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Eternal Love chapter 1: Adjustment
Standing in the miday sun he found it easy to forget...
to forget the war, his past, and all the deaths he had caused.
He knew that he would never find true peace.
He didn't deserve peace. But for a moment, he could have temporary peace.
He wondered if he should pray for the girl who's grave he stood at, but that was
something Duo might do, not him.
He didn't know how to pray, and the baka wasn't there to ask.
"Heero? It's time to leave Heero. I know she meant a lot to you,
but the living need you now... I need you now. "
He turned away from the grave to look at the young woman standing behind him.
Her blue eyes were shadowed with concern, though the sun shone happily upon
her golden hair. He would have flinched at her apperance if he wasn't
trained so well not to. She was a grown version of the little girl that continued
to haunt his dreams.
"You don't need me Relena. My life is cheap and worthless now that the war is over."
She looked at him a bit saddly.
"Oh Heero... don't feel that way, you just need more time to adjust to the peace.
Oz is gone, and Maramaia no longer wishes to fight either.
The Barton foundation is gone. There is no more war, and there never will be."
She reached out to tought his arm, then took his hand in her own.
"I'll help you, if you let me. I am your friend afterall."
She smiled at him gently, a smile that could probably make anyone,
but Heero or Wufei, smile in return. Still, he could feel her heart's warmth
reaching out to try and warm his own heart.
"I know you mean well Relena, but I know that I need to be alone to
finish my... adjustment, to peace. I'd probably just end up hurting you without meaning too."
"But.. but Heero... we.."
He held up a hand to stop her from continuing that sentance.
"I know what you think Relena, but I know what I have to do, and that I have to do so alone.
Please, try to understand."
He looked at her steadily until she dropped her gaze to the ground.
"Okay Heero... do what you have to too do, but please, come back to me,
at least for a visit, when you are at peace. Please?
Heero nodded his head then walked away.
"I promise Relena, I'll come to see you when I am at peace."
Relena watched him walk away, then bent down to look at the grave he
had been staring at.
--- Lirial Macey, and her puppy Mary. I wonder who she was to have meant
so much to Heero? Why does he keep coming here to visit her grave?----
She shook her head before returning to her car.
"Take me home."
"Yes miss Relena."
As the car pulled away from the cemetary Relena Dorlian pulled out a picture
of her and Heero dancing. A sticker was attached to it with the caption 'Eternal Love'.
One of her friends had taken the picture during St. Gabriel's dance party shortly after her
father's death, and had given the picture to Relena as a reminder of the happy moments in
her life. She had kept the picture with her ever since that day, especially since
Heero had guarded her from the OZ mobile suits, and then had been unable to kill her.
He had been so determined to kill her, yet had been unable too.
----I still wonder why...----
She looked away from the picture and her confused memories,
out at the countryside that sped apast her.
She hadn't had any answers then, and she didn't have many now.
She loved Heero, very much, but he still didn't seem to love her back.
----Oh well... I've waited this long, why not a bit longer?
I'm sure in time he'll realize, that we're meant to be together!----
She smiles at the thought and hummed a love song as images of Heero
danced round about in her head.
To Be Continued: (well, if anyone offers me a review, that is. Authors need feedback!)
So, don't bother suing, me, I'm too poor to give you anything.
Eternal Love chapter 1: Adjustment
Standing in the miday sun he found it easy to forget...
to forget the war, his past, and all the deaths he had caused.
He knew that he would never find true peace.
He didn't deserve peace. But for a moment, he could have temporary peace.
He wondered if he should pray for the girl who's grave he stood at, but that was
something Duo might do, not him.
He didn't know how to pray, and the baka wasn't there to ask.
"Heero? It's time to leave Heero. I know she meant a lot to you,
but the living need you now... I need you now. "
He turned away from the grave to look at the young woman standing behind him.
Her blue eyes were shadowed with concern, though the sun shone happily upon
her golden hair. He would have flinched at her apperance if he wasn't
trained so well not to. She was a grown version of the little girl that continued
to haunt his dreams.
"You don't need me Relena. My life is cheap and worthless now that the war is over."
She looked at him a bit saddly.
"Oh Heero... don't feel that way, you just need more time to adjust to the peace.
Oz is gone, and Maramaia no longer wishes to fight either.
The Barton foundation is gone. There is no more war, and there never will be."
She reached out to tought his arm, then took his hand in her own.
"I'll help you, if you let me. I am your friend afterall."
She smiled at him gently, a smile that could probably make anyone,
but Heero or Wufei, smile in return. Still, he could feel her heart's warmth
reaching out to try and warm his own heart.
"I know you mean well Relena, but I know that I need to be alone to
finish my... adjustment, to peace. I'd probably just end up hurting you without meaning too."
"But.. but Heero... we.."
He held up a hand to stop her from continuing that sentance.
"I know what you think Relena, but I know what I have to do, and that I have to do so alone.
Please, try to understand."
He looked at her steadily until she dropped her gaze to the ground.
"Okay Heero... do what you have to too do, but please, come back to me,
at least for a visit, when you are at peace. Please?
Heero nodded his head then walked away.
"I promise Relena, I'll come to see you when I am at peace."
Relena watched him walk away, then bent down to look at the grave he
had been staring at.
--- Lirial Macey, and her puppy Mary. I wonder who she was to have meant
so much to Heero? Why does he keep coming here to visit her grave?----
She shook her head before returning to her car.
"Take me home."
"Yes miss Relena."
As the car pulled away from the cemetary Relena Dorlian pulled out a picture
of her and Heero dancing. A sticker was attached to it with the caption 'Eternal Love'.
One of her friends had taken the picture during St. Gabriel's dance party shortly after her
father's death, and had given the picture to Relena as a reminder of the happy moments in
her life. She had kept the picture with her ever since that day, especially since
Heero had guarded her from the OZ mobile suits, and then had been unable to kill her.
He had been so determined to kill her, yet had been unable too.
----I still wonder why...----
She looked away from the picture and her confused memories,
out at the countryside that sped apast her.
She hadn't had any answers then, and she didn't have many now.
She loved Heero, very much, but he still didn't seem to love her back.
----Oh well... I've waited this long, why not a bit longer?
I'm sure in time he'll realize, that we're meant to be together!----
She smiles at the thought and hummed a love song as images of Heero
danced round about in her head.
To Be Continued: (well, if anyone offers me a review, that is. Authors need feedback!)