Hi people! ^-^ This is my first fanfic.but before you exit
and say," Oh what a waste of time," I've been reading fanfics
for over 2 years now.so.I am an experienced fic-reviewer. K? So
please give my story a chance! Ok!
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. At all. So just don't ask.
On with the fic!
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*~*Do you love me, Inuyasha?
*~*Chapter 1: We walk together (just to name the chappy.doesn't really explain it.sry)
Today was the day.
The day that we would've killed Nark, once and for all.
It was supposed to be the final battle; his army against our army and our shards against his nearly completed jewel, but it didn't happen.
Naraku knew we would come. He was ready and when the first of our attacks bit his defenses, he fell back and fled, only leaving Kanna to be "killed," (for our belief was that she wasn't alive to begin with) and Kohaku to be put to rest.
His memories had already returned to him and he had begged for all our forgiveness as he proceeded in extracting the jewel shard from his back.
His death was calm and peaceful and Sango understood. She mourned for losing her brother, but was now more determined to defeat Naraku.
Naraku's other detachment, Kagura, fled before the battle, in hopes of tricking Naraku into letting her go.
Yeah.right. Naraku saw through it and destroyed her heart before she could get away from the battlefield.
In seeing his twisted pleasure of watching his free-will- seeking-detachment die, we fought more vehemently than before.
That's when he fled.
Bastard.
When we ran to follow him through the thick mists of miasma (the storm that my arrow purified a passage through) we stopped.
Kikyo.
That damn priestess. She has a corrupted soul and yet, Inuyasha still loves her. It makes me sick.
She told us all the pieces were coming into place and that soon Naraku will die, but not on this day. Some other day except this one.
The one day we actually had a plan of killing him and she says," Not today!"
Brat.
So she went on her way and Inu yet again had that look in his eyes that broke my heart a million times over.
Why can't he be like Miroku?
Wait.
Don't answer that.
Ok, then, why can't he just.just.oh, I don't know.kiss me for a change?
.
Or what if I kiss him?
Not like the one when we fought Kaguya, a real kiss. One that I can tell him I love him with. One that'll make him understand what I've gone through these past 3 years, what I go through. (A/N Kaguya is the bad woman in the mirror in the second movie. If you haven't seen it and you are an inu/kag fan.I suggest you buy it. It is soooo AWESOME! ^-^ ok!)
I don't know.
I would.
But.I've got so much to loose. What if he hates me? How could I stay with him knowing that? I'd die of heartache.not that I'm not now.but for him to just say it right out.would tear me to pieces.
And what about Kikyo? What if me loving him would make him feel guilty about Kikyo? He would say it wouldn't make him feel guilty but on the inside I know it'll rip him to shreds.
He'll have to break one of our hearts to make his decision.but.I don't want to sound selfish, but I'm alive.and she's not.
I don't know. I really don't know.
I should stop thinking so much though. I think everyone is staring at me.
*~*Author POV*~*
Looking up from stirring everyone's dinner she discovered that everyone was indeed staring at her.
Blushing from the attention, she moved her eyes to the soup and mumbled a "sorry."
Giggling from her spot across from Kagome, Sango got up and grabbed some bowls from the infamous yellow pack at the edge of camp. Setting them down next to the fire, she sat down herself, wanting to know what her friend would spend so long thinking about.
"Kagome?" Sango set a reassuring hand on the girl's shoulder, showing her concern, and continued whispering," What's wrong, Kagome? You have been off in your own world since the battle earlier. Everyone's worried about you. Please, Kagome. Tell me what's wrong."
Sighing, Kagome lifted her head and showed Sango a sad smile before mouthing," hot springs," knowing a certain half-demon was listening intently to what she would say.
Sango nodded discreetly and got up to help dish out dinner. Not a word was spoken after the exchange.
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Sliding down into the warm water, Kagome turned to Sango and preceded to tell her just what was nagging at her mind.
"Sango. Do you think that I should tell Inuyasha how I feel? Would it change anything? Do you think he would feel the same way? Do you think he would get annoyed and look for Kikyo to help with the shards? Do you-"
"Kagome."
"Sango?"
" Just tell him and see how it turns out."
"But, Sango-"
"Don't "but Sango" me. You two have feelings for each other. You know it and I know it. Just tell him and if he doesn't say he doesn't.then.well he's lying, because I know for a fact that he loves you." Eyes widening, Kagome turned her face to Sango," How do you know?? Did he tell you?? Does he really love me, Sango?!.or are you just saying that?"
"Kagome, I know because he protects you with his life, he-"
"He needs his shard detector," she spat out coldly.
"No, Kagome. He doesn't know how to express his feelings very well. He.is like a child, but I know he loves you. You don't see him looking at you. He just has that look in his eyes. It's really quite romantic."
"If only he was looking at me.and not at her." She sighed looking down at her reflection.
"Kagome, I'm not the one you should be saying all this to. Inuyasha is naive and he'll stay that way until you tell what you're telling me to his face. Just trust in yourself, Kagome, and everything will turn out ok in the end."
"You think so, Sango?" She asked, looking pleadingly childish at her best friend.
"I know so, Kagome."
A calm silence spread through the hot springs. The sounds of soft breathing and the swish of water, the only evidence that the area was occupied.
Sango sighed as she sat up to dry her hair. Curiosity shining in her eyes, she turned to her companion and asked the question that boggled her mind since they first left her village.
"Kagome? Do you think Kirara was with Midoriko when she fought those demons?"
Surprised by the random question, she paused, giving Sango time to continue in the absence of an answer.
"It must have been awful to see her master give her life to protect a world that would fight for the power of something produced in the very moment of her death."
Holding up the jewel around her neck, kagome whispered, "The battle still rages on inside the jewel.but.this was her heart right? She used the last of her strength to throw herself and the demon inside it and is locked in there for eternity.but." looking at the jewel in confusion, kagome let the last of her sentence stay in her thoughts, 'What would happen if someone over powered the demon inside the jewel.put their heart.or spirit into the jewel and destroyed the evil from the inside? What would happen then?'
Sango stared at Kagome in confusion, 'What could she be thinking about? Midoriko? Wha-'
Eye twitching, Sango grabbed the closest thing, which was a rock, and threw as hard as she could.
Snapped out of her reverie by the sound of a loud thunk and a soft groan, she turned to Sango and seeing the satisfied smile on her face made her giggle. 'She really does like him. I will make sure that by the end of this mission they will be together.' She smiled a sad smile, thinking of her last thought before her interruption and stood up to get dressed while the monk was unconscious.
'I don't know how I will do it.but I'll try. For them.'
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To be continued.
Yay! My very first chapter done for my very first fic! ^-^ I hope ya'll liked it! Oh and I threw in some clues for the reason for the summary. Yeah. So.please please please please review!!! It'll be my very first review for my very first fic! So please? Ok.well.I dunno when I'll update next.maybe today.I dunno.I think I'll read a couple fics and then get back to writing. I'm using my mom's laptop so.yeah. Have an awesome day! Please review!
~*koinu-no-ai*~
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. At all. So just don't ask.
On with the fic!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*~*Do you love me, Inuyasha?
*~*Chapter 1: We walk together (just to name the chappy.doesn't really explain it.sry)
Today was the day.
The day that we would've killed Nark, once and for all.
It was supposed to be the final battle; his army against our army and our shards against his nearly completed jewel, but it didn't happen.
Naraku knew we would come. He was ready and when the first of our attacks bit his defenses, he fell back and fled, only leaving Kanna to be "killed," (for our belief was that she wasn't alive to begin with) and Kohaku to be put to rest.
His memories had already returned to him and he had begged for all our forgiveness as he proceeded in extracting the jewel shard from his back.
His death was calm and peaceful and Sango understood. She mourned for losing her brother, but was now more determined to defeat Naraku.
Naraku's other detachment, Kagura, fled before the battle, in hopes of tricking Naraku into letting her go.
Yeah.right. Naraku saw through it and destroyed her heart before she could get away from the battlefield.
In seeing his twisted pleasure of watching his free-will- seeking-detachment die, we fought more vehemently than before.
That's when he fled.
Bastard.
When we ran to follow him through the thick mists of miasma (the storm that my arrow purified a passage through) we stopped.
Kikyo.
That damn priestess. She has a corrupted soul and yet, Inuyasha still loves her. It makes me sick.
She told us all the pieces were coming into place and that soon Naraku will die, but not on this day. Some other day except this one.
The one day we actually had a plan of killing him and she says," Not today!"
Brat.
So she went on her way and Inu yet again had that look in his eyes that broke my heart a million times over.
Why can't he be like Miroku?
Wait.
Don't answer that.
Ok, then, why can't he just.just.oh, I don't know.kiss me for a change?
.
Or what if I kiss him?
Not like the one when we fought Kaguya, a real kiss. One that I can tell him I love him with. One that'll make him understand what I've gone through these past 3 years, what I go through. (A/N Kaguya is the bad woman in the mirror in the second movie. If you haven't seen it and you are an inu/kag fan.I suggest you buy it. It is soooo AWESOME! ^-^ ok!)
I don't know.
I would.
But.I've got so much to loose. What if he hates me? How could I stay with him knowing that? I'd die of heartache.not that I'm not now.but for him to just say it right out.would tear me to pieces.
And what about Kikyo? What if me loving him would make him feel guilty about Kikyo? He would say it wouldn't make him feel guilty but on the inside I know it'll rip him to shreds.
He'll have to break one of our hearts to make his decision.but.I don't want to sound selfish, but I'm alive.and she's not.
I don't know. I really don't know.
I should stop thinking so much though. I think everyone is staring at me.
*~*Author POV*~*
Looking up from stirring everyone's dinner she discovered that everyone was indeed staring at her.
Blushing from the attention, she moved her eyes to the soup and mumbled a "sorry."
Giggling from her spot across from Kagome, Sango got up and grabbed some bowls from the infamous yellow pack at the edge of camp. Setting them down next to the fire, she sat down herself, wanting to know what her friend would spend so long thinking about.
"Kagome?" Sango set a reassuring hand on the girl's shoulder, showing her concern, and continued whispering," What's wrong, Kagome? You have been off in your own world since the battle earlier. Everyone's worried about you. Please, Kagome. Tell me what's wrong."
Sighing, Kagome lifted her head and showed Sango a sad smile before mouthing," hot springs," knowing a certain half-demon was listening intently to what she would say.
Sango nodded discreetly and got up to help dish out dinner. Not a word was spoken after the exchange.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Sliding down into the warm water, Kagome turned to Sango and preceded to tell her just what was nagging at her mind.
"Sango. Do you think that I should tell Inuyasha how I feel? Would it change anything? Do you think he would feel the same way? Do you think he would get annoyed and look for Kikyo to help with the shards? Do you-"
"Kagome."
"Sango?"
" Just tell him and see how it turns out."
"But, Sango-"
"Don't "but Sango" me. You two have feelings for each other. You know it and I know it. Just tell him and if he doesn't say he doesn't.then.well he's lying, because I know for a fact that he loves you." Eyes widening, Kagome turned her face to Sango," How do you know?? Did he tell you?? Does he really love me, Sango?!.or are you just saying that?"
"Kagome, I know because he protects you with his life, he-"
"He needs his shard detector," she spat out coldly.
"No, Kagome. He doesn't know how to express his feelings very well. He.is like a child, but I know he loves you. You don't see him looking at you. He just has that look in his eyes. It's really quite romantic."
"If only he was looking at me.and not at her." She sighed looking down at her reflection.
"Kagome, I'm not the one you should be saying all this to. Inuyasha is naive and he'll stay that way until you tell what you're telling me to his face. Just trust in yourself, Kagome, and everything will turn out ok in the end."
"You think so, Sango?" She asked, looking pleadingly childish at her best friend.
"I know so, Kagome."
A calm silence spread through the hot springs. The sounds of soft breathing and the swish of water, the only evidence that the area was occupied.
Sango sighed as she sat up to dry her hair. Curiosity shining in her eyes, she turned to her companion and asked the question that boggled her mind since they first left her village.
"Kagome? Do you think Kirara was with Midoriko when she fought those demons?"
Surprised by the random question, she paused, giving Sango time to continue in the absence of an answer.
"It must have been awful to see her master give her life to protect a world that would fight for the power of something produced in the very moment of her death."
Holding up the jewel around her neck, kagome whispered, "The battle still rages on inside the jewel.but.this was her heart right? She used the last of her strength to throw herself and the demon inside it and is locked in there for eternity.but." looking at the jewel in confusion, kagome let the last of her sentence stay in her thoughts, 'What would happen if someone over powered the demon inside the jewel.put their heart.or spirit into the jewel and destroyed the evil from the inside? What would happen then?'
Sango stared at Kagome in confusion, 'What could she be thinking about? Midoriko? Wha-'
Eye twitching, Sango grabbed the closest thing, which was a rock, and threw as hard as she could.
Snapped out of her reverie by the sound of a loud thunk and a soft groan, she turned to Sango and seeing the satisfied smile on her face made her giggle. 'She really does like him. I will make sure that by the end of this mission they will be together.' She smiled a sad smile, thinking of her last thought before her interruption and stood up to get dressed while the monk was unconscious.
'I don't know how I will do it.but I'll try. For them.'
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To be continued.
Yay! My very first chapter done for my very first fic! ^-^ I hope ya'll liked it! Oh and I threw in some clues for the reason for the summary. Yeah. So.please please please please review!!! It'll be my very first review for my very first fic! So please? Ok.well.I dunno when I'll update next.maybe today.I dunno.I think I'll read a couple fics and then get back to writing. I'm using my mom's laptop so.yeah. Have an awesome day! Please review!
~*koinu-no-ai*~