Back Into Existance
:: Chapter: 1
Summary: Bella finds the meadow, and is changed by 3 vampires. She wakes up alone, and 50 years later she desides go back to Forks. What happens when Edward decides to go back to Forks at the same time? slightly OOC; better than it sounds. R&R Canon Pairings
Disclaimer: Okay seriously, do I look like Stephenie Meyer? Do I write like her? Do I type like her? Do I talk like her? Am I as old as her? Do I live like her? Would I be writing Twilight fanfiction if I was her?
I can answer those questions. No, No, No, No, No, No, and No. Get off my Back D:
BPOV
Its been 50 years.
50 long, lonely years. 50 years since he left me.
I still remembered his words, how he looked, his voice, everything. Of course, the only reason for that is my power. I can see my past like I'm in it. I have to be very careful sometimes, because if I get to focused I will suddenly start to imagine the time Edward left me, and I'll go through it all over again and start to dry sob without even releasing it.
Not only can I see my past, I can see others. I tested it on a old friend before, and it was like I was standing there. My whole body was there, and I could walk around. But they couldn't see or here me. Nothing could be changed of what happened, I could only see everything again. This wasn't the best power, but it was certainly nice to figure out how I can help someone out.
The best part is that all I have to do is get a very quick glimpse at a person to see their past, or just think deeply for myself. Its like I'm dreaming, so I can escape reality, something I'm very thankful for.
I had always wondered how it was for Alice, how it felt like not remembering anything. I was happy I'd never get that. I was a vampire, I remembered almost everything of my human life, and I couldn't change that.
I looked around. This place looked very familiar, but all the forests did. This one specifically reminded me of the time I was changed though.
I was looking for the meadow. I had asked Jacob to help me find it, but we couldn't. I decided to look for myself.
Despite my clumsiness, I found my way. I actually found my way! But, the meadow didn't bring anything I thought it would. I was very sad here now, probably because I was without 'him'. It hurt to much to even think his name.
I sat down and looked around. The grass was tall, but not taller than my head. There were flowers, but they were a deep blue, making everything look more sad. The sun wasn't shining either. It was very dull today.
Suddenly I heard a noise. I looked around, and stood. This place was always calm, and no one besides me and 'him', and maybe his family knew about it. It was 'his' place, so why was I even here? Either way, it didn't matter now. Someone else had found it.
I flashed back into reality. The next part was hard to remember, probably because I almost fainted here. Strangely though, I actually wanted to remember it. I'd have to look back into my past to actually see it. I closed my eyes, and let my mind become the scene. I forgot I was in the real world, and there I was, watching everything that had happened after I heard the noise all over again.
After looking around and seeing nothing, I decided I'd leave. This place wasn't making me feel any better. It was making me feel worse! As I turned I saw someone. Actually, it was 3 people, two girls and a boy in the middle of them, and their eyes weren't the normal brown, blue, green, or hazel humans had. Two of them had those butterscotch eyes, and the other had pitch black eyes. I couldn't tell if he was a human or animal drinker, but by the other two I assumed he drank animals.
I stood looking at them, them at me.
"Hello, Isabella." The girl on the right of the guy said. She had very light brown hair that was cut just below her mid-back and she wore light makeup, but more than I ever would. She was very pretty and tall, just a smidge shorter than the guy, who was probably 6'5. Her voice hurt my ears in a way. It was very high pitched, but a nice voice. It made her sound nice. She wore nice clothes, but they had been torn up. I silently wondered how a vampire could get their clothes torn up. Maybe 'he' was just more careful around me, in more than a 'lets not drink her blood or get her hurt' way.
"H, h, how did you know my name?" I stuttered. I didn't like the fact that she knew it. Especially because she was a vampire, even if she was a 'vegetarian' vampire.
"Dear, Isabella," the other girl started. She had blond hair that had faded blue highlights in it and went down to her shoulders. She was defiantly more of a 'rock' type of girl before she was changed. On the other hand, she was very short, probably only 3 inches taller than Alice was, making her 5 feet. She wore a lot of makeup to continue the 'rock' look she had going, and her clothes were also torn up. This girl was just as pretty as the other girl. Her voice was very pretty and sweet, not high pitched like the other girls.
"you do not need to know that now." She continued. "But come here, I'd like to show you something."
"Uh, okay?" I said, in a steady voice now, and I wondered where I got this confidence.
As I walked forward I said "I know you are 'vegetarian' vampires," stressing the vegetarian part. I figured they should know I knew, before they did anything.
The guy spoke next. He had a deep voice for a vampire, and he had dirty blond hair that went a little below his eyes. He was very hansom, and dressed nicely. Unlike the other two girls, he must have been careful not to rip his clothes.
"Get her now, Amy." He said quickly. "I didn't want to do it now, but she knows"
"Wait, what?" I replied, shocked. Were they going to do it? Then, all of the sudden, I felt a sharp stab in my neck and I fell to my knees. I then felt more sharp pains in my hands, and feeling the burn, I passed out.
I came back to reality, not wanting to remember the pain. It was very bad, and I had thought about dieing, but decided it wasn't what I would ever want.
When I had woken up, my creators where gone, and I was alone. Lucky for me, I knew more about this vampire life, so I was able to help myself. Then, on a old friend I had seen, I looked into their past somehow, and figured out I had a power. After awhile, I learned that if I was focused enough, I could see mine.
Now, 50 years later, I was fine on my own. As a vegetarian vampire, I didn't have to travel much but I figured I would. It would be easier to live a different life then 'he' did. I could get my mind off him. I also learned how to fight from vampires who drank human blood, so I could fight my way off if I ever needed to. They were very kind, but I couldn't stay with them. The fact that they drank from humans disturbed me slightly.
As I walked on a very familiar rode, I realized it was time for me to settle down. I had been to college before and had a very good education because I had studied many, many jobs over the past 50 years, but I figured it was time to start off as a junior again. I would be going back to the school I had gone to years ago, Forks High School.
Lucky for me, all the teachers then were old, and as I checked, all of them had either died or were retired. I could start fresh without anyone knowing me, and I looked different enough that an old friend wouldn't remember me. I guess I had taken a few traits from Alice once I was changed. I knew I would have to look different, and I thought back to Alice for that help. I started wearing low heels, since I was actually graceful now. I also put on makeup, but they were very neutral. Most of them were either brown, or a very light pink, and I only used clear lip gloss, and yet, I still didn't like to wear it. I only did actually wear it when I was first changed, and only on special occasions.
My clothes were still boring and plain, but they always matched well and I was sure Alice would have to at least let me get away with it, unlike how she was when I was human and she was still here. The one color I never wore, was dark blue.
I walked up to an apartment and got a room. I didn't know if I could go live in my old house, or where else I would live, so here would be good. Its not like I'd spend much time here anyways.
As I looked at what I was wearing, I realized something very important. I was going to go do the thing I had hated very much when I was human, and still hate now. Something Alice had forced me to do with her many times, and something that I rarely ever do. But I'd have to do this if I were going to go to school.
It was time to go shopping.
How was this for a first chapter of my new story? I hope this one gets more hits.
Sorry for the slight OOCish...that will probably be with most characters. Its hard to get the characters exact image, and I might imagine characters a bit different than you guys. Please bare with me.
Anyways, I want to know what you all think of this, and if you think I should continue. I will post chapter 2 later tonight to give you guys a heads up of what might happen, but I want to know if I should continue. R&R please!
Thanks guys
~Leah