Clueless

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto; it all belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.

Warnings: As much as I would love to give you guys warnings on what will be happening, I just don't know myself yet, so I can't really warn you the only thing I know for sure there will be is Yaoi, because it is awesome and if you don't like yaoi click the little back button and go away.

'Thoughts'
"Demons Talking"
'Flashbacks'
'Dreams'
"Talking"
POV
A/N: Author's Note

Chapter 1

Kankuro's POV

I sighed as I stared at the sky, I missed my dog boy; it had been so long since I had last seen him. I couldn't wait to see him… I still remembered the day we got together like it was yesterday.

'I sighed as I handed the man at the counter money. He gave me two sodas; I raised an eyebrow as I stared at them and then shrugged. The moron was too caught up in looking at his pornographic magazine to realize I only paid him for one soda, but then again I was never one to complain I grabbed both of them and began walking down the hall, I might as well go check on Kiba. There would be no harm in that just a quick pop in to see how his dog was doing; since I already knew Kiba himself doing fine, and then I'd leave. I knew I had a crush on him, but the question was did he harbor any feeling towards me.

I walked into his room and handed him the extra soda, "How's your dog doing?"

He raised an eyebrow, as if he was wondering why I gave a shit. "He will be fine he just needs to rest."

"That's good news, right?" I asked. 'What is with all the stupid questions of course it is good news.'

"Yeah it is," He said. 'Quit acting so damn shy and tell him you love him Kankuro.'

"You are cute." I said grinning at him.

He stared at me blankly, "Thanks…"

"No problem," I said.'

And after that some things happened and I ended up fucking him. I sighed now really wasn't the time to be having a flashback, I should be worrying about my brother who seemed to have a thing for the blond named Naruto… but Gaara was cautious about getting into any relationship, even if he did realize had had a crush (loved) the blond he wouldn't say anything. Right now though it wasn't as important, because he was absolutely clueless about his love for Naruto. I was a little afraid that the blond would hurt my baby brother, but there really was nothing I could do about it, I couldn't really forbid him from seeing the blond, could I? I shook my head, I was over thinking things; I had to wait until they got together before I could worry about that stuff …that was …if they got together. Come to think of it if they didn't get together that would prevent everything from happening, but did I really have the right to keep my brother away from this kind of a relationship? No I didn't, so I guess rather than trying to prevent it I will help them as much as I can.

"Kankuro is there something wrong, you've been staring off into space for the past hour," Akira asked looking at me. Akira was the bartender and usually I would be talking to him while I drank.

"I'm fine I was just thinking about Gaara." I replied, as I stared at the beer in the mug. It was still cold, because this place was well air conditioned; people wouldn't spend time in a bar if it wasn't cool.

"What did something happen to him?" He asked looking at me. He obviously wasn't asking if Gaara was sick or had been injured, because that kind of news would spread very quickly.

"No, not really, I am just an over protective brother." I replied. It's not like I was lying to him, I was an over protective brother, I just didn't tell him what I was being over protective about. Everyone who was gay in Suna kept it a secret, because people here were very homophobic and if they found out the Kazekage was gay… Gaara would be in for some deep shit.

I set the money on the counter for the one beer I had bought, but didn't drink. I walked off, sending Akira a small smile before leaving. I got back into my room and stared at the ceiling, I figured my thoughts might be a little clearer if I got a little bit of rest, but I couldn't sleep somewhere deep inside, I had a bad feeling… it was like the calm before the storm. I didn't know how, but I had a feeling things were about to take a bad turn and get worse from there. I stared at the picture of Gaara, Temari, and I. Whatever was going to happen was going to shake our relationship.

I sat up, I needed to talk to Gaara, I wanted to spend the rest of the day with him, because I had a feeling that if I didn't I was going to regret it.

I knocked on the office doors; I waited a minute until I heard him grant access.

"Gaara can you take the rest of the day off and spend it with me?" I asked him. 'Shit that sounded so girly.'

He gave me a quizzical look, "Sorry Kankuro, I can't I have a lot of work to do."

"Come on Gaara, it is just one day no one will miss you," I insisted, I was getting mad at him he would probably take the day off to spend time with Naruto.

"You'd be surprised," He answered looking up from his paperwork to look at me. The moment he did that I knew it was pointless to continue arguing, but that just pissed me off more, he always put his work in front of his family and that really pissed me off.

"Gaara that is not fair, you always put your work in front of spending time with me or Temari… why don't you spend any time with us?" I demanded.

He stared at me, "Kankuro, I have work to do… you need to leave."

"And that's another thing you hardly ever show any emotion, except for to Naruto how come whenever you think about Naruto you smile, but when it is about Temari or I, you never show any emotion. What is with you? We are your family and yet you pay more attention to Naruto then you have ever paid attention to us. You are such a fucking bastard, why don't you stop paying as much attention to Naruto and start paying more attention to us… when you start doing that then we will talk, but until then you can just go fuck yourself. You don't love us and we don't love you so the feeling is mutual." I said not realizing that my voice was getting louder and louder as I talked until I was practically shouting at the top of my lungs.

I spun around and stormed out of his office shoving past all of the guards who had came to see what all of the yelling was about.

I slammed the door to my room shut and locked it. I buried my face in my pillow, but I didn't let the tears come, a pillow couldn't comfort me, I'd save the tears for when I had a shoulder to cry on.

Gaara's POV

I stared at the paperwork in front of me; I couldn't really focus on anything. I had a feeling something bad was going to happen… no one really knew what the Akatsuki wanted, but whatever they did it was surely not going to be good for anyone. Nothing good could come out of a group of S Rank criminals. Well it would probably be good for them bad for whatever they were trying to get a hold of. I heard a knock at my door; it took me longer than usual to reply, because I had to shake myself out of my thoughts. I gave the person permission to enter and he came in with the weirdest request.

"Gaara can you take the rest of the day off and spend it with me?" He asked. 'Why is he asking me this all of a sudden?'

I gave him a quizzical look, "Sorry Kankuro, I can't I have a lot of work to do."

"Come on Gaara, it is just one day no one will miss you," He insisted anger was leaking into his voice.

"You'd be surprised," I answered looking up from my paperwork, so I could look at him. I didn't want to continue this conversation anymore; I really didn't want to make Kankuro mad.

"Gaara that is not fair, you always put your work in front of spending time with me or Temari… why don't you spend anytime with us?" He demanded glaring at me. 'So much for not making Kankuro mad.'

I stared at him, "Kankuro, I have to work… you need to leave." 'Or calm down.'

"And that's another thing you hardly ever show any emotion, except for to Naruto how come whenever you think about Naruto you smile, but when it is about Temari or I, you never show any emotion. What is with you? We are your family and yet you pay more attention to Naruto then you have ever paid attention to us. You are such a fucking bastard, why don't you stop paying as much attention to Naruto and start paying more attention to us… when you start doing that then we will talk, but until then you can just go fuck yourself. You don't love us and we don't love you so the feeling is mutual." Kankuro said, his voice getting louder and louder as he talked, by the end of his speech he was yelling at the top of his lungs. 'I never said that I didn't love them, but they don't love me? When did Naruto get brought into all of this… does he hate me too?' He stormed out of my office leaving the doors open. I saw the crowd that had gathered, so they could see what all of the yelling was about.

Two of the guards looked at me, as if asking me if there was a problem. I shook my head and gestured for them to leave and close the door behind them. They didn't argue they just obeyed me quickly leaving. My mask fell off as soon as the door closed. I could feel the tears starting to come freely… I had thought I had done a good job as a sibling, and as a friend. I sure had a shitty grip on reality, I didn't know Kankuro, Temari, and Naruto hated me. The fact that Naruto hated me probably hurt the most… he had changed me from who I had used to be only to throw me back into the darkness again. I pushed the paperwork away so my tears wouldn't fall on it, I couldn't stop them. I felt Shukaku tugging at my conscience; I managed to push him back. I hadn't cried since the night Yashamaru tried to murder me and that night I promised to never cry again, I was even a disappointment to myself. I disgusted myself. I finally managed to stop crying. I did some of the paperwork before I saw something suspicious. It was a bird, but there were no birds like that in the desert.

I walked out to go check it out... and saw a man. He had bright blond hair and one visible gray eye. He looked up at me and shock flashed through his eyes before he smiled.

"How did you know I was here?" He asked.

"There are no birds like that in this desert." I replied.

"I see," He said, jumping back onto his bird.

I accepted the challenge and hopped onto my sand, he smiled.

"Although I have to say, this is a lot easier, seeing as how you came to me. I didn't even have to look for you." He laughed slightly.

I glared at him and he threw birds at me. They were homing devices that exploded. My sand came up to protect me. I had almost killed him when I caught him in a sand coffin, but he had broken out of it and made a new ride, but I did succeed in breaking one of his arms.

He stopped and began muttering something; he had a different looking bomb in his hands this time. "Besides I am getting tired of looking at you impassive face." 'Does everyone think I show no emotion…? I show it, most people just don't see it. Besides I have learned my lesson from wearing my heart out on my sleeve.'

He dropped the explosive which had just grown, my eyes widened. I quickly covered up the village, I succeeded in saving the village, but it took a ton of charka. I saw a bird and my sand quickly covered up the area that it was in. I stood inside my protective shell, panting. Something was picking through some of the sand, I blinked and looked.

"Shit…" I said before I heard a giant explosion. I pulled the sand away from the village, so that it wouldn't crush them when it fell. The blond smiled, as if what I was doing was interesting. He stood there on his bird. 'Is he waiting for me to fall?' I let the sand go outside of the village and fell. I saw the giant bird he was on fly towards me; it caught me in its tail. 'He was…' I glanced at the blond one time before passing out and I could have swore I saw Naruto grinning triumphantly. 'Kankuro, Temari, and Naruto probably all want me dead like the village does… well perhaps they will get their wish granted now.'

Kankuro's POV

I sighed, as I got off my bed, I needed to go apologize to Gaara, I couldn't imagine the affect that that had had on him. I had basically told him that Naruto, Temari, and I all hated to him and he already knew the village hated him, so I basically told him everyone hated him. I walked down the hall and knocked on his office door. I waited a while and after five minutes I knocked again, after another five minutes I began to get worried, did I make him cry and now he didn't want anyone in his office.

"Kankuro, Gaara is fighting in the sky," Akira said.

"What?" I asked him giving him a weird look.

"See for yourself," He said as he led me outside and pointed at the sky. I looked up and sure enough Gaara was in the sky and he was fighting a giant bird? No there was someone on the giant bird. I looked around and stole binoculars from the closest person I could find.

"It's the Akatsuki." I heard the man beside me say. I knew what the Akatsuki were and it wasn't very good that one of them were in our village. I watched, as the man held an explosive in his hand. He let go of it and it hovered in the air, while it grew and then it dropped. My eyes widened and people began to panic. There was a deafening roar and I expected to never hear or see anything again. I looked up and saw a giant sand shield that must have took a lot of charka to make, but I don't think Gaara even thought about that when he did this. I moved to a place where I could see the fight again and looked, Gaara was now completely inside his sand shield now. There was an explosion from inside of it and the sand began to slowly fall off. With his last remaining strength he pulled the sand shield covering us away from the village so we wouldn't be crushed by it when it came down. He succeed and let it go. Then he began falling, I was going to run, but then the bird that Akatsuki member was on flew over and caught Gaara with his tail. By now I was standing right where Gaara would have fallen.

'He was after Gaara all along.' I realized as I began chasing him. I was stopped by Baki, "Kankuro if he could beat Gaara you stand no chance."

That was another reason why I resented Gaara; he was always stronger than me, even though I was older. I smacked myself, someone had just kidnapped my little brother and all I could think about was that he was stronger than me.

I was such a selfish bastard sometimes. I continued running telling Baki that I wouldn't fight him and that he could send backup when he was ready. I couldn't let my brother go, I had practically told him I hated him… if he was going to die I wanted to die happy, not drowning in his own misery.

Deidara's POV

I grinned triumphantly; the redhead looked at me, recognition flashed through his eyes before he blacked out. I continued staring at the redhead as the bird began taking me out of the village; he was the one to show me that you didn't have to be awake to cry. The kid was cute, he kind of reminded me of Sasori... maybe I could rape him before we removed the demon, seeing as how I can't fuck Sasori anymore, or get fucked by him.

I shook those thoughts out of my head as I landed next to said puppet master.

He looked at me, "It took you long enough."

"This kid was tough, hmm." I said looking at him. His 'eyes' wandered to the redhead.

"Why is he crying?" He demanded.

"Your guess is as good as mine hmm… I have no fucking idea hmm." I said.

"Whatever," he muttered, I hopped off of the bird letting it just carry the kid and began walking beside Sasori.

Naruto's POV

"Naruto… hello" Sakura said waving her hand in front of my face, she had agreed to got to ramen with me as friends since Kakashi ditched us after we fought him and won.

I looked at her, "What is it Sakura?"

"What is it? Naruto you have been staring at your ramen for the past ten minutes." She said staring at me.

"Well… I'm not really hungry." I said quietly.

She looked at me, "Is this about Gaara being Kazekage?" There that name was again Gaara, Gaara was a really good friend of mine now, but right now his name made me sick to my stomach, as if something bad had happened to Gaara.

"No… I'm glad he became Kazekage; I just have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, like something bad is going to happen." I said.

She looked at me; obviously she wasn't feeling the same thing I was. My elbow bumped the counter and one of the hardboiled eggs rolled off and cracked. I grabbed it and stared at it, it was cracked like the way Gaara's sand armor was when he got hit. I put money on the counter for my bowl, the egg, and the bowl Sakura had and walked off leaving Sakura there wondering what I found so interesting about the egg.

I wasn't sad, angry or happy; I really didn't feel any emotion as I rested my head on my pillow. I looked at the picture of team 7 and then I looked back at the egg. I stood up and threw the egg away. I thought back to what I had just done, I compared the egg to Gaara, so in a way wasn't that like throwing Gaara away? I shook my head that was ridiculous, Gaara was fine and tomorrow I would be thinking clearer, right?

The next day I stood next to the gate, as we waited for Kakashi, my thoughts were more jumbled today and I felt like I was going to throw up. Sakura was still looking at me, with a concerned look; I suppose I looked a bit green… I guess that was my way of going green

After what seemed like hours, but was only ten minutes Kakashi showed up.

"Yo," He said raising his hand in a salute. Sakura began scolding him for being late; he looked at me probably wondering why I hadn't joined in.

"A Suna hawk," I said, in a trance like matter.

Kakashi blinked and looked up at the sky, realizing what I was talking about.

"Yeah that is a Suna hawk." He agreed.

Sakura blinked and looked up.

"Fastest one too," I said quietly and then took off at a run. I didn't know why I was running, but I needed to know what the message bird said… it was obviously important. My lungs ached for air by the time I got there… the decoders were scurrying to decode it; they thought it was important too.

"Oh no…" the person who had decoded it said.

"What happened?" I demanded she looked at me and for a second it looked like she wasn't going to tell me, but then she did.

"The Kazekage of Sunagakure has been kidnapped by the Akatsuki." She said.

"Not Gaara… anyone but Gaara." I begged, my heart thumped painfully in my chest, I was sad, but I was also pissed off. 'Why are they targeting Gaara, I thought I was their target… why did they change their targets and why did they decide to go after Gaara?'

A/N: How was it… personally I like how it turned out, even though the fight scene was a little crappy and it was dragged in quite a bit… I think Gaara might have been a little out of character… what do you think? Please leave a review and tell me what you think about it, because if I don't get at least one review I won't have the motivation to write the next chapter, which would be a shame, because I really like how this is turning out so far.