Eddward wasn't very affective to drink, but chocolate liquor seem to be as good idea as getting involve in a fight, but he doesn't like pain. He needed to be punished. He wasn't sure why, but it might be his fault. His partner after 4 years has gone.

Jeremy has been with him since highschool, and he thought that whatever they have had was real, but relationships aren't facts and logic, that's why you cannot predict when your boyfriend would leave you just letting a handwrite note telling you 'D, it's over, take care; greetings Jeremy.'

Edd has read almost ten times the paper not understanding those simple words, at first believing that it was just a cruel joke, he tried to found him around the apartment, but an empty closet gave hime the answer: All was real, the sticky note message was true and he was alone now.

And so, 3 hours after crying and trying to call him, there he found himself lying on the bed with the phone stuck on his ear hearing the boy's voice at the answering machine with a half of a chocolate liquor drunk. Edd knew he was just pathetic.

The worst part of been dump on friday was that he got the hole weekend to stay alone with his thoughts.

Sunday his best friends has arrived to 'cheer him up' and as always, Eddy's selfish ways about the time that now they could used to plan the master of scams; and Ed's foolish sayings made him forgot a little the fact that his heart has been broken in a million of parts without an explanation.

When Jeremy's call finally came, he wasn't in despair as much as he thought he would be. Now with the mind more clear and calm down, Edd could ask the only doubt he had:

-Why? I'm not going to ask you to come back, or to regret the choise you made, because I now that you won't. But, it was my fault?

By the other side of the line it could be heard an annoyed sigh and then the boy's voice came:

-D, it wasn't your fault, I've just found out someone else, he's the star of the football team, gotta catch him you know, or I'll always thinking about what if... and I can't live with that you know. So, I've to go now, thank you for understand, cheers!

And the line was just cut.

-What was it? so, I didn't mean anything to you! - Edd was standing the cellphone screen, his anger growing on his stomach; - That's how things are? You, dump me for a jock! A j-j-jerk! - Edd was almost yelling but he suddenly calm down and a rational thought cross his head I need to find out who is it, and recover my esteem.