You quickened your footsteps, and you clutched your cloak closer to you. I remember every detail, Lily. The Death Eater was closing on you. I could see you hiding your wand in your cloak.

I was sweating. I didn't know how to help you. I never performed a Patronus charm in my life. I didn't even know if I could call out a Patronus. I never thought I needed to use it.

But now you were in danger.

The translucent rags of the Death Eater waved in the darkness. It was a matter of seconds until it caught up.

And I made my choice.

At the same time, we called out our Patronuses. I concentrated all my energy, all my desire to save you, onto my wand. And I did it. My Patronus flew out. And it was the most beautiful thing I saw.

Because it was the same as yours.

Two magnificent silver does galloped across and shot into the Death Eater, sending it fleeing away. My breathing was so loud I swore you could hear it. But maybe because you were muddled with fright, maybe because you thought you were seeing double, you didn't give my direction or my Patronus a second glance. But that was okay with me.

I had saved you, in my own way.

I thought I had succeeded.

But then, Lily, you died. You died, and I didn't lift a finger to help you.

I knew of Voldemort's plans. I admit, I panicked. I knew that you had already married James. You were going to have a baby.

I threw away my pride, and I Apparated to Dumbledore's office. And I begged him, begged him to protect you.

But it was of no ado.

You died.

Lily, my one and only love. Just like that, you were even further away from me.

But your boy lived.

Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived.

I didn't have any love for him the minute I set eyes on him. He looked too much like his father, acted too much like James.

But there was one thing. One thing about him that made me vow to protect him. One thing that I never told anyone about.

He had your eyes, Lily.

Your blue eyes. The thing I missed most of you was passed on onto your son. So I swore to protect him.

To protect the last shred of you that was still alive.

I know, on the outside, it still looked like I detested him. I did. But no matter how I hated him, whenever I look into his eyes, I see you.

And so I betrayed Voldemort, and agreed to shield him with my last breath.

But now, I am going to die.

Betrayed by the one I betrayed. Ironic, isn't it?

But now, I could only do what I could do.

I gave Harry all my memories. Memories about you. Memories with you.

Now, I can finally die in peace. I'm coming, Lily.

I want to be with you again.

A/N: So? How was it?

Please review, guys! You know you want to...

But if you don't... MUAHAHAHAHA (new evil laugh)

Meet Sapphire, the newest addition to Disk 9's legion, which was sent to me as a birthday present.

What is she? She starts with a 'frying' and ends with a 'pan'.

Get it? :P

And you'll be tasting her if you don't review.

SO PLEASE DO!

Enough with the rambling.

See ya!

~Stormy~