Chapter 1: A Wing Broken like My Heart
Why Does She Care? Why Do I Care?
AUTHOR:Rei Akira-Chan / KiM
Sadness makes people suffer. Despair is given to those who have sinned. Love, every man deserves to have this, but why not me? I have carried this burden since I was an innocent child, and I haven't done anything wrong! Why suffer? It's because of my selfish ancestors who want power. They poured it on me without knowing that it will cause pain, but a ray of light shined upon this weary soul.
"Hiwatari!" An annoying voice startled my thoughts; it was the younger Harada, Risa.
"You've been looking through that window for hours! What's bothering you?"
Like we're really close, still I couldn't tell her even if were. Plus, why care Risa?
"It's nothing."
"You're a bit pale and feverish! It's not 'nothing'!"
She always checks on me this week, and I heard her asking Niwa some things about me and he told her because she black mailed him. Stupid Niwa, falling for the trap… And why did he tell her that I left home with a fever!
"It's really nothing, Harada! I'm fine!"
I tried to stand but suddenly, I felt a bit dizzy and fell down on the floor. Then I heard Risa talking to the school nurse.
"He'll be fine after a while. But, if possible, must not do anything stressful."
"Thank goodness! I'll make sure he won't be stressed out today."
Then she looked at me as if she was about to tell me something in my sleep.
"Oh, Hiwatari, you're awake!"
Risa then hugged me while I was trying to sit straight. The doctor then entered and said:
"Don't stress him out, Harada. You pledged not to, right?"
Did she pledge to do so? Why am I interested?
"Oh, sorry Hiwatari, I just got worried about you for a second there, that I couldn't stop myself from doing that! Sorry, I'm really sorry!"
You'd better be! She let go of my neck but she was now holing my hand.
"So, how are you feeling?"
"I feel fine; can I go to the classroom, NOW?"
"No, you need to go straight home Hiwatari." Said the doctor.
"And I'm making sure that you go straight home!"
Oh, no! I'm going to hell! I mean, I'm in HELL already so please, NO!
"No thanks, Harada. I'll be fine all by myself."
When I stood up, she pushed me back and said:
"No! You're sick; someone has to make sure that you'll recover!"
She was still insisting and called her butler just to get me home! Why is she doing this?
"I'm doing this because you're a friend, Hiwatari."
When she said that in the car, why did I feel happy? I should be annoyed, not happy!
We arrived at my house, as a maid opened the door for us, she still insisted to stay and watch over me! Then, she called Riku.
"What? You're going to stay there at Hiwatari's house?"
"Yes Riku, my mind's made up! Just tell Mom that I'll be back when he's all healed, okay?"
"I'll do it. Are you sure you're going to be- -"
"He's a Commander, remember? Of course I'll be fine! Bye Riku!"
But I'm sick Risa! I can't protect you if I'm like this!
"Okay, bye Risa. Be- -"
She then hung up. How rude! The person cared for her but she didn't listen. Oh, why do I care too anyway?
"So, how are you feeling?"
How many times did she ask me that question this week? Um, maybe 20 or 30 or…
"I feel fine now Risa, you can leave."
What? How and why did I call her that?
"I mean, Harada."
"Um, uh, okay. Where's the, uh, kitchen?"
The kitchen. The kitchen? You don't know how to cook and you even hate the place! And since when did I care about Harada? But I can't be rude can I? I could be rude but why do I not want to? No other choice but:
"Go right and you'll find it, but I have maids so, no need to go there."
Just to answer her randomly asked question. 'And I hate your cooking' I'd like to add, but I hesitated and said this instead:
"Just eat dinner with me then go home okay?"
"No."
"Someone's going to watch over me so- -"
"No!"
"Harada, please."
"No! I don't trust them. I don't trust YOU! So I'm going to watch over you, no crime busting & no stressful activities. It's just until you've recovered, so take it easy!"
Why is she doing this? Why is she REALLY doing this? Doesn't she care about herself? I know Daisuke told her almost everything about me including the thing that I have this DEVIL inside me. Is she planning suicide?
To make sure the DEVIL won't control me, I stayed up all night. I kept thinking about her safety, I don't know why, but I just did. All I think about is her, nothing else. Why does she care for someone like me? Why do I care for an angel? Maybe the answer to this is that I love her already.
A/N: My first (1st) fan fiction's first chapter is complete. Cheesy, really cheesy, or the cheesy-est? Reviews, please! For my next chapter, it's Risa's turn to narrate! Better prepare your reading glasses because this is going to be a little bit long! Did I say 'little'? Bye for now, guys!