Dolls just dead people.
Disgusting beeps pisses me off, but no one tried to interrupt them.
My life has long been interrupted.
He always lied to me, but I'm still trying to believe his.He does not love me and have never loved, but she - and did not stop. He fucked me, but do not hesitate to to say her name. It sounds more melodic, but in all my dirt implicated only.
My name is Victoria, but the victory to me and does not shine. It never was, really. These were only feeble attempts to break out in people, but even they failed. I threw all my chances, all their dreams for him, and he did not bother to evaluate.
I did not know what to hope for when before prom he came to me and offered to become his wife. Happiness gone to my head, I forgot how to breathe, because finally he chose me, not her. I forgot about prom, the hopes of teachers, about careers and even about yourself.
When betrayal becomes a habit.
He never chose me, and I just loved. Love always goes, right? Then why the hell he still loves her, and she him? In their eternal love I Odd, but leave me no one will. They have always loved each other, all anyone ever loved, but what about me? God forgot about me.
When he gave love and happiness to me all is not reached. I must be painful probably, but I have long since forgotten how to feel. Everything in inside me died, all killed him, them. He had never been gentle with me, all tenderness for her. With me it was all dirty and matter, he simply did not know how else, and I was a doll. Dolls do not know how to feel. In our wedding night, he did not come to me, and I just shuddered from each of their moans and scream through the wall. Then I was finally crushed and killed.
Dolls just dead people.
Jade with me never talked. I think that she once hated me, but now all gone. Disdain - the only thing that you can feel me. Contempt - the only thing that felt to me. With me at all, no one spoke. Silence was my only friend. However, thanks to her I'm going crazy. I got time to die, rot tired, but even I can not do without his permission. And he specifically did not answer, or not? Because he was always just fuck me, without interest and feelings.
Kill me, please.
All returns. I returned all the evil that I hurt people, but about good so no one remembered. Good never comes back, and maybe I never him and did not commit? No, how can sometime be a universal favorite wicked and callous? Of course it can. I still could, until I met him and disappeared into the whirlpool is not green eyes. Cute and honest boy, I always despised, something interests me, but mine did not become. He was never mine, even in bed with me, he was with her, the thought of it never came out of his head, and I was even in his life did not really hit. Will he suffer when I die? Ridiculous though. He even did not remember me, such as I quickly forget. I even had forgotten herself, after me there is nothing left but for him, and I imagine this has deprived.
- I am pregnant.
- Get an abortion.
I guess I should not have to obey him, but then I was just stupid and naive girl that curve even at the thought of a cigarette, but now all this, alcohol and drugs, came into my life, even more than. Every night poison himself has become a habit, it is also my habit, perhaps, but something they are so strong. Of them never get rid of, and live simply tired. I came to an end, I have long come to an end.
I have to go to hell. Well, the one in which I have lived all my life.
Victoria Vega Oliver, wife of the famous actor Beck Oliver, was found dead in their home. Cause of death - poisoning pills, also were found some alcoholic and narcotic drugs. The note was found. We all his sincere condolences to the actor, who is now inconsolable. All his friends are now supporting him, in their number also includes a no less famous actress Jade West.
Renowned actor Oliver Beck did not even thought about it.