Hey guys, this is my first fanfiction. So could you please be nice. I hope you like. I am dedicated to when I do something. So because I started this I will finish and maybe do other stories if peole like them. I put a lot of thought into this story, and I have some ideas for the next chapter. Anyway I hope you like this story.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, the famous Richelle Mead does, but maybe I will put a few characters in.

I looked around the room...There was nothing but hun

dered's of candles, a table in the middle of the room with a red table cloth on top and rose petals on every flat surface. I looked down at the dress I wore. It was a red, strapless dress, with a criss-cross pattern at the back. I had black pumps on and a black clutch.

-Flaskback-

I was just coming back from my last class of the day. Something seem wrong, all day at school Lissa was very excited about something but she was blocking mw through the bond, so I couldn't see what she was hiding. I just got to my door when I saw two boxes at the front of my door, addressed to me. One was big and the other looked like a shoe box. I took the envelope off from my door, grabbed the boxes and walked into my room, I couldn't be bothered to lock my door this moring, what could I say, I was in a rush.

I set the boxes down, sat on my bed and opened the note.

It read:

My Dearest Rose,

Meet me in my room at 7:30 tonight. My room number is 111. If you come tonight I might be able to convince you that I am the one. Please give me this chance and you won't regret it. I know it is going to be hard on you, but remember if you need me I will always be here for you. I love you like I have never loved anyone. I have never felt like this before towards anyone. Give me a chance and you will see that I am worthy of your love.

Alway and Forever, Adrian Ivashkov! XoX

That is what he said. So I decided I would give him his shot. But I was still shocked over how much feeling he put into that note.

So I got ready and came to his room. I had to admit he has good taste and I looked HOT!

-End Of Flashback-

It has been half an hour since I have been standed in his room. I tried ringing him but he won't answer, it goes straight to message bank. I turned towards the door, only to see it open, with a smirking Adrian leaning against it, looking at me.

Oh my god, his eyes. They were beautiful. Emerald green eyes'. What am I thinking? It is Adrian Ivashkov, for godsakes'. The well known womanizer.

I looked down at what he was wearing, He had a black suit on with a red dress shirt, black tie and black shoes. He looked gorgeous of course, but I was definitely not admiting that to him and I was trying not to admit that to myself.

He caught me looking and his smile widened. "See something you like Lil Dhampir?" he asked in a soft, flirty voice, and it sounded so appealing.

What happened to the bad ass Rose Hathaway? Instead of answering his question, I growled, " Where have you been for the past half hour?"

He looked at me, and his eyes softened, and he replied softly, "I'm sorry Rose, it's just I saw you here and I sorta got just got caught in the moment." He looked down and blushed. He actually BLUSHED! I felt bad now, he was showing me the soft side of himself that he always hid from everyone else. I went over and wrapped my arms around him. He smelt so good, and it felt right with his arms around me. I broke apart from him and grabbed his hands. He looked down at our hands intertwined and smiled, he looked up at me when I was leaning forward to kiss him. I don't know what happened, I just got caught in the moment, I guess you could say, and all that was in focus were his lips. He leaned forward as well and wrapped his arms aound my waist and my own went around his neck bringing us even closer, the little bit of space that was between us was now non-existent.

As soon as our lips touched, there was a blot of electricity that went through me. I think he felt it, too. Soon the kiss deepened, but we pulled back to catch our breath. He looked awe struck. He had wide eyes and his mouth was open. That was better than any kiss I have ever had. Even better than Dimitri's...Thinking about Dimitri has brought back all the pain he caused me. He said that he wanted to go to that bitch, Tahsa, because it was better for HIS career, then he comes back WITH Tasha because she wanted to visit Christian, and expects everything to be cool between us, as if we have been good friends for ages. Yeah right. Damn it! I can't think about Dimitri now.

I looked at Adrian, again. He was smiling now. He walked through the door and pulled me along with him, then turned around, closed the door and faced me. "What are you thinking about Adrian?" I asked worriedly, seriously he was silent from after we kissed, and that was, at least, 5 minutes ago.

"Just how much I love you, and how lucky I have gotten that you decided to give me this chance." he said as if he was in a daze. " She actually kissed me!" He muttered to himself. He came back to reality, "Wow, that was even better than I had imagined..."

"Come on, lets eat dinner, I am starving." He chuckled queitly to himself," As always." He said under his breath.

He pulled out my chair for me, then when I was settled he sat down himself. "Well, what do we have for dinner?"

"Well, we can either have steak or chicken, up to you." He answered.

After dinner and desert, we were sitting on the couch, me on his lap, to be exact, and his arms around my waist. "Rose, do you want to go out with m-me, like y-you know d-date?" He asked as he stuttered, wow he must really be nervous.

I laughed, " Well let me think about it...See, you make me happy, laugh, and make me forgot about my worries. You love me. But the thing I'm not so sure about is if you would leave me if something happens or just use me as a play toy and thna leave me." I turned serious by the end. I looked at him and he was staring at me intently.

"Would you leave me, Adrian?" I asked queitly, not able to look him in the eye. He took my face into his strong, warm hands and brought his face down and rested his forhead aganst mine and closed his eye's. "Of course I love you and I can't believe you ever thought that I would leave you or use you as a play toy. I may say inappropraite things and imagine you naked on my bed, but I wouldn't use you as a playtoy." He said queitly wih a bit of anger in his voice, by the end his eyes were open and he was looking at me as if I was crazy. "You know the day we met at the Ski Lodge?" He asked with a little bit of humor in his voice.

"Of course I remember, That was the day a big pain in the ass decided to join my life." I joked, while smiling up at him. He laughed, "Yes, yes I did...Well, the day after that I went out and bought an engagement ring. I still have it in my bedroom. But, don't worry I won't propose just yet." He said jokingly while looking at me.

I looked down, not sure of what to say. I can't believe he got me an engagement ring the day after we met. "Wow, I can't believe you did that. You got me an engagement ring and you didn't know me, but knew that one day I would end up with you. But, Adrian I'm not sure if I'm ready to give you my heart. I am broken to much and I don't think I can be repaired." I said. I looked up at him now, and he looked confident, but in his eyes I could see the sadness I had brought. I leaned for and brushed my lips against his. He straightened up then, and all I could feel on my thigh was this hard thing, that was getting harder by the second. I broke apart and stood up then I crawled back onto his lap, till I was straddling him. I ran my hands up and down his chest.

He moaned into my mouth, I smiled and started to kiss his neck. He moaned again then said,"Lil Dhampir can you please stop? I can't do this, I want you so bad, but I can't have you. Please stop!" He was moaning while I nibbled on his ear. I loved that I brought him this pleasure.

"Why should I, Adrian?" I asked softly, braking away from him and stopped my hand. I looked at him and then looked into his eyes, there was love and lust there. Even though he knew I couldn't love him, he still loved me. I was justing playing him now, I know, I am such a tease. "Becasue I want you so bad, but I can't have you." He said in a sort of tired voice. I laughed and brushed my hand over his crotch. He moaned, again. I started to rub him, and he started to kiss me neck and moaned into my neck. Then I got this urge for him to touch me, I wanted him to touch me and I wanted to feel him, his skin on my, his lips on mine, his hands roaming my body. I moaned this time. I stopped what I was doing and said, "Adrian, I want you so bad, can you just already do me, please."

"No way...No, I can't, Rose. I want you, yeah. But I can't take your virginity. That's to much." He said with nothing but seriousness in his voice.

"But, Adrian, I thought you wanted me." I said, I was so confused. First he did then he didn't. I looked into his eyes, the ones I could get lost when I look into them, the ones I could see myself waking up to every moring. "I do, Rose, I do, but I can't take your virginity, not until your ready." He looked up with seriousness in his eyes. He kissed my fore head softly, then shifted me until I was sitting in his lap again, with his arms around me. "Rose, you mean more to me than anyone else. I can't just take it. It would be your first time, and for girls, it is a big thing. I know that. But you just lost your first love and I want to help you get over it. I don't want to make you feel forced into anything because I want to." I sighed, I knew he was right, but I din't want to admit it.

Suddenly I felt really tired and my eyes started to droop, he noticed, so he shifted us until my back was against his chest and we were laying down on the couch with our backs up. I felt so comfortable and warm.

With that, he leaned around, and I moved my head so he could kiss me softly on the lips. It was sweet and soft. I broke away and layed my head against his shoulder, than soon after I feel asleep, with his arms around me. It felt right. I felt safe with him.

I think I might be falling for Adrian Ivashkov and it has only been one night together. I really have a confusing life.

Well I hope you liked it, if so review and let me know. If you have any ideas please tell me because I will add them into my story. I will try and UD as soon as possible but my grandmother is in hospital, so life is hectect but I am dedicated to doing this, so I will. Anyway please Review and tell me if I should continue or not.

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