A little ginny mione fic for chrismas…I'm keeping it short but it will be chaptered
I don't own hp character jkr does :)
I walked through the darkened corridors of Hogwarts trying to clear my head. The feelings that were going through my head shouldn't be there but were most undeniably there but they shouldn't be there especially not for her. I mean I wasn't even aware that I was into "hers" but then there's HER and I cannot be into HER but I am, and ohmygod everything is moving so fast that I can't even think straight. Even when I'm not confused and it feels like I know exactly what I'm doing all I think of is her. Her beautiful eyes, the way she walks, the way she talks. I mean when she's with me I find it hard to speak but when she's not with me I just wish she were with me. I shook my head and made my way back to the common room to get some sleep. It might be the Christmas holidays but I was still as sleep deprived as ever. Due to the countless sleepless night I spent thinking about something insignificant that she had said to me or done that may have meant she liked me. Maybe a good night sleep will help me try figure out this mess I'm in.
I woke up the next morning not much better than I had been when I finally got to sleep. My dreams had been so confusing but so nice and realistic, I woke up in a daze and nearly broke down into tears when I realised that my dream had been just that. I had been so hopeful that she had finally realised my affections for her, I had hoped that she had had a burning desire for me all this time as well and was just way to scared to admit it. But then she finally had admitted it and it was all okay because she loved me and I loved her and it was all okay because everyone accepted us and loved us and I had nothing to worry about. But then I woke up and realised that nothing had really been sorted out and it was all still so confusing, made even more confusing by my dream and how happy I had been when she had looked in to my eyes and said I love you. And how it felt as though my chest was going to break open because it wasn't big enough to hold my heart and all the love I had for her. And I sat on my bed for I don't know how long just thinking about the dream and then thinking about how really mess up my situation was. After what could have been a couple of hours or what could have been a couple of seconds I got up and walked over to the showers to get ready for the day. It was still quite early so I didn't have to wait for anyone or hurry up in the showers. Either way it was the Christmas holiday's anyway so nearly everyone had gone home. That was apart from me Ron, Harry and Hermione and a few other Gryffindor. We had all decided to stay due to the fact that Harry never went back to the dursleys if he could avoid it, and well he could avoid it so he did.
I got into the shower cubicle and stood under an impossibly hot jet of water letting it spray down on my back east my tension and hoping that it would wash away my problems with it alas I guess that was a bit to much to hope for. Because twenty minutes later I got out of the shower feeling very well scribed and a little less tense but still majorly confused.
I made my way down stairs hoping that if I got some breakfast in me I would be able to see this whole situation a lot better… I mean after all most weaslleys operated better on food right?
Once I was in the great hall I spotted Harry , Ron and Hermione at the middle of the Gryffindor table and made my way towards them. Once I got there I took a seat opposite Hermione. She looked towards me, smiled and said.
"Hey Ginny," with a smile on her face. I felt butterflies erupt in my stomach and I couldn't bring myself to choke out even the simplest of replys. It was unfair how she could do effortlessly render me completely speechless, I mean for gods sake she said hi to me and I was basically choking for breathe. This had to get sorted out. She looked at me with a completely perplexed expression on her face. I mean how was Hermione Granger to know that she was now the object of my affection, how was she to know that I was completely and utterly in love with her. Well she wasn't to know, and it was probably going to stay that way.
Well that's the end of chappie one I will probably get more out very soon considering it is the Christmas holiday and this is a Christmas fic…hope you guys enjoyed muchly review make me work faster. :)