Hello there, and welcome to my newest story 'Blessing' inspired by another one of my random mood swings and the battle against college stress… And well, a weird dream I had of Shu and Yuki… I know… weird isn't it? Well… that's what happens when you get so much into Gravitation and Maki Murakami's randomness…

Without more ranting I'll let you all read my newest piece, and well, this one is dedicated to Vindalootoo, for coming up with such masterpieces as 'Nowhere to go' and 'Yushu', and for being so honest with her/his reviews in my story 'Fantasy'.

Main theme for 'Get Out': 'XO' by Fall Out Boy

Chapter 1: Get Out

He felt half ashamed of himself and half relaxed, there was nothing in the apartment that could get him out of his study, not after a few hours of sex, thing that inspired him to write, the cries of his muse were something he could not compare with a million of cigarettes and the over dose of alcohol in his veins; after so much sex, he stormed out of his room, forgetting about the fragile body he just kicked out of the room and sent to work with a 'Go do something with your life while I work on my study, and do not dare to annoy me… Don't even dare to come back.' Words he never meant, but he knew that if he didn't say them the little annoying brat wouldn't let him be alone, and since the moment he saw those big purple orbs filled with tears he started to regret ever having to be so cold towards him.

But he knew better, it wasn't love what attached him to the boy… it was just lust, or so he would like to think about that feeling the boy would make him feel every second they spent together in a bed.

No, it couldn't be love… he swore he would not love anyone else for the rest of his life, so it couldn't be love… Yes… That's what it was, lust, the craving of that little ass, of that tanned skin he already had mesmerized, of that strawberry scented hair, of those sweet tasting lips, of that entire body… No one had ever made him feel this way, he has never craved for someone so badly, only thinking about the little idiot's ass made him hard enough to want and get him in bed again.

NO! He couldn't think that way, not right now; he was about to meet a dead line, and to have sex once again with that brat would mean another night he would waste down the drain. He shook his head, and picked up the phone, yes, that was the only solution; he would call one of those women that would give anything to have sex with him, just to get rid of that sexual frustration and then kick her out of the apartment.

He called, and ordered the woman to come as soon as possible and show in his apartment, he already knew her, he had spent a few nights with her before meeting Shuichi.

After a few cigarettes later, there was a ring in his bell, he got up and left the cigarette in the ashtray, moved to the door and opened it, revealing a young tall lady, with black locks and hazelnut colored eyes, her body was voluptuous, and her lips red as blood, she smiled at him and cocked her head cutely to one side, "Long time no see, Yuki-sensei." She said as he scoffed and motioned her to come inside. "Where shall it be? In your room?" she asked taking off her high heels and starting to get rid of her clothes, standing naked at the center of the living room, "Or in the couch?" she asked as Eiri twitched.

"Not there…" he said, a burning sensation taking over his throat, he could not bring himself to do it there, 'That's where he sleeps… I cannot do that…' he thought as he motioned her to come closer to him.

His hands traveled to pleasurable places of her body, his mouth coming closer to hers, as her hands traveled the buttons of his shirt, undoing them one by one, and then moving to his belt, where she felt a hand grabbing hers, "Not here…" Eiri whispered against her lips as she smiled.

"Where is it gonna be then?" she asked moving her lips to Eiri's neck, kissing softly and then sucking passionately, leaving a mark in the spot she wanted to. She smiled to herself triumphal, as he took her to his room and threw her at the bed, "Be gentle." She said with a giggle as Eiri took off his pants and lied on top of her.

"Let's get this over… I'm not here to play silly games… And I'll treat you as I feel like doing with you…" the blonde said as he penetrated the woman that was lying on his bed, he closed his eyes and another thrust came again, and then another, and another, followed by echoing moans and screams from the girl, he did it again, each time harder and harder, and faster and faster.

The woman's hands came to stop at his chest, trying to pull away from him, all efforts in vain as she couldn't get away from his grasp, then they moved to his back, she finally gave up, she was starting to like it, giving in, her nails digging into his flesh, opening it, as blood ran out of the wound. 'Shuichi…' he thought as he kept on going at it.

She screamed his name, as he kept on going at it, and once again she yelled with much more fierce, this time it came to stop in his ears… and he finally realized, he pulled away from her, getting out of the trance he was in, his eyes wide in realization of what he just did… he was craving for the body of someone else, while being with another person…

"Why'd you stop, Yuki-sensei?" she asked as she opened her eyes, watching as the man got in his pants and threw some money on the bed, "What does this mean?" she asked as Eiri opened the door and got out of the room.

"What else? That's your payment… Now get out of my house… He might be coming back any minute now…" he said as she stood up and followed him.

"Were you thinking of someone else while you were having sex with me, you bastard?!" She asked as Eiri turned around and glared at her, she stopped her track right there, and the door to the apartment flew open. "I see…" she said smiling to herself and going to the living room to get dressed.

Eiri looked at Shuichi, who was too busy closing the door to notice the now half naked girl that was starting to get dressed in the middle of his 'lover's' living room, and then he got inside of his study, shutting himself from everything.

"Yuki… I'm home…" he whispered as he rested his head against the door and heard footsteps, he came into realization and looked around, smile on his face, only to find a pair of hazelnut eyes staring at him. His eyes filled with tears as the hand of the woman stopped at his cheek.

"You're one lucky bastard… You know that?" she said kissing the boy's lips, as the door of the study flew open.

Golden eyes filled with anger, as he saw what happened in his living room, he walked to the pair and took the girl's hand, "You haven't left yet, you bitch!?" he asked as she smiled at him.

"I was about to. Couldn't help myself, you know? He's just so cute." She said as Eiri let her go, "Now if you may excuse me… Nice meeting you… Lucky bastard." She said with a smile and a wink, "If you want to chat sometime, ask Yuki-sensei for Myrna's phone number. Have a good night you two!" she said waving good-bye and kissing Shuichi's cheek.

The girl opened the door and left, Shuichi just stared blankly at Eiri, tears in his eyes, in that moment he just wanted to disappear, to run away, but he didn't, he stood there and smiled sadly at the author.

"You're not gonna do anything, are you?" Eiri asked as Shuichi started to cry, "You're a sissy…" Eiri said closing the door behind him, "I'm going to be at my office…" Eiri said leaving a broken hearted Shuichi, crying in the living room.

He closed the door to his study, trying to shut the world off, but he couldn't the heart breaking sobs could still be heard, no matter how much he tried to, and then, the worst thing that could be heard, "Why? Why Yuki? Why'd you do it?" the small voice could be heard, and he could swear his heart stopped, but then another unexpected thing happened, "Why can't you just love me… Like I love you… Why…"

Eiri's hand traveled to his face, covering everything, his eyes began to burn, his throat began to hurt, his heart began to ache with an unknown feeling, he was feeling guilty, he had destroyed another life yet again.

He stood up and opened the door, to find an already asleep Shuichi, he had cried himself to sleep, he stood there, watching his sleeping face, as he breathe steadily, as he sobbed even though he was sleeping, he sat down in the floor, by his side. 'If this is really lust… If that's the only thing I can feel towards him… Why am I feeling this way then? Why does it hurt so much… to know that I have hurt him? Why?' Eiri asked to himself as he sunk himself in sadness, and fell asleep besides the pink-haired moron that had become something more than a lust object to him.

So… What do you think? You liked it?! I did!! And there's another chapter coming soon! Sorry if it was too short! But this was done in the lapse of an hour… Hehe, not too much, eh?

Next chapter… A lil spoil? Hear Crossfade's song 'Breathing Slowly' and you might get it! Now review and see you next time!