Hey this my first story and I would like you all to tell me what I did wrong, so I can make future stories and chapters better. I DO NOT, and I repeat DOT NOT OWN POKEMNON IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM. Now that that is out of the way this story will more than likely contain Pokémon x human lemons, violence, death, gore, etc. so if that is not your thing get out now if not then welcome to my first story. (Pokémon will be slightly larger than what they are shown in the games or shows. I will try to put in their size. I am also taking inspiration from another writer named Roccer he has one story right now, but I suggest checking it out and giving him some love and Roccer if your reading this keep writing. Your story inspired this and I hope I can be as good as you are at this.)

Chapter 1

Awakening

"The boundaries which divide Life from Death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where the one ends, and where the other begins?" Edgar Allan Poe

I feel water lots of water all around my body. Why do I feel water? Slowly I open my eyes, but what I see is shocking. Fish were swimming all around me and the ground was made of mud and sand. I was underwater. I start to panic, and I thrash around wildly as I try to get my head above the water.

My arms start to pull me up, but they start to burn, and my legs start to burn as well. I was so close I could see the trees that were above the surface. Then my limbs give out. As I start to sink again one thought goes through my mind. How did I get here? I didn't have long to think about it as I feel something grab my arm and start pulling.

I pass out just before my face gets above the water. I wake up in a dream world, and a scene plays before me. There, two people are in front of me. One of them is a little boy about 5ft tall and has blond hair. He is holding the hand of the other person. The second person was about 5ft 9in and is leading the kid somewhere. The weird thing is that the kid didn't have a face.

The taller of the two did though. He looked to be about 17. His hair was black not too short but not too long either. His skin was a medium tan and he looked like he was slightly overweight. His eyes were brown, and he wore black plastic glasses. He was smiling at the little boy.

They both looked familiar, but I couldn't remember either of them. I looked on trying to figure out who they are. My head starts pounding. The more I try to remember who they are the worse the pain got.

I held my head trying to stop the agonizing pain. I fell to the floor clutching my head. I screamed out in pain. The pain just got worse the more I tried to stop it. As I lay there screaming I feel something touch me.

I looked up at what had just touched me. The older kid was standing there, and he was smiling. His hand was on my shoulder. When I saw him, the pain started to fade. I felt warm and happy like I was in the presence of a good friend.

I looked at him more closely. He was wearing a blue t-shirt and blue jeans. He also wore a jacket. It was a dark grey color with an almost white-grey on the inside. It was just made of thin cloth. On his left arm, the words SALT LAKE CITY UTAH where written in white, and on the top left corner of the chest was the same words but they were circling around a picture of a sunset behind a mountain range.

The jacket looked very familiar. I reached up to touch him and on my arm was the same jacket. In fact, all my clothing was the same as his. Is he me or am I him. I looked up at him and he was still smiling then nodded as if to confirm my thought.

We were the same person. My thoughts are going a million miles an hour. Then I hear a voice. "Nick, that is our name." His voice wasn't extremely deep but not hi pitched either. His voice was caring and kind.

"Where am I?" He just smiles at me.

"You died." My heart stopped. What did he just say? "I know it seems hard to believe but it's true."

"How! Why!" I panic and try to run away, but he grabs me. when he grabs me I remember my death. Me and someone else were walking across a road and I got hit. The pain comes back when I try to remember more. I'm brought back when the other me starts talking again.

"I can't explain much. I am you. The past you anyway. What I have told you is all I can tell you." He looks in my eyes and I can see he's not lying. Something in the back of my head tells me he is telling the truth. "Seems like your waking up. We probably won't meet again, so I can't explain anymore. You'll just have to figure out what happened on your own."

The floor below me gave way and I fell into a pit. Just before I hit the bottom I woke up drenched in sweat and I was screaming. I calm down once I realize that I'm not falling anymore. I think about what had just happened. I don't want to believe any of what just happened did.

First things first though I need to figure out where I am. I start looking around the room I'm in. it's not big, it's about medium size. From what I can tell it's a bedroom of some kind. The walls are a tan color with paint missing in some spots. There is also some graffiti on the wall.

Looking around some more I notice some windows. They look like the ones you would see in an old factory or warehouse. There is sunlight shining through them, so I at least know it's daytime.

Some of the windows are broken and the glass is on the floor, but some of the glass has been moved away. It was probably moved by the person that brought me here.

I try to get up, but my body won't move. It feels as if my body is made of stone. I try to move again but to no avail. I start to panic and try to yell for help but all that comes out is a whisper. I start to hyperventilate as I try to move again. The corners of vision starts get dark, but just before I pass out from not enough oxygen I see a humanoid figure approaching me. I couldn't make out any details other than its colors. Midnight black and dark pink.

I start to feel pain lots of pain. I scream out only to hear nothing but silence. I struggle as hard as I can to scream but can't. As I scream silently I see a light and I move closer and as I get closer to the light the pain lessens.

I run as fast as I can to try and reach the light. I feel as though I've been running forever but I don't stop. Suddenly the pain I was just feeling is gone. Then the light suddenly appears in front of me. I reach out my hand to grab it only to feel it burn my hand. But I don't let go of the little ball of light.

The light slowly dissipates and as it does, so I feel a warmth flow through my body. Once the light is gone I feel like I'm being pulled on with a rope. The pulling gets harder and harder, then next thing I know I'm being pulled into the dark abyss. The further I'm pulled the weaker I get. I suddenly feel tired and I pass out.

Again, for the third time, I wake up from a weird dream in a weird place. I was drenched in sweat and I smelled like I haven't bathed in weeks. I tried to move again. Unlike last time though I was able to sit up, but my legs refused to move. Sigh "I guess it's a start."

Once I stop thinking about my inability to move I look around myself. This time I was in a cave. It was of a medium size, but it seemed like I wasn't that deep into the cave. I could still see the sunlight coming from the mouth of the cave. How did I even get here?

I start to remember the thing I saw in the last room I woke up in. "Who was that?" I hear footsteps coming from the mouth of the cave. I see a shadow coming towards me from the mouth of the cave. But before whatever is coming into the cave comes into view I lay back down and pretend to be asleep.

With my eyes closed, I listen closely to what is happening around me. As the footsteps get closer I start to hear a voice. The person that came into the cave sits next to me and sighs.

"Why did I do this? I'm barely able to keep myself alive much less some passed out human." The voice sounds feminine. "I wish you would wake up already, so I can get on with my life!"

I decided to make myself known. "Hello," my eyes still closed so I can't see the person I'm talking to. I open my eyes slowly. What I see when my eyes are open shocks me to my core. What is in front of me is not human but some strange creature. Something suddenly flashes before my eyes. A vision of a game I played. It was called pokémon. I remember playing this game. Then it dawns on me. That's a pokémon.

She sees my shocked face and tries to hide. "I know my color is weird, but you don't have to stare. What am I saying you can't even understand me right now."

I panic when I see her. "You're a pokémon! You're not supposed to be real. You're a video game character!" I start freaking out and she sees the fear and confusion in my face and eyes. She starts to try and calm me but I just back away. "this can't be I should be dead not here."

"I wonder what this human means by what he said?" she mumbles to herself not expecting me to answer her.

"What do I mean? I was dead but next thing I know I'm drowning in water! Then you, a Pokémon shows up! A fictional character from a video game!" Now it was her turn to be shocked. She looked at me like I was the fictional character that just appeared.

"You can understand me?" She asks me this excitedly. I looked at her wondering if what I just said went in one ear and out the other.

"Yes, I can, should I not be able to?"

"No, you should not. Most humans only hear our species names." She said this with a sad tone in her voice.

"That's cool but did you not hear what I just said." She looks at me for a moment before another look appeared on her face. FEAR. She started backing away from me. "Why are you afraid, I'm not a ghost," I said this jokingly to try and calm her down.

"Basically, you are a ghost if what you said is true!" I chuckle at what she said. "Why are you laughing!?"

"You're right. I'm dead, there's no way around it." I pause and as I do so she looks at me, but this time her face doesn't show fear but curiosity. "I may be dead in my old life, but I'm alive in this one so I'm going to make the best of it." She looks at me like I'm insane. "What's wrong?"

"You're kidding right?! How can you get over your own death that quickly?" she must have thought I've lost my mind. I bust out laughing this time. Once my laughing dies down and then stops I sigh and with a sad smile I tell her why.

"It wasn't that hard. I don't have many memories for before I was pulled from the water." She looks at me with pity in her eyes. I smile at her. "It's not that bad less to worry about."

"But what about the people you left behind. Won't they worry about you." What she said really made me think.

"Maybe your right. Maybe I should be upset but I don't remember anything. I don't have any feeling toward my old life. I do think however that there are people I who miss me." I look away from her so my real emotion doesn't show.

"I don't believe you." I turn back around with a big grin on my face.

"Hey maybe I will remember something, and if I do I'll tell you." This seems to make her happier about what I told her.

"So, what will you do now?" I think for a minute. Then I smell myself.

"I think I could use a shower." I hold my nose and scrunch up my face. She giggles at my reaction. She then gets up and starts walking toward the mouth of the cave. I cough to get her attention and she stops walking and looks back at me with a questioning look on her face.

"My legs won't move, so I can't walk," I told her nervously.

"What do you want me to do. I can't carry you." she points at me as if to get her point across.

"But didn't you carry me here?" I'm confused about why she told me that. If she can't carry me then how did I get here?

"Yes, I did, but you started growing and getting heavier. Why do you think we are in a cave? When you started changing you would scream in your sleep, so I was going to take you back to my lair so no one would think someone was being murdered. But you got so heavy that I couldn't carry you anymore."

Once she said this I looked down to see a body that is not the one I remember. I grew at least a foot so now I was around 6ft 9in. I start to panic again but stop when realize this could be a good thing. "Is there any way you can get me somewhere I can clean myself."

She looks like she is thinking but then shakes her head. Sigh "maybe I can try and move my legs again." I try and get up one more time. I strain my legs as hard as I can and slowly they start to move. I slowly stood up, but I started wobbling. The zoroark comes over to help steady me by letting me use her as a crutch. Now that I'm standing next to her I can get a good look at her.

She's mostly midnight black but where a normal zoroark would be red she is pink. So, she's a shiny, cool. Next, I see that she's a whole foot shorter than me. Her eyes are what catch my attention the most though. One of her eyes are blue but the other one is green. I've never seen a zoroark with two different colored eyes before.

My attention is drawn from her to the world around us. We were just about to leave the cave but before we exit I can already see the trees. They looked nice. Like the trees in the memory I saw. They had the fall colors. Reds, yellows, and oranges were all around us. Then I wonder something. "How long have I been asleep? Just curious."

"Let's see here. I think it was a few days."

"Ok, that's good. I haven't been out long," I sigh with relief.

"Well did anything happen while I was asleep?" She thinks for a second then I blurt out "Your cute when you're thinking." Oh, shit what did I just say? She's going to think I'm some creep. I look back over at her afraid that she's going to hate me. the look on her face didn't change much. I did notice one thing though, the fur around her face turned a slight red. Is she blushing? She's starts talking under her breath. Maybe she didn't want me to hear her. But I still heard it.

"Thank you." She looks away from me presumably to hide her blush. I pretend not to notice and continue walking.

I eventually stop holding onto her shoulder. I think she was glad because she started rubbing her shoulder as if it hurt. "Sorry if I hurt you." She then starts waving her hands toward me and she was acting like she was flustered.

"No don't worry about it. It's fine." I look at her with concern.

"Are you sure, I would feel bad if I hurt you by accident." She then looks away again like she did before. I think I'm starting to see a trend with her. "if you say so."

We walked in silence for the rest of the way. Not after too long I started hearing running water. Once we passed through some bushes I see I stream with a small waterfall. It was peaceful. I continued walking but I saw that she was still following me, so I turn to her and say.

"I could use some privacy." She stiffened.

"Ok, I understand. I'll just be over there if you need me." She pointed towards a tree.

"Thanks." With that said she goes out of view behind some trees. Once I'm sure she can't see me anymore I walk over to the stream. I start undressing and as I do so I realize that the clothes I'm wearing are smaller than I remember. But there is something else that is worse. There is still blood on them. A chilling reminder that I'm no longer in the world I no longer knew. I take off my clothes and what I see makes me sick. I was covered in horrifying scars. Perhaps I should keep these hidden from the zoroark. Then it dawns on me I don't even know my savior's name. I'll have to ask her after this.

The next thing I notice is my muscles. I'm actually buff. Not only did I grow taller, but I have some muscle now. As I inspect my new body I look at the water, and my reflection shows something new. My hair was now white. I was going to miss my black hair. As I'm sulking I notice one more thing about my hair. A blue ring around my head.

Then I remember that the same colored rings were on my wrist and ankles. I didn't remember getting any tattoos. Well, maybe I did. I just shrug it off. Then I get a feeling that I should try and hide the rings. I don't know where the feeling came from, but it felt unnatural. But my spirits are brought back up when I see the large package between my legs. It got to be at least nine inches long. I chuckle to myself "well I guess it's not all bad."

I start to get into the water and brace myself for the cold water. But it doesn't feel cold instead it feels lukewarm almost like bath water. I enjoy my time in the water, but I started thinking about how there might be someone missing me and I'm just taking a bath. A small tear falls from my eye. "Why am I crying?" sigh "I guess my body remembers more than I do."

I sigh and start to wash myself the best I could. Once I'm done washing I reach for my clothes and I wash them to the best of my ability. I started with my shirt and pants. Once the clothing hit the water the water turned a dark crimson red. I try my hardest to not think about what had transpired before I got here.

Next, I grabbed my jacket. It was a dark grey color with a very light grey on the inside. It was just made of thin cloth. On its left arm, the words SALT LAKE CITY UTAH where written in white, and on the top left corner of the chest was the same words but they were circling around a picture of a sunset behind a mountain range.

There was a blood stain on the back. I felt strange holding. I feel regret and I don't know why. I sighed and just put it in the water. I scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed but no matter how hard I scrubbed the clothing all the blood would not come off. Sighing in defeat I start to lay out my clothes in the sun to dry but I hear someone coming. I hurriedly put the wet clothes. I had just managed to get the almost 3 sizes too small boxer briefs on when I heard a familiar voice coming around the trees.

"Are you done yet we have to get a move on…." She holds the last word a little longer. I just froze in place. Afraid of what she would think of all my scars, but when I look at her face, the fur on her face was a slightly noticeable red.

She was blushing. Not the reaction I was expecting. Then I notice where her eyes were looking. The large bulge in the small pair of underwear. I quickly put my hands in front of it and as I do so she turns around and runs away screaming with her hands in front of her face.

I start to run after her when I realize that I'm still in my underwear. I put on the wet clothing as fast as I could, but I struggled because it was sticking to me and the fact that they were too small didn't help either. Once I got my pants up I find that I now can't button them. Sigh "I've got to find some clothes that fit better after this." Once I have everything adjusted so it's not as painful to wear I sprint off after the embarrassed zoroark.

Once I get into a sprint the speed at which I'm running catches me off-guard and I trip over my own feet. The muddy forest floor rushes towered my face, and I try to catch myself before I hit the ground, but I couldn't catch myself in time. I get a face full of mud and whatever else was on the ground. "Shiiiit! I just got clean!" I got up and brushed as much dirt and mud off as I could then continue running.

This time I was ready for the speed. I tried to find a sign of where she went, but I couldn't. I stopped for a second when I heard something moving next to me. I look around, but I don't find anything. I guess zoroarks aren't masters of illusion for nothing. "I know you're here please come out. I just want to talk. I'm not mad at you for what happened." I hear a voice coming from a bush.

"You are lying." I walk over to the bush that the voice was coming from.

"No, I'm not. It was just an accident. How about we just forget it ever happened."

"Ok if you say so. That will work for me." She dispels the illusion and she is standing in front of me with a sad look on her face. I start to worry about what is going through her head. I kneel down so that I'm looking into her eyes and I put my hand on her shoulder.

"You ok. Is something wrong." She hesitates for a second. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." She speaks up with a weak voice and I can see tears start to form in her eyes and she pulls away from my hand.

"Why are you so nice to me! You don't even know my name." she starts crying in her fit, but I just smile at her.

"And you don't know mine, but you still helped me." I wonder. I put my hand on her head and pet her. She starts to blush again, and she makes a pouty face. Man can she be cute. "How about we go back to the cave and tell each other our names? Sound good?" She nods her head. I guess she's too embarrassed to talk. I chuckle to myself. We start walking back to the cave in silence.

Not much happened on the way back. We found some berries when my stomach started growling. I think they were oran berries. We finally made our way back to the cave and once inside we sit down. I guess it got cold because I could see her shiver. I got up to go get some firewood. When she saw me start to leave she started to look panicked.

"Where are you going." She asks in a slightly scared voice.

"You'll see. I'm going to be right back." I smiled at her hoping to calm her. It seemed to work as her ridged form started to relax a little. Once outside I look for suitable sticks and kindling. I eventually found a good amount of wood and kindling, but when I bend over to pick up another stick something fell out of my pocket.

It was I lighter. It was made of black steel and it had the grim reaper on it in gold. I test it to see if it still worked. It sparked a few times, but on the 3rd try, the flame sparked to life. When I see the flame I see a smile in my head. The sight makes me tear up again. "Why am I crying again?" I calm down and put the lighter away. I pick up the wood I dropped and put the kindling in my pocket and I start to walk back to the cave.

As I am walking a thought pops into my head I wonder what her name is. I finally get to the mouth of the cave, but just before I walk in I hear a scream. Without thinking I drop the wood I was carrying and ran inside as fast as I could. Once I was inside I could hear growls and another voice.

This voice sounded deep and rough. Right before I got to where the voice was coming from I crouched next to the wall. As I got closer I could start to make out what was being said. I peeked around the corner, and what I saw shocked me to my core.

There was a giant seismitoad standing over the zoroark and holding her by her mane. "I wondered where you went bitch. You should learn your place." He punctuated the last word with a punch to her face. She was already bloody and bruised. Her left eye was swollen shut, her lip was busted, and large cuts and gashes covered her face.

I was broken out of my shock when the seismitoad started talking again "master will be happy I found his merchandise. Maybe he'll reward me." My anger and rage burned and seethed inside me. I could hardly control myself. "I wonder if he would care if I tested the merchandise."

Once he said this the zoroark's eyes lit up with fear. She tried to get away from him, but she was too weak to move. The seismitoad laughed at her feeble attempts to get away. Once I looked closer I knew what he meant by test the merchandise. I could see a large object protruding from in between its legs. I quickly figure out what I'm looking at. His dick. He was going to rape her. He pinned her on the ground and prepared to penetrate her.

My rage got worse and I was sure it was literally seeping from my body. But before I could do anything he did it. I could hear her scream in my soul. It reverberated in my head. I saw red and my body felt like it was on fire. It was painful so very painful. I screamed a guttural scream. I felt my body changing. I could feel my bones moving, breaking, muscle and skin tearing and then sewing themselves back together.

A dark fluid started coming from my mouth. It felt like it was burning me and freezing me at the same time. The fluid flowed over my face and started taking shape.

I stopped seeing red, but the sight was horrific. My body was that of a monster. My skin had turned black and the rings on my body had turned blood red and I had grown another foot. I had a snake-like tail that had a blade on the tip. Spikes lined my spine and a crown of shadow hovered above my head like a halo but darker. I was wearing a cloak made of shadows. It reminded me of the grim reaper.

My face had a mask on it. The mask was black with two red lines going vertically over the eyes. The white part of my eyes was now black, but the iris was glowing blue. I didn't care at that moment what I looked like all I could think about was the pain the zoroark that saved my life was in. Her screams echoed in my ears.

I walked around the corner I was hiding behind and both of the pokémon in front of me stared at me in horror. I looked at the zoroark, but she looked like she was afraid of me. She had no idea what or who was in front of her. But my gaze was drawn to the seismitoad when he started laughing.

"What are you? You're not a pokémon but you're not human either. I know what you are you're a freak. A disgusting freak." He continued to laugh at me. What he said didn't affect me, and I just glared at him. I started walking toward him. He noticed me moving toward him.

He doesn't look scared. I grin evilly at him "you don't look afraid of me, why is that?" My voice was distorted and sounded slightly sadistic, but it was still the voice I've had for years. He just laughed again.

"You can speak. I'm surprised and to answer your question I'm the strongest thing around." He grins smugly. I stop moving and I bust out in a sadistic laugh.

"Is that what you think. You might have been the strongest at one point in time, but I'm here now." I pause before speaking again, but this time my voice sounded almost demonic and my tone was darker and the grin I had before was gone replaced with rage. Pure rage. "I'm not too happy with how you are treating my friend here." I gesture to the cowering zoroark on the floor.

"Ya, and what are you going to do about it?" He seems pretty sure he could beat me, but I didn't care.

Sigh "You really don't understand do you. Let me show you why you should fear me." Before the seismitoad could react, I was in front of him. He jumped back with I look of surprise on his face. Once he recovered he tried to attack me with a drain punch. I was about to counterattack him, but I suddenly felt heavy as if the world was dropped on my shoulders.

Things at that moment seemed to slow and stop. I walk around the frozen seismitoad trying to figure out what is happening. I almost seem to forget what I was doing. I walked around the toad a few more times, but this time I notice something on the giant blue toad. At first, I thought it was a scar or birthmark, but I looked closer. The closer I looked the more I realized what I was looking at was.

A brand in the shape of an R. I'm not too sure why he would be branded with an R but it doesn't matter right now. My vision starts to get fuzzy as I start to forget what I was doing more and more. I step back not remembering what I was doing. I look around not even remembering where I was. My head felt like it was being beaten with a hammer. I screamed and flailed around holding my head.

My eyes land on a zoroark. Who was she, wait how did I know it was a she? Then my head starts to pound harder. My thoughts slowly came back to me and I remembered what I was doing. I then turn my hate-filled gaze back to the large toad.

I could feel things starting to move again even if slow. I walk over to the seismitoad and stare at him for a second before I feel something burning in my hand. I look down and see something in my hand. Something that made me grin my sadistic smile again.

A dark blade.

Hey guys and gals, things have finally started. I would like to know what you think so far about my story. I would love any suggestions, advice, or help for the future of this story. I would like to have many chapters in this series and maybe a sequel if you all like the story. Sometime in the future I am going to draw a picture of Nick, so you can get a clearer picture of what he looks like both transformed and normal. I would also like some of you to draw what you think he looks like. Thanks for reading and see you next time.

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