Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran.


I pressed the cold steel of the knife to my wrist as I sat in the shower, water soaking through my clothes. He doesn't care I thought. I can go through with this and he probably won't even gasp when he finds out. Tears ran down my face as I began moving the knife against my soft flesh.

"Hikaru, NOOOO!!!" Kaoru yelled as he burst into the bathroom. "Don't do it…please…"

"Watch me," I said bitterly.

"Hikaru, please stop…why are you doing this?" he asked, tears in his eyes.

"You. I'm doing this because of you. Because I've loved you forever and you couldn't care less about me!" I replied angrily.

"That isn't true…" he contradicted quietly, tears streaming heavily down his face.

"Oh, but isn't it? I have loved you with every ounce of my existence since we were little kids! Dang it, Kaoru," I raged, punching the shower wall, "why can't you love me!?"

"I do love you, Hikaru…more than you'll ever know…" he confessed.

"Liar! How could you possibly love me?" I accused.

"You are my world," Kaoru said with softness in his eyes that make me believe him. I dropped the knife and leapt out of the shower at my twin.

"You are my everything," I replied, looking him straight in the eyes. He placed a hand on my cheek and immediately a look of concern appeared on his face.

"You're freezing," he said worriedly. I let him drag me to our room, bandage me up, and put me in a dry pair of pajamas.

"Let's get you in to bed," he said, pulling back the covers and all but shoving me under them. He got in bed as well and took me in his arems, pressing his chest to mine in, in an effort to warm my icy body.

"Mmmm…I love you," I proclaimed, snuggling closer to my other half.

"I love you too. And don't you forget it," he replied. "And, Hikaru?"

"Mhm?"

"Don't you ever scare me like that again."

I pressed my lips to his and muttered, "Don't worry. I won't."


This was just a random bit of fluff that I decided to write the other day ^_^