Shimoyuki: Yay! I finally decided on making a poem about the fruits basket characters specifically the Sohmas that have the curse and Tohru. I might change that later on when I continue to write poems for these characters. And yes, these are a series of poems that describe them. I will publish these poems in no specific order so if you want to read a specific character, it may take a while. Oh and if anyone has other suggestions for me to do the poems besides the ones I've said, you may do so. Also I've done a poem dedicated to Yuki a long time ago, but this one will be different when I write one about Yuki (which will be in a while). A better version of it I must say. I hope you would read and review them and as usual no flames please!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN FRUITS BASKET! Natsuki Takaya owns it.
I'm so sorry.
Forgive me for what I have done.
All the failures I've been,
So painful.
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Inside my heart,
I know it isn't my fault.
But I keep apologizing.
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I feel so depressed.
These events that I see in my own eyes,
Makes me feel like I'm a person of no use.
I have no use in this world
Especially with this sinful curse.
I feel so timid having that curse.
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But with these precious clothes,
Woman clothes,
I feel a bit confident.
However,
I still think that I'm such a huge disgrace to my family.
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At times I am such a gullible person.
But I don't notice this happening
Because I always make myself feel useless
And passive.
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Why am I doing this?
Making myself feel like I don't exist when I do.
Why do I blame everything at me?
I know that a lot of them weren't my fault,
Or the people that I love.
But why do I keep doing it?
Is it because I'm so used to it?
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Is the monkey that I transform the real me?
The one I've been hiding for a long time?
Why is it that I was born with this curse?
A curse that turns me into a monkey.
An innocent monkey.
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Although,
My hidden self is revealed.
This person in front of me sees it.
The monkey that nobody would expect from me.
This person, Tohru
Some stranger that I don't know very well
Is seeing the true me.
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I was scared to let it happen,
But with confidence,
I was able to tell her the truth.
After I told her the truth,
I was relieved.
Happy to know that somebody else besides the Sohmas knowing it.
I felt different,
But in a good way.
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I really felt like I was a special person.
A special person that really existed.
This feeling,
The feeling of being appreciated was so rare
I never experienced before
Until now.
Shimoyuki: Thank you for reading chapter one and reviews are recommended, just no flames. Also depending on my mood, I may make the poem long. But for now it may take a while for me to upload the next poem especially that I have a lot of fanfics to update.