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Summary: Edward left Bella in New Moon and never came back after that she was changed by Victoria. Now Edward is back in Bella's life. He sees her performing at a concert and notices a change in Bella. Bella is now different. She is strong and knows how to protect herself and feels that she may never love again. She misses Edward but at the same time she hates him. Will she end up loving him or hating him? What if Edward hurts her again?
Bella's Point of View (BPOV)
Flashback:
I was back in the forest with Edward. He acting so strange. It was dark and I can barely see the light from the house porch. Then he spoke the most horrible words that I could ever heard.
" Bella we are leaving," Edward said not looking at my face.
" No! Can't you stay another year?" I ask tears swelling up in my eyes. "If you have to leave then take me with you."
" I can't Bella. Where we are going is not a place for you," he says.
" You don't want me to come," I ask shakily tears streaming down my face.
" No, I don't love you anymore," he says truthfully.
He doesn't love me.
" Well then that changes things," I say. " Well then goodbye."
"Bye Bella….. Forever." he says while leaving me all alone on the forest floor.
End of Flashback.
I still remember that fateful day when he left. It has now been 50 years since Edward has left me. And it has also been 50 years since Victoria changed my adopted sister, Elizabeth and I into a vampire. Elizabeth and I were changed into a vampire when we were looking for the meadow: Edward's Meadow. She was hunting when my sister and I were at the wrong place, at the wrong time. We were saved by the werewolves but it was to late. The venom was already spreading in our systems. Three days later we awoke with red eyes. We were thirsty so we drank animal blood. For three years we stayed away from humans and drank animal blood. After the three years we started going into the human population. We were able to control ourselves really well. I then started writing songs with Elizabeth and they became a hobby for us. We then started a singing group with only us two. That is how I am here today in my dressing room just thinking of my life. I missed Edward though I hated him for leaving me when he promised he wouldn't. He just went back on his word.
So as I said here I am waiting to go perform. Elizabeth and I had several performances this week and next week as well.
" Hey Bella. Are you ready to go on stage?" Elizabeth asked. Not only was Elizabeth a singer she was also our band manger.
" Yeah, I'm fine." I said happily. I enjoyed performing it got rid of all the emotions that I felt. And it was just fun.
"Well then lets go," she said. We stood their by the curtains waiting our names to be called out.
" And now ladies and gentlemen, the two sisters you have all been waiting for….. Bella and Elizabeth Swan."
The crowd screamed loudly once we both went on stage. I could hear everything they said perfectly. And even more no one was seated in their seats.
" Hi everybody." Elizabeth said through the microphone.
"Hey you guys," I said. " So I have a question. Have any of you girls had a boyfriend who says they will be with you forever and then they decide to leave?"
The crowd answered with a yes.
" Well, don't worry I went through this as well. There was this guy I really liked and he said he loved me but then he decided to leave. So this song is for you guys to help you through all the breakups."
The music began and Elizabeth started playing the guitar. I then started singing.
(Forever and Always by Taylor Swift) I suggest you put this song to help imagine it. :)
Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
and we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
baby what happened, please tell me?
Edward told me he loved me but he was just joking.
Cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
He said he was staying forever. But again I was wrong.
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
so here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always
oh, and it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it baby, I don't think so
Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
did you forget everything
Cause it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always I don't think so
yeah
I thought back to the song a moment after I finished it. This song was about the lies Edward told me. He told me he would be with me forever and he would always be mine. This song put out every emotion I have ever felt when Edward left me I kept waiting to see if he really would call or if he would come and look into my eyes and say I love you again. I came back to reality and heard the crowd screaming my name. I could just only smile.
"So lets get this show on the road," Elizabeth and I muttered at the same time that only our sensitive vampire ears could hear. We turned our heads and just smiled. Then we began the concert for our fans.
Songs
Forever and Always by Taylor Swift