Only Traitors Shoot from Behind

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My name is Lyhn.

I loved him with all my heart. Though I can't say the same for him.

His heart had been broken. I tried to fix it. But I didn't have enough time. When his heart broke it started a war.

I loved him through the good and the bad. He didn't love me. He only had eyes for her. Dead for a thousand years, but she still held that which I could not. His heart. I had a place by his side, I had a place in his heart and I had a place in his bed. I was his lover, his mistress, but he could never love me. He only used me to satisfy his lust, for her. I was the best he could get.

I blame Viktor. If he hadn't killed her, I wouldn't have even gotten this close to him, and this heart ache wouldn't be mine. I would have my own mate who hadn't loved before, and lost before. I also thank Viktor for making it possible for me to have at least this chance, though I wish I could have more. But isn't that always the case, when you have something, it's never enough, you always want more.

Now it's all over. I'm not even his lover anymore. I warned him about Kraven. Kraven had betrayed his own kind, imagine what he might do to us. He thought he could handle it. But he couldn't. He still succeeded in his plan, but Kraven double-crossed him. Now I have nothing. Kraven shot him in the back. Only traitors shoot from behind. Kraven shot Lucian.

My lover. The one I loved. The one I couldn't have. The only one I wanted.

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[A/N: I only own Lyhn and her feelings. So yes. This is my first Underworld fic. I find I have a flare for one-shot tragedy fics. I enjoy writing them. So if you don't like it, too bad. I know he probably wouldn't even have a mistress, he loved Sonia enough that it's believable. But hey, when you've lived without your love for 1000 years or so, I'm sure you'd be pretty horny! lol. so yes.

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