The Way You Make Me Feel: Michael Jackson
"I like the feelin' you're givin' me. Just hold me baby and I'm in ecstasy."
Chris made me feel so great. When I was with him, I didn't feel so lonely and unimportant. I also just loved everything about him and the way he looked. I had never been so in love before and I was pretty sure this feeling would never happen with anyone else.
Hello: Lionel Richie
"Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?"
As soon as I saw Gordie, I fell for him. I could see that he felt the same way in the manner he looked at me. I knew I had to be with him and figure out how to win him over. It seemed crazy that I was planning this all out right now, but it was love at first sight.
Gordie Lachance had me at Hello.
Love My Way: The Psychedelic Furs
"Swallow all your tears my love. Put on your new face. You can never win or lose if you don't run the race."
I hated the fact that Chris was with another man. It tore me apart on the inside and he didn't even know it. I just wanted to scream at him sometimes and ask him to just love me instead.
Crazy For You: Madonna
"I'm crazy for you. Touch me once and you'll know it's true. I've never wanted anyone like this. It's all brand new. You'll feel it in my kiss. I'm crazy for you."
I didn't know exactly how to tell Chris this. But I finally decided that it wouldn't be so bad to do it. But the day I decided to, my heart was still jumping and I was incredibly nervous. But I kept walking over to him and I said it.
"Chris. I'm crazy for you."
I'll Be There: Jackson 5
"And oh - I'll be there to comfort you, Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you. I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on -
[Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there"
I was going to go and meet Chris in the tree house. It seemed like a normal day but when I saw him I realized it wasn't. He was in one of his moods again. Upset and just hating the stereotyping of his family. Of course I comforted him as I have always done in the past.
I had to make sure he knew that I would always be there for him.