Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters! Even though I wish I did.

Summary: "I see…in that case…it doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter…if I die." What if Haru wasn't joking? What if he half meant it?

Chapter 1

The day was calm and settling. As morning broke the sound of birds chirping could be heard throughout the whole Sohma estate. It was Monday morning, which meant time for school. Momiji woke up with a yawn as he stumbled out of bed slightly.

He could already hear Hatori walking around. Momiji quickly got dressed and ran over to him.

"Morning!" he declared as he jumped slightly.

"Good morning, Momiji," Hatori looked at him over a few documents in his hand.

Momiji smiled a bit and ran over to the table where he knew his breakfast would be. It was going to be a busy day but for some reason something didn't feel right. Something was making him feel uneasy. Something he couldn't quite place his finger on.

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Kagura woke up and went on her routine in getting ready for school. She sighed deeply as there was a small tap on her bedroom door before it slowly opened to reveal Rin standing there. It's been a while since they've seen each other. Kagura smiled slightly as she got up from her bed.

Both girls had been dealing with things in their lives that could not really be explained. They dealt with it differently. In a way though, they shared a silent agreement.

As they both got ready for school, it was silent even after they started to leave the house.

-/-

"Bye!" Momiji waved at Hatori as he began walking out the door towards Haru's house. They had always walked together to school in the mornings.

As Momiji began to walk closer to Haru's door an uncanny and eerie feeling began to fill his thoughts as he knocked on the door.

Knock!

The only answer he received was silence. That's strange, normally Haru is already up before I get here.

Knock!

The eerie feeling began to fill him as he stood there, waiting for a response. Nothing. Not even a sign of existence came from the house.

KNOCK!

When he did it this time, the girls walking by stopped and stared at him. Kagura looked over with concerned and then at Rin who was staring at Haru's door then at the window to his bedroom.

"Haru!" Momiji shouted slightly.

"Momiji-Chan, what's going on?" Kagura asked him as she just stood there along with Rin.

"Haru's not answering the door," he explained to her. There was a hint of deep concern in his voice.

"Maybe he's not feel well," Kagura said with one of her finger on her mouth as she stood there thinking.

"But he would normally see Ha'ri before if he was feeling slightly ill," he explained.

They looked at him and then at the door. A wave of concern hit all of them.

"Haru!" Rin yelled as both Kagura and Momiji stared at her.

Silence yet again was their answer until they heard a thud from one of the rooms above them.

HARU!

The three of them divided up and tried to find a way to get into his house when they spotted a back door, which was miraculously unlocked. Rin immediately ran into his house when she discovered this.

Her mind was racing with thoughts as she ran to his room. She knew all too well where his bedroom was. The many times in which he had snuck her in when she had a bad night or just wanted to be with him in general. This started racing through her mind as she finally reached it. Kagura and Momiji were trying to catch up as she opened the door.

What she saw shocked her. There he was on the ground, not moving.

"HARU!" Rin yelled as she raced over to him.

She touched his face. There was no response. She felt for a pulse, which took a while. It was weak. Her hand moved a little more and she felt something sticky on her hand. She raised her hand up. It was covered with blood.

"We need to get him to Ha'ri!" Momiji yelled as they tried to pick Haru up.

The three of them raced over as quickly as possible without hurting or dropping Haru. Hatori's door flung open as the three of them raced over.

"Hatori-san, help us!" Kagura yelled.

A look of horror went across Hatori's face as he saw Haru. He raced over and began to look him over. A grave expression came across his face.

"We need to get him to the hospital, now!" Hatori shouted as he picked Haru up and began to run slightly with Haru in his hands.

I just hope I am not too late!

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