Feeling This

ONE-SHOT Tainted love never felt so right yet so wrong. The fights, the arguments……… the hate that burns as much as the love……… Rory and Tristan pairing (the song is Blink 182's "Feeling this)

I got to regret right now (I'm feeling this)

"Bitch!"

The air is so cold and low (I'm feeling this)

"Bastard!"

Let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)

He hated this; he hated himself for feeling this. For giving in so easily, praying that things would change, only to have that small flicker of hope stamped on by her blood red chimmy choos.

Show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)

She hated herself for being so weak, surrendering herself so easily to his ways. For thinking that this time things would be different, but only to find that they were right back where they started.

Fuck it, it's such a blur (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)

Harsh breathing resounded around the room, their hands frantically moving to remove the other's clothing that presented obstacles to the ultimate goal. Their hands bruised the others flesh in a desperate struggle to mark the other person; to hurt them as much as they themselves had been hurt.

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer

His breathing hitched as he rose his head from her shoulder and his stormy blue eyes lock onto her ocean blue eyes, her hate swimming clearly in their bottomless depths. His body tensed as he felt her nails digging into his shoulders and her legs tighten around his waist.


Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now

Her lips sought out his as she pulled him into a bruising kiss that left them breathless. Her body arched as she felt his fingers digging into her hips as he gazed down at her from above, hate the only emotion present in his eyes. A sign filtered from between her lips before she gave herself over to the sensations only he could awaken in her.


Smiling from ear to ear (I'm feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I'm feeling this)
Were taking this way too slow (I'm feeling this)
Take me away from here (I'm feeling this)

Their bodies moved in union as they reached the ultimate high. Eyes locked on the others they saw the glazed love shinning clearly in each others as they tumbled over the edge and into the abyss.

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

He couldn't control himself. She was his ultimate high, the one thing he could always count on to make him feel, while slowly kill him in the process.

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer

She watched as he once again rolled off her and gathered his clothes. Her body felt numb as her soul dropped from its upward journey to heaven and settled back down into its home; the fiery pits of hell.


Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone on the street
With a cigarette on the first night we met

Reaching for the door handle, he couldn't help but turn back andsweep his gaze over her angelic body. She was truly the devil in disguise, tempting him to the point that he didn't know what was right and what was wrong anymore. Her body glistened in the moonlight that was streaming in through windows and illuminated the bruises… bites… marks that he had left decorated all over her body in his unconscious need to possess her. Turning back around, he left her there once again, trying to convince himself that the tears he had seen streaming down her cheeks were just an illusion.

Look to the past and remember and smile
And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in this scene I think I'm falling asleep
But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you

Sobs raked her body as he once again left her. No matter how many times he left, she always let him back in. She knew that it was as much her fault as his and that she only had herself to blame. The night air pierced her skin as she rolled over and let herself be embraced in the arms of her nightmares.

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

His back to the door, he felt a lone tear make its way down his cheek to splash onto the floor.No matter how hard they tried they always found themselves back at square one, back at the beginning of their end. Signing, he slung his jacket over his shoulder and proceeded to make his way into the night air.

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Your smile fades in the summer (Your smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)

Hearing the door creak open, she heard him attempt to be quite as he made his way towards the bed. The smell of cheap perfume and expensive liquor filled the room until she was choking on it. He climbed in beside her and wrapped his arms around her, before he sank into a dreamless sleep, leaving her bruised and broken next to him as she thought of the only person who could make her whole again… the other blonde with the icy blue eyes.

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and disillusioned)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna(So lost and disillusioned)

He tip toed into the room and slipped into the bed beside her.She unconsciously rolled her body into his and he signed as his thoughts drifted to the fiery brunette he had just been with. He gazed upon the brunette head of hair that was currently lying on his chest and felt nothing, but regrets that she wasn't someone else; that she wasn't the other brunette with the baby blue eyes.

Fate fell short this time (are we alone do you feel it)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and disillusioned)
Place your hand in mine (are we alone do you feel it)
I'll leave when I wanna (So lost and disillusioned)

Tainted love never felt so right yet so wrong. The fights, the arguments……… the hate that burns as much as the love……… It was their way and no matter how hard they tried to fight it, it would always be their way.


Fate fell short this time (are we alone do you feel it)
Your smile fades in the summer (So lost and disillusioned)
Place your hand in mine (are we alone do you feel it)
I'll leave when I wanna (So lost and disillusioned)