A/N: This is not when Emmett and Rosalie meet. I have read that about 800 times so I'm doing something different, you know my style ;) Let me just clarify... This is AFTER when they meet but before their wedding. Obviously I'm not Stephanie Meyer and this probably didn't happen this way, but who says it can't? This is just about the progression of their sexual relationship with love and trust! If you don't like don't read. Enjoy!

I laid down with Emmett on what usually is our not needed bed. He gave me a soft kiss on the lips as I kissed back eagerly. He continued gently as his hands began roaming up and down my stomach, stopping carefully at the edge of my bra and at the rim of my pants. He finally made his way low enough unbutton my pants. He looked back up at my face and I closed my eyes taking a deep breath as he slid them down my hips.

I wanted to do this. I was ready. I loved Emmett. He slowly pulled my shirt off, I kept my eyes closed. Then as his hands continued exploring my newly exposed skin I thought of Royce. I thought of that night. I screamed at the top of my lungs pushing Emmett off as hard as I could. He hit the wall with a thump and I jumped to the edge of the bed. I hugged my knees burying my face in between my legs.

"Rosalie honey are you okay?" Esme asked from outside the door.

"She's going to be okay Esme", Alice whispered.

Tears couldn't make their way out but I didn't feel okay. I felt worse than not okay. I felt horrible. It took me awhile before I could even look up at Emmett. He hadn't moved from the back wall.

"I'm sorry", I whispered nearly silent.

He came over slowly and cautiously sitting down next to me. I put my clothes on at vampire speed "Rosalie what's wrong?" he asked nervously. "I'm so sorry. What did I do?" he said whispering.

"I think we need to talk", I murmured. Get everyone out of the house Edward! I thought loudly. After a few minutes I heard the front door close. Emmett was still staring at me.

Now that we had this privacy, it was time to talk to him. I had waited long enough. He had to know the whole story. I have been avoiding it for over a year. He had to know or we would continue to be stuck in our relationship. I knew for a fact Carlisle had mentioned some things to him but I had to tell him everything, it had to come from my mouth.

Once I told him I was relieved. I even told him the gruesome details, details I had left out when I told Carlisle. Only Edward knew exactly what had happened that night and if it wasn't for his special power I'm sure that wouldn't be the case.

It felt like ages were passing by. I couldn't stand the silence any longer. "Say something", I begged.

He shut his eyes and gripped the the bed harder, I heard the metal spring bend under his grasp. "Tell me you tortured them. You killed them. You finished them off and sent them to their graves miserably", he growled.

"Yes", I said confidently with a cocky smile appearing on my lips.

I looked up at his tense face. He cared, over something that had happened so long ago. He reacted in a way I didn't expect. I only ever told Carlisle, leaving it to him to spread the tale.

"I love you", he said suddenly. "And I'm so sorry." It felt as if his words were truly sincere. "I wish I could have been there." The words coming out of his mouth were the furthest thing from expected. Not that I actually had a real expectation of how he would react. "I would have wanted to break each bone separately. Do many things I won't describe", fury was building in his eyes and it was weird to know he was apologizing about not being able to hurt them, like they hurt me.

"Thank you for listening", I whispered speaking just loud enough for him to hear me.

"I didn't think it was so horrible. What Carlisle told me doesn't compare. I wasn't expecting it", he spoke quickly.

Silence began to fill the room. My head racing with thoughts. What was he expecting? Did he mean what he said? Would our relationship change?

"Let's go hunt", I said trying to force myself to smile to try and make him smile again.

"Anything you want hun", Emmett said sweetly.

As we went down the stairs, the rest off the family was entering the house. Are you going to be okay? Esme mouthed. Jasper gave a supporting grin as he walked in with Alice who smiled. Her smile was my answer that everything was going to be okay. Edward avoided making eye contact. Thank you, I thought to him.

We ran deep into the forest. Past the easy elks and going for more of a challenge. Finally finding the mountain lion. We crouched for attack and he looked at me with hunger in his eyes.

"After you", I spoke softly with an encouraging nod.

The venom filling my mouth as I focused on the smell. I was thirsty. I heard the creature die under Emmett. And as soon as I smelt the blood and couldn't hold back. I gave up the fight with my senses and pounced on it as well. The blood hit like a rush, savoring it on my taste buds. I almost forgot Emmett was with me. I looked up when the animal went dry. He was watching me licking his lips. I stared wordlessly for a moment before we ran back to the house.

Alice was sitting on the couch looking through a magazine. Edward and Jasper were on the table fighting over something.

"It's cheating Edward! Stay out of my head!" Jasper growled.

"I told you I can't play your silly little game", Edward hissed going up the stairs.

Emmett took Edward's spot as Jasper restarted the complicated game over.

"I'm glad you finally told him", Alice whispered almost inaudible. I nodded. "You can finally put it all in the past. It doesn't need to be in your head anymore. Even though you never told me."

"It's now in the past", I said sitting next to her. "Are you sure everything is going to be okay with me and him?" I mouthed. "I'm going to go talk with Edward", I murmured running up the stairs.

I stopped at his door hearing the low soothing music. I took a deep breath this was going to cost me. I don't want to ask him for any favors. Maybe I should just go back down stairs?

"Come in Rosalie", Edward said just as I was about to turn around. I inhaled an unnecessary breath going inside his room closing the door. "Rose", he said inhaling and looking up at me. "I've never heard anyone care more for you. Not even Carlisle can compare. He loves you so much. But I cant decide if you should trust him, that's not for me to decide. Anything I say will continue to just be words in your mind. I can't convince you."

"I'm scared", I said softly more to myself than to him.

"I'll leave you two alone", Edward said getting up and leaving his room.

I sighed turning to face Emmett. He looked up angry. I didn't say anything to him. What was I going to say?

"I'm not him", he growled. I was still speechless. "I love you so much Rose. I would never lay an unwanted finger on you. I would rather die a thousand painful deaths then ever do anything to harm you."

"I know", I mumbled turning around again, to not have to look at his eyes. He wrapped his arms around me from behind. "I'm sorry", I whispered.

"I get to be with you forever. I'm the luckiest person on this planet", he said giving me a kiss on the cheek.

He held my hand as we walked out to find Alice.

"You guys are so cute", she smiled giving us a hug.

I rolled my eyes as she skipped back down the stairs. Esme was at the bottom of the stairs with a huge smile on her face. She didn't speak as she went up the stairs. Emmett laid across the couch patting a spot next to him. I laid next to him as he wrapped his arms around me.

A/N: I hope you liked it. Review and stay tuned for some lemons :)