BTW: Jude and Spiederman are not dating.
BTW number 2: For the flashback I changed what happened to Patsy before she died! Just letting you know that; that isn't the real thing that happened; I'm just changing the lines and a few other things that happened! So don't be all mad that I changed it! lol.
"I'm sorry, but Patsy Sewer has not made it. I'm sorry for your loss" The doctor told Jude and Jamie. Jude's mouth opened and her throat jumped. She covered her mouth, as tears began to roll down her rose cheeks. Jamie stared forward not blinking at all, as the tears built up in his eyes, and he could hardly breath.
The next day at G-Major Jude arrived in the same clothes that she wore the night before. She walked up to SME, who were all quiet, and sad.
"Hi" Jude said quietly as she sat next to Spiederman. No one replied. Every one was too sad to even speak. Spiederman looked at Jude, and Jude looked at him. He then held her hand, and Jude softly smiled, but then tears began to fall from her eyes, she leaned her head on Spiederman's shoulder, as they grasped hands tightly.
Jude was sitting in Studio A, when Tommy walked in.
"Why you here?" Tommy asked.
"I need to be here, Tommy, this is all I have left" Jude answered, Tommy leaned on the wall, as he looked at Jude who was sitting down by the soundboard.
"I understand, Jude. Patsy was- Patsy was a one of a kind person. She was unique" Tommy tried to understand.
"Tommy .. that's not it, you don't understand. Patsy was my best friend. You were only right about one thing .. she was one of a kind. I mean .. she shoved Karma in cake for calling me a slut. Patsy was the only friend that understood every thing. Sure .. Spiederman does too .. but Patsy was one of a kind .. and now she's gone" Jude replied. Tommy nodded.
"Jude .. losing some one isn't easy. I've lost many people in my life .. and most of them still cross my mind from time to time. You might think that I don't understand. But I do. I understand that tears come to your eyes every 5 minutes. I understand that when ever you turn your head you'll imagine her sitting right next to you .. I understand Jude ... I really do" Tommy stated.
"It sucks .. really bad" Jude began to cry "I could'a stopped her. She walked right passed me before she got in to that car. Her life was in my hands, and I threw it away! She could still be alive! She could still be here .." Jude blamed herself.
"It's not your fault, Jude, she was overwhelmed, and she had way to much beer. No one could save her. Jamie tried to and she pushed him in to a table, do you really think she would let you stop her?" Tommy asked.
"I know, Tommy, I do know, it's still hard to know that she was standing right in front of me before she died" Tommy held Jude in his arms, as she cried and cried harder and harder by the second. After they hugged Jude went in to the G-Major alley. It was raining and thundering really hard. Jude was already soaked and she was only out there for a minute. She slid down the wall, and cried. Soon the door opened to reveal Spiederman. He sat next to Jude, now he was also soaking. They looked at each other, then Spiederman pulled her in to a hug, as they both cried. They remained silent as they hugged and cried in each others shoulders. Jude stood up and paced, Spiederman then stood up, and they began to walk together. "Why did she have to die?" Jude asked as they walked. Spiederman shrugged.
"It sucks" Spiederman replied. Jude nodded. They walked together, Jude still was hysterically crying, while Spiederman was lightly crying.
Jude arrived home where she found that Sadie was gone. She sat on the couch and grabbed her guitar. She began to play it.
"Watch me burn like a shooting star
you never thought I'd get this far
turn to dust in the atmosphere
don't you blink I might disappear"
Jude sang Patsy's song. She played it slower since she was sad. She began to think of what happened before Patsy died.
FLASHBACK
Patsy walked in to G-Major in search of her Shooting Star demo. Jude, and Jamie came in after her, following her. Jamie grabbed Patsy's arm and stepped in front of her.
"Patsy! Shooting Star is what will get you to the top! With out that song Darius will fire you!" Jamie warned Patsy
"Shooting Star is crap! You screwed my song over, Jammy" Patsy said, pushing Jamie aside. Jamie grabbed her arm again, but this time she pushed him into a glass table. He fell on one side, causing the other side to go up, Jude kneeled down to Jamie, to see his arm cut, Jamie sat up.
"Forgot me, stop Patsy, maybe she'll listen to you!" Jamie demanded. Jude nodded and went after Patsy who was in Darius' office. Jude lightly grabbed Patsy's arm, causing Patsy to face Jude.
"Pats, listen to me. I'm not like Jamie, okay? I'm your friend! So just listen to me! Take a seat, and think about what your doing!" Jude tried to calm Patsy down.
"What's there to think about!?" Patsy yelled, as tears came to her eyes, Jamie walked in to the room, watching what was happening. "Jamie, over there, ruined me!" Patsy yelled, as she fought the tears back. "He never loved me! He never supported me, all he did was turned me and my music in to crap!"
"Patsy, Pats!" Jude yelled, then Patsy picked up the lap-top that contained her Shooting Star demo and smashed it on the ground. she kicked it. "Patsy! Sit down!" Jude screamed, trying to help Patsy realize what was going on.
"You know what you and Jamie should date! Your both trying to control me! Maybe you guys can play doctor by cleaning up Jammy's arm! .. All I know is I hope that I never see you or this place ever again" Patsy stormed out.
"PATSY WAIT!" Jude yelled
END OF FLASHBACK
The words 'Patsy Wait!' echoed in Jude's head.
