If You See Him..
If
you see him
Tell him I wish him well
How am I doing?
Well,
sometimes is hard to tell
I still miss him more than ever
But
please dont say a word
If you see him
-"If you see Him" Reba
Word travels like wildfire at the new Roadhouse. With everything that's happened in the last few months, everyone was desperate for what news they could find. His name came up often. He was the living legend, he had been there when the gate was open and everyone had a theory on what had really happened. Ellen had been there too, but she wouldn't even tell Jo what she had seen.
A month ago Jo had finally got her drunk and stupid enough to tell the truth. Now hse wished she didn't know. A year three months ago. Damn him and his desperate cling to what family he had left. Damn his dad for making him promise to protect sam. Damn Sam for letting that Bastard stab him in the back. Damn herself for letting him walk away that night. Damn it all.
Her mom knew how she felt, her mom blamed herself for not figuring it out earlier and keeping Dean away from her sooner. There was no way Sam didn't know after the incident in Duluth. The cat was out of the bag.
Even Bobby had figured it out, between the questions she asked when he came by and her face everytime he had to tell her there was no solution yet. Bobby knew it was hopeless, knew there was no point in it but offered anyway, "What do you want me to say if he asks?"
"Tell him I'm fine, tell him to focus on himself Bobby."
Bobby looked up at her, really looked at her. Behind her smile he knew she lying, her smile didn't reach her eyes the way it used to. She still wanted him, time hadn't changed that. He looked back down into his glass and saw it as half empty. Everything was so screwed up and twisted ass backwards. They deserved time together, but unless some miracle happened or Dean gave up his damned pride for fifteen mintutes and told her how he felt they wouldn't get it.
"And Bobby?", He looked up to meet her eyes again, "Don't you dare tell him."
He sighed in responce and Jo retreated back to the bar to help her mom out.
A/N- Will be a two shot Reviews online crack