Riley has always had a crush on his now 17 year old brother. He loved him in a way he shouldn't. It was more than the normal brotherly love they sometimes shared. He knew it was inapt on so many different levels to have these types of feelings for him, but he didn't care, and even if he did, his feelings for him were uncontrollable. The hearts wants what the hearts wants, and his heart wanted Huey, and there was no point in denying it.
He fell in love with his big puffy, but ever so organized afro, his tight, and muscular body, his mature and tranquil voice, his sophisticated personality, his undemanding style, his daring walk, his big bright chestnut colored eyes, just everything imaginable. He was a god in his eyes. A flawless creation in the making, and he wanted him all to himself.
Thoughts about his brother constantly ran through his mind willingly and unwillingly. He craved him more than anything. With each thought he could feel the love flourish and deepen in ways that made him crave him even more, but if only he knew. He wanted to tell him, he really did, but he was with ones heart in ones mouth at the thought of it. He was scared he wouldn't love him the same way and the relationship they have now would be no more, but, he had to do something for his underground feelings was making his heart burst with overwhelming pain and anxiety.