This is my first fic, please don't kill me! Review if you like. Itachi is somewhat OOC, Sasuke not (You can call it so). I write sometimes Japanese words, but my fic is English. It's about ItaSasu – my number one favorite pairing!!! Maybe some other side pairings, but you will see it then. Warning: Uchihacest, Yaoi. Rated: T, but in my opinion sometimes Rated M for hatred, some bad language and much blood. Don't like, don't read. No flames then please. You've been warned!

Full summary: Itachi and Sasuke had an unbreakable bond in the past. But it was destroyed by an unknown murderer and the new Sensei of Team 7 – Itachi. Hatred against Itachi was the only thing left for Sasuke, while Itachi's love for him never faded. What will happen if Sasuke finds out the truth about the day? What will become of the relationship between the Uchiha brother's and with the their changing feelings? What will become of Itachi's love and Sasuke's strange hatred? ItaSasu, Yaoi, Uchihacest.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or something else, I wish I could own Itachi. Damn… T_T

Aniki – Sasuke's thoughts

Song – Sasuke's POV

Song – Itachi's POV Song – Itachi's and Sasuke's POV

Love-Hate-Tragedy

Chapter 1- Prologue: One last time

Today was not a good day, in every single way. The sun was about to set down and it started to rain and went stronger every passing minute and then it started to thunder. But despite the rain there were two men, the one was 16 and the other was 21. They were there, in the Valley of the End. It was their second meeting at this place, but this time, it should be their last time.

Here in the pourring rain sat Sasuke on Itachi, his sword in his right hand, ready to deal the finish blow. He had pressed his left hand against Itachi's right shoulder in order to keep him in his place and to support himself a little. The young Uchiha kept his sword in this position at the moment and was starring at the face of the man he hates and he will kill.

"This scene brings back memories don't you think, Itachi? The last time was at this place too. I wanted to kill you, to stab, but… I couldn't. I couldn't, not in this moment, it was too early for the end of this. But now, now I will kill you. Now this sword of mine will be drenched with your blood and then… you'll die, forever gone off my life." Hatred laced in the younger Uchiha's voice, but also confusion, hidden behind his painful words. In his mind were a few things he couldn't get rid off, many confusing and distracting things.

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
Than to harm the one I love

Why? Why don't you do anything? Why don't you strain? Why don't you try to escape?

Why? And why am I not killing you finally? Why?!

Sasuke's head was about to ache so he let it lower a little and closed his eyes for a moment to get a clear mind. Then, when he opened them again his eyes widened in shock. He saw that tears were forming in Itachi's eyes, which escaped then and were slowly flowing down his cheeks and dripping onto the ground. More and more tears came out to drip down. Sasuke was sure, Itachi was crying, slowly but certainly. But when was the last time the younger Uchiha saw his big brother crying? It must have been years ago. Sasuke took a long good look at his brother's eyes, at his black eyes. Itachi's Sharingan has disappeared a while ago and now Sasuke felt his own Sharingan slowly fading, morphing back into the normal black colour.

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know, I should stop believing
I know, there's no retrieving
It's over now, what have you done?

Why are you crying now? Why now? Are you regretting everything you did? It's too late! Your remorse is too late! Or… is it something different? Or is it because you want me to kill you? Is that what you want, Itachi? Do you really want that? If that's the case then… why are you crying? Why? Why?!

The rain continued to pour down on them, making their clothes wet and their hairs sticking to the moist skin. A shudder escaped the young Uchiha. The sun was slowly setting down, illuminating their surrounding in shattered colours. The clouds and the sky were painted in a crimson tone, like the world would go down and staining everything as a despaired cry in blood. This scene made this situation even more ironic.

I , I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you

Sasuke charged his sword forward, he doesn't even realize it, he was lost, lost in his thoughts. Thousand pictures shot through there, disappeared and came back again. The pictures built up like a puzzle and were forming a film – his 'film of life'. But before he got lost in his past one last time he looked at the face of his brother one last time. His face still had the trails of his tears on it and his eyes were still closed.

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done?

It's true, you want it too. You really want me to kill you, don't you? Why? Why do you want it too? Is it because of your remorse or is it, yes, now I'm sure. Now I know why. That's why, this is your dream.

I , I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you

Itachi's eyes, black like the night, were now open again. Sasuke's sword came nearer and nearer, at the same time they looked at each other and their obsidian eyes met. An indescribable feeling went through both of them. No matter how much Sasuke wanted Itachi to be dead and no matter how much it satisfied him to see his big brother crying, broken, suffering… he couldn't bring himself to smile, his lips were frozen, his breath caught in his throat, his mind a single puddle of confusion. Everything was so ironic. And before Sasuke dived into his past he realized for the last time how near his sword was. Before Itachi's heart, almost at Itachi's death, no almost at his dream, no… almost at his goal.

I will not fall, won't let it go
We will be free when it ends

Everything went black and faded into a dizzy sight. The sounds were fading away, even the one of the pourring rain. The air was spinning, getting colder and making it harder to breathe for the younger Uchiha. The elder Uchiha didn't move one bit, seeming not even to breathe, not caring about anything any more. Just lying there, waiting for his death, waiting for his release - by the one he loved most. But still one sentence escaped Itachi's mouth between his calm breaths, spoken softly on a breathy whisper.

"Let me be your hero…" A sentence with so much meaning, a sentence with so much nostalgia - yet Sasuke didn't hear it. He was already lost in his mind, he didn't even realize that he had started to cry. He was too lost in his inner, he didn't even feel the wet and yet warm drops rolling down his cheeks and dripping onto Itachi's already wet skin any more.

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away ... What have you done now!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you!

And his memories played before his eyes und everything besides stayed still. Nothing had influence on him now, it was like he was unter Tsukiyomi, the time seemed to stop and even his breathing stopped. Only the pictures in his mind were moving and brought him back into the past.

Sasuke's POV

The past… The past was telling me a story, a story about two men, two Uchiha brothers - so similar and yet so different from one other. The elder, my big brother, the Uchiha's heir and prodigy and me, the little brother. It's a story about our lives and our relationship. A story between Itachi and me. Let me tell you this story, a story between love and hatred - love and hatred between two blood brothers.

AN: That was my first chapter. How was it? Confusing? I know. Do you know FFX? Then you know the way. Simply put, this is just one short cutout from my whole big, big, big story. Besides, do you read the mangas? Why had Itachi to die that early and so pathetic?! My story won't follow the mangas and anime exactly. Please don't kill me! Review please, I'm curious :3 and always open for critic (constructive please). You can write them anyways, because I might get ideas for a even better plot! Well then, see ya soon!

And I don't own the song from Within Temptation - What have you done