A/N: Hi , This is my first fanfic . So bear with me people. I was inspired and kinda of forced by my friend Julia (sugarletmeknow) . She is writing and awesome story right now . So this does have cutting in it . That's kind of my warning I guess . Anyways , this will evenutally be a romance . Blaine will also be in it I think . It is based on them in Middle School . Ok , enjoy .

There were scars all over Kurt Hummel's pale arms. He needed a way to deal with the pain. But the pain followed him, the words followed him. Faggot, Homo, Lady. The cruel nicknames had become so familiar that he actually started responding to them.

He just came out about being gay on Monday. He told one person. But that's the last time he trusts Rachel Berry.

What a bitch, he thought. She will do or say anything to get her fifteen minutes. Sad excuse for a best friend. The news spread through McKinley Junior High like wildfire; we are talking about Lima, Ohio. Nothing exciting happens here.

Let's just say that Kurt had always knew that 8th graders weren't the nicest human beings on earth but now he had truly felt their wrath.

They wrote "prick" on his locker, thrown him into the dumpster multiple times, and verbally abused to the point he wanted to die. But Kurt wouldn't let people see him down. No one saw his pain, his scars, or his tears.

It's not like people didn't have their own suspicions, he did have a way with fashion. Most of the other boys in his class weren't in choir or designing their own clothes. But hey, not all the boys in Lima had big Broadway dreams either.

Kurt had been bullied before but this was different. It wasn't about just hating his clothes, his voice, or even personality. No. They hated him for something that he couldn't change. Who he loved.

GLEE.

Sebastian Smythe found out that Kurt was gay in Ms. Charest's writing class on Tuesday. Everyone was talking about it. His friend Andrew Wilder turned around in his chair to talk to Sebastian.

"Hey Bas, guess what," He said, like he had the most exciting news ever.

"What?" Sebastian said looking up from his paper, trying to sound interested.

"You know that kid, Kurt Hummel? Dude, that guys gay" He said sounding a little disgusted.

He definitely got Sebastian's attention now. "Whoa. What?" Sebastian said now looking straight at his platinum blonde friend. "Seriously, Dude? You owe me 10 bucks, I told you."

"Dead serious. Really Bas? We made that bet like two months ago when he was wearing pink pants." Andrew replied with an unwilling look on his face. Sebastian gave his signature smirk. "Hey, don't make a bet if you can't face the consequences," Sebastian put out his hand, "Pay up."

Andrew gave a dramatic sigh and gave Sebastian the ten dollars.

Then, just as Sebastian put the money in his pocket the bell rang. The entire class got up and rushed to the door.

GLEE.

Kurt walked out of the choir room talking to Tina and Mercedes, his only current friends. Luckily the girls weren't as homophobic as the boys at McKinley. Confidently Kurt walked with the girls in the hall on the way to Science with .

People were staring, but people had been staring for days now.

Kurt was used to it. If it was for any other reason Kurt would have even enjoyed the attention. But today he didn't want the attention. He hated the attention. The stares and whispers were killing him. He put on his poker face and smiled and tried to act engaged in the conversation with the girls, but he couldn't.

But then something even worse started to happen.

Karofsky and Azimio were walking right in his direction with angry faces and dirty looks.

"Hey Lady!" shouted Azimio, "What are you doing in our hallway".

Kurt put on his bravest face and said, "Azimio, just because you and this one" he said pointing to Karofsky , "Take up most of the hallway, doesn't mean I can't walk in it too".

Karofsky and Azimio looked at each other , and like a silent agreement both picked Kurt up and threw him into the dumpster like a piece of garbage . "Watch your words, prick." Karofsky said through gritted teeth, as they walked away.

Tina and Mercedes rushed to the dumpster with worried faces. "Are you okay?" said Tina attempting to pull Kurt out of the garbage. "Well I am humiliated but I think I will live." He said sounding a tad bit sarcastic.

"Kurt, maybe you should tell someone" Mercedes said giving Kurt his books.

Kurt Hummel does not say mercy, he thought to himself. "I am fine, but my jacket isn't" Kurt said seeming more worried about the stain on his gray jacket. "I will meet you guys in science; I'm going to clean this up."

The girls started to walk towards science as Kurt walked to the boy's restroom. It was empty. Kurt walked into a stall no longer worried about the stain. He knew he just wanted an excuse to go to the bathroom.

He wanted to cut. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his blade. The words were replaying in his head. Watch your words, prick. Lady, homo, and faggot. He looked down, and saw what he had done. His wrist was now bleeding and had multiple lines and scratches. He got up and left the stall, feeling relieved and ashamed.

He walked to the sink with a paper towel and tried to stop the bleeding. So much blood was coming out. The water was red with blood. Just as Kurt was almost done cleaning up; Sebastian walked in.

"What the fuck are you doing," said Sebastian looking at Kurt's wrist then the sink.

"Nothing" Kurt said like Sebastian hadn't seen anything. He threw away the paper towel, pulled down his sleeve, and left the bathroom. Sebastian stood there, feeling dumbfounded and shocked.