Will.
I'm sorry I could never know you.
I wish I could have.
Mom said that you were wonderful.
That I look more and more like you everyday,
She also said that you and her both wanted to keep me.
That you didn't want to give me up, but at the time it was the best thing
to do.
She said that you wanted to keep me forever.
When I was taken away and put with a different family.
Only to get put back just as you 'left'
Only to have met you once,
Only to see you smile once,
Only to be able to see the man I would grow up to look like once,
ONCE dad ONCE.
That is just not enough.
I mean why did you have to die?
Was it just your 'time'?
Was it that you had cheated death a few too many times, for deaths comfort?
WHY?
You married my mom.
Finally. *Weak laugh* yeah well guess what?
I'm sixteen and I need a dad,
I need to have someone who's done what I've done. And been through what I'm
Going through.
Sure if you and mom had a girl it would be slightly different.
Would it have turned out with you dying? No clue.
Who knows?
I guess I'm not really mad.
Just sad at the years I missed out on.
I mean you could have found me and taken me home,
Why didn't you?
We could have been throwing balls in the back yard when I was ten.
Instead you and mom were running and trying to make a 'safe' life for me.
Sometimes I wished so hard that you two would stop being 'safe' and just be
a
Damn family.
Is that too much to ask?
IS IT?
I miss you dad.
I can't loose both of you.
All of the sudden William Mulder collapsed into a heap on the awful Plastic
orange hospital chair in which he was sitting in.
Out side his mother's hospital room.
She had been shot in the chest.
They didn't think that she would make it thought that night.
She probably wouldn't be there the next morning.
DAMN he had only lived with her for four years.
He couldn't have another parent die.
Sobs shook Will's sixteen-year-old frame.
Fox Mulder had died three days after Will had some to live with his
parents.
He had also been shot in the chest. Except with him it was six times.
He hadn't put on his vest that fateful day.
Maybe he thought he would be safe.
Maybe he was just careless.
Whatever it was he died, shortly after he arrived at the hospital no less.
Dana was there when he died, his last words were.
" Just remember I love you Scully. And Will." and with one last loving look
at Dana he passed away.
And now Scully probably was going to meet the same fate.
Agents Reyes and Dogget would take good care of will until he was old
enough to branch out on his own.
But he just didn't love them like he loved his mom.
He NEEDED his mom.
His rock
His everything
His MOM.
Will cried himself to sleep, everything went black.
I'm sorry I could never know you.
I wish I could have.
Mom said that you were wonderful.
That I look more and more like you everyday,
She also said that you and her both wanted to keep me.
That you didn't want to give me up, but at the time it was the best thing
to do.
She said that you wanted to keep me forever.
When I was taken away and put with a different family.
Only to get put back just as you 'left'
Only to have met you once,
Only to see you smile once,
Only to be able to see the man I would grow up to look like once,
ONCE dad ONCE.
That is just not enough.
I mean why did you have to die?
Was it just your 'time'?
Was it that you had cheated death a few too many times, for deaths comfort?
WHY?
You married my mom.
Finally. *Weak laugh* yeah well guess what?
I'm sixteen and I need a dad,
I need to have someone who's done what I've done. And been through what I'm
Going through.
Sure if you and mom had a girl it would be slightly different.
Would it have turned out with you dying? No clue.
Who knows?
I guess I'm not really mad.
Just sad at the years I missed out on.
I mean you could have found me and taken me home,
Why didn't you?
We could have been throwing balls in the back yard when I was ten.
Instead you and mom were running and trying to make a 'safe' life for me.
Sometimes I wished so hard that you two would stop being 'safe' and just be
a
Damn family.
Is that too much to ask?
IS IT?
I miss you dad.
I can't loose both of you.
All of the sudden William Mulder collapsed into a heap on the awful Plastic
orange hospital chair in which he was sitting in.
Out side his mother's hospital room.
She had been shot in the chest.
They didn't think that she would make it thought that night.
She probably wouldn't be there the next morning.
DAMN he had only lived with her for four years.
He couldn't have another parent die.
Sobs shook Will's sixteen-year-old frame.
Fox Mulder had died three days after Will had some to live with his
parents.
He had also been shot in the chest. Except with him it was six times.
He hadn't put on his vest that fateful day.
Maybe he thought he would be safe.
Maybe he was just careless.
Whatever it was he died, shortly after he arrived at the hospital no less.
Dana was there when he died, his last words were.
" Just remember I love you Scully. And Will." and with one last loving look
at Dana he passed away.
And now Scully probably was going to meet the same fate.
Agents Reyes and Dogget would take good care of will until he was old
enough to branch out on his own.
But he just didn't love them like he loved his mom.
He NEEDED his mom.
His rock
His everything
His MOM.
Will cried himself to sleep, everything went black.