Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.

Hi! This is a different version of "A suicidal feeling". I you haven't read it its okay but I hope you do any way onto the story. (I'm not enthusiastic about this story because I never wanted to write it). Oh yeah, Gaara fans, thank me because my friend wanted me to make him in to a girl.

Chapter 1: Unwanted birthday gift

Temari ran home to see if her mother was home. It was Temari's 15th birthday and she knew that her mother and stepfather would have something special planned for her. She raced to the bus stop seeing people boarding it. She barely made it but luck was apparently on her side. She sat down in the nearest available and began remembering when her stepfather, Kyo, and her first met.

"Temari, Kankuro I want you to met someone." Temari's mother walked into the room with a man behind her. "This is Kyo. He's going to be your knew father."

She recalled at first that she had never liked him. She felt that he was going to try to take the place of her father but she learned to like him. She knew that she could trust him because he had basically raised Gaara and Kankuro. He had also showered her with gift and whatever she wanted. She had developed a liking for Kyo. She knew that her mother was happy with him and that he probably would be a better father than her runaway pops that walked out on her mom after Gaara was conceived.

She watched as the bus pulled up at her stop and impatiently pushed pass the people in her way. She got off to find that Kyo had been waiting for her at the stop. She gave him a smile.

"What are you doing here Kyo?" She asked him.

"You have another mile to walk so I thought I'd pick you." He said leading her to his car. Then he opened the door letting her step in. Then he got in and started the car and drove off to their house.

Kyo POV

Look at Temari. She's so innocent. Every time I see her I have to wish to she was older. I mean she's cute but young and inexperienced but I must admit she will make someone a great husband some day.

Normal POV

Temari got out of the car and walked into the house hoping that her mother had gotten what she had wanted. She also hoped that her brothers would be there to celebrate with her. She opened the door to be greeted by her younger brothers hugging her legs and her Mother holding a cake in her hands. She turned to Kyo who had a jewelry box in his hand. She took it from him and opened it. She opened the present to find a beautiful gold necklace.

"Thank you Kyo!" she hugged him then let go to hug her brothers and mother. In that moment she didn't realize the smile creep up on his face.

The next day Temari put the necklace away knowing that she couldn't wear it to school. She glanced at her watch. She realized that she was going to miss her bus if she didn't hurry now. She ran out the door.

She walked home with a look of disappointment on her face. In the morning she had missed the bus which caused her to be late to school. Then her teachers kept giving pop quizzes all day. Then on the way home she again missed the bus. To make along story short she just was having a bad day. She just wanted to go home and relax.

When she got home she realized that Kyo was the only one home. She knew that her brothers were at their aunt's house and her Mom would be working late. She looked at Kyo who was staring at her with a weird look in his eyes but she thought nothing of it. She went into the Kitchen knowing that she would have to be the one to make dinner. She put on her apron. She began to make Dinner for three knowing that her mother would probably want something to eat when she got home. She heard footsteps behind her and turned around to meet Kyo gaze.

"Hi Kyo, is something wrong?" She asked not receiving an answer. She turned around to be brought back to Kyo's gaze. He started to kiss her and not the way a father should. She pushed feeling uncomfortable.

"Kyo, What are you doing?" Temari couldn't bring herself to figure why he would kiss her.

"It's about time I get a little something for all the gifts I've given you." She knew exactly what was going through his mind.

"Let go of me!" She tried to push him off. Kyo again kissed her, this time invading her mouth with his tongue. She felt her heart sink as she thought of the fact of what her mother would do if she found out. She again tried to get away from him by biting his lip. He stopped kissing her and slapped her across her face. She fell to the ground she held her check in disbelief that he had just slapped her. She knew that he wanted her to "pleasure" him. She hoped it was a dream as he bent down and kiss her roughly but she could fell it wasn't. He wanted her body and he wasn't going to stop until he got what he wanted. She felt his body and top of her. She screamed for him to let go of her and tried fighting him only to fell the back of his hand. Soon her vision started going blank and she slowly started to loose consciousness.

She woke up to see that she was in her bed. She felt her body ache. she was scared to get up to see the state her body was in. She heard her mother and Kyo in the other room laughing and joking around. She gripped her blanket as her body felt pain. She knew that it probably wouldn't be the last time he was going to do it. She didn't want to face her mother. She knew that she wouldn't be able to face her after what Kyo had done to her. She cried silently hoping that no one would hear.

Hi! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. R&R!