By GlitnirGebo
A/N: Written in the POV of Ryou.
I sit at my desk and stare out of the window. I have been feeling strange lately. Hearing things no one else hears, thinking things that can not possibly be my thoughts. I can't tell anyone, they'll all just think I'm going crazy...
'What are these voices in my head?'
A question I've asked myself a thousand times, yet my only answer is the sound of laughter. Hideous laughter. I don't ever want to meet the owner of that voice. But then again, does the voice have an owner? I don't want this voice haunting my thoughts! I wish it would go away...Make it go away! Please...
'Why do they stay?
I do not know.'
'It's because you're crazy Ryou...That's why.' The voice laughs at me. I've got to stop thinking like this, or I will drive myself crazy. I am sane, not crazy. 'You just keep telling yourself that...' The voice again. I wish it would stop invading my thoughts.
'They come and go as they please
I have no control.'
It's true. I can't control these voices. I wish I could, but I can't...I just can't! Sometimes I stay at home instead of going to school, just because I never know when I'll hear that voice, trying to convince me to do something I don't want to do.
'Voices
So sweet, yet murderous'
'Murder. Such a lovely word.' No! I won't do anything like that! I'm not that sort of person! I don't take pleasure in hurting others. I don't think like that. Not even in my nightmares. 'You know you want to do it...' The voice is full of mock. I've got to try to control my actions, even if I can't control my thoughts...but the voice won't give up.
'My mind is not my own...'
'This isn't my mind anymore...' Those words are my own this time...
Author's Notes: I know it's short, but hey...I think it's okay other then that...
Please R&R...