A Year Without You

Summary: Luke is still suffering from Reid's death.

Pairings:
Luke/Reid

Luke/Noah

Author's Note: This is going to be my first song fic. The song is "A Year Without Rain" by Selena Gomez. I hope you guys enjoy it. I think this song fits Luke's life completely.

Can You Feel Me

When I Think About You

With Every Breath I Take

Every Minute

No Matter What I Do

My World Is An Empty Place

Luke sobbed quietly to himself as he listened to the song on the radio that was playing in the background. Every time he heard this song he always thought about Reid. He clutched his eyes shut tightly. He pushed his face into his pillow that still smelled like Reid. He remembered the time when Reid came over to see his family for the first time. He had never seen Reid Oliver so happy. He remembered how his green eyes glowed when he smiled. It was to painful to accept the fact that the love of his life was gone. He had realized how much he had loved the doctor. It was too painful for him to know that he never said "I love you" to him.

Like I've Been Wondering The Desert

For A Thousand Days

Don't Know If It's A Mirage

But I Always See Your Face(Baby)

Ever since the painful accident he could still his Reid's beautiful smiling face. Katie had always told him that ever since he met Reid, Reid started changing from a heartless man to a kind and gentle guy. It was all thanks to Luke that Reid had started to change for the better.

I'm Missing You So Much

Can't Help It, I'm In Love

A Day With Out You Is Like A Year Without Rain

I Need You By My Side

Don't Know How I'll Survive

A Day Without You Is Like A Year Without Rain

Luke started crying more as he listened to the lyrics of the song. His shaking hands clutched onto his pillow. Luke couldn't stop himself from crying. He really wished that he hadn't told Noah to leave. He really needed Noah by his side right now. Noah was the only one that could comfort him. His mother had tried to cheer him up but she couldn't. No one could cheer Luke up from this depression. Not even his little sister Faith. Who was always capable of making him smile.

The Stars Are Burning

I Hear Your Voice In My Mind
Can't You Hear Me Calling

My Heart Is Yearning

Like The Ocean That's Running Dry

Catch Me I'm Falling

Luke could feel his heart shatter as he continued to think about the last kiss he had shared with Reid. Why couldn't he have told Reid to stay?Why did he have to let Reid go to Bay City by himself?Why couldn't he have gone with him. Maybe he would've been able to save Reid. Maybe he would've been able to talk Reid out of trying to make it across the train tracks. Why couldn't he have done anything?

It's Like The Ground Is Crumbling Underneath My Feet

Won't You Save Me?

There's Gonna Be A Monsoon
When You Get Back To Me

Oh Baby

"I miss you so much Reid, why..why did I have to let you go alone?Why did we have that stupid fight."Luke sobbed into the pillow. The beat of the song played in his ears.

I'm Missing You So Much
Can't Help It I'm In Love

A Day Without You Is Like A Year Without Rain

I Need You By My Side

Don't Know How I'll Survive

A Day Without You Is Like A Year Without Rain

Luke realized that one verse had reminded him of Noah. He really needed Noah by his side. He needed Noah to cry on. He needed Noah to protect him and to help him get through this hard time. He could feel his heart shattering even more as he listened to the lyrics and he realized how much he was still in love with Noah. He had hurt Noah so many times but he had apologized. Noah had apologized to for hurting him. They had always forgiven each other. But he would never be able to forgive himself for Reid's death.

So Let This Drought Come To An End

And May This Desert Flower Again

I'm So Glad You Found Me
Stick Around me

Baby

It's A World

No Wonder

With You In My Life

So Hurry Baby, Don't Waste No More Time

And I Need You Here

I Can't Explain

But A Day Without You

Is Like A Year Without Rain

Luke cried more into his pillow as he knows how much Noah had loved him. Why did he have to fight with Noah?Why did he ever had to have that stupid fight that caused Noah's blindness. It was his fault that he had made Noah lose his eye sight. He knew that. It was his fault that Reid was dead. Why did he have to hurt the people he loves?If he didn't have that fight with Noah, Reid would still be back at Texas. He would still be with his family. "Why...?"Luke sobbed as he continued to listen to the lyrics.

I'm missing you so much (much)
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh
Ooohh, Ooooooooouuhh

Luke's cries died down softly as the song faded into the background. He clutched his eyes shut as he felt more tears begging to come out. He grasped his hands onto the pillow. Luke sobbed quietly to himself. He knew that all of this was his fault. He just didn't want to believe it.

A day without Reid in his life always makes it harder for him to stand.

End Of Story

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