Laughing
I laugh at everything
To keep the pain away,
To make other's pain go away.
I steal
To get noticed,
Because I feel as if I'm invisible
To almost everyone.
I drink
To overcome my fears, my worries,
Because it is what haunts me
All the time.
I'm Keith "Two-Bit" Mathews,
But I'm guessing
That not everyone
Knows that.
I don't want to live this life
Without someone knowing who I am,
Without someone noticing my disappearance.
Am I worth that little?
The only place I feel like I belong is
With the Gang.
They are my family,
My life,
My everything.
I think that without them,
I would probably be like Dallas -
always getting in trouble, cold-hearted.
They keep me in place,
Reminding me that there is
Someone that wants or need me,
That someone loves me.
So, for them,
I'll keep smiling and laughing
Even when no one laughs with me
Because they will always accept me
For who I am.
I'll keep smiling and laughing
Until the day I die.