I really want you...
I really want you to want me. I really want you to be right for me. You're everything that's wrong in this world and everything that's right for me. I know when I succumb to this feeling I will have you as my own. You will take me to paradise, to a peaceful place where I am complete. Together, you will make me happy. Numbed by the dullness around me, you will brighten up my world and take me to the warmth.
My heart breaks for the love that I feel, that I long. You could give me that wholeness. I am only human, I will end up giving into my selfish ways. Like in the classics, why delay the inevitable. Only a short distance separates me from love. The path of life may stand in my way but that will not stop me today.
Now on bended knees, I beg. I hope. I scream. Met with a stone face, I still love. The blue sky mirrors the colour of my eyes as I look up hoping for an answer. As if Fate knew, ironically I feel the brown granite looking back at me. Guidance, that's what I need. Torn between two worlds, an aimless body standing in the way, tugged at each end by reality and despair. My mind is made up.
Missing. Needing. Wanting. I spent my life surrounded by people feeling alone but with him I was whole. Here I am facing the earth where my heart lays, vulnerability seeping through my pores. I give in. I can feel you're warmth in my hand. I hope you'll take me seriously.
You're burning up through my veins. I lay flat on his bed, waiting for you to overcome me. To takeover, to impose your tranquillity that will unite me with him already laying six feet under me.