A/N: I hope this is good... Hehehe... By the way, thank you for actually taking the time to read this... It means a lot.
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Disclaimer: I do not own Vocaloid or this song, Paradichlorobenzene.

I sit at school, bored. I don't understand anything my chemistry teacher is telling me. My mind... blank. I don't know why I'm doing this. Doing what you may ask? Just sitting here. Being good. Answering useless questions. Sitting here like a puppy. Obeying every word. Barking. And I can't stand it.

I grab all of my precious belongings. A backpack filled with water, money, paper, pens, and bananas. Behind me, I see a small figure. It's Rin, I know it.

"Len? Is that you?"

I run. The door knob loosely in my grasp, I close it behind me, hoping, praying, that my innocent sister didn't follow me. Yes, I ran away. I wanted to try something evil for once in my life. As a miscevious grin bears my face, I realize how many people I have tricked with my "nice guy" act. Mom and Dad. My teachers. My classmates. My peers. My frien... nevermind. I didn't have any to begin wi... Wait.

Rin.

She is part of the group that I tricked, and I didn't even realize it. She was my only friend and sister. I was supposed to be the older brother, to protect her from danger, even if the dangerous thing was me. Which was what I was right now.

"Meow~"

I look down in suprise and see a black cat. "Oh... Hi, cat." I don't know what I'm saying. The words just spill out of me.
"Why am I running away? Because I want to know why I live. I don't seem to have a purpose in life. My life is a puddle of nothingness. But there's more. I'm jealous. Of who? Rin."

I can't believe I just said this. I love my sister, right? I continue to the black cat below me.

"Everyone sees her as... everything. Where ever we go, Rin is always in the center of attention. She has all of those friends, she has all the love from our parents... That they never gave to me. I just want other people to accept my existence, to realize my existence. I envy those who have the means to do this. I don't hate them. I-I just want them to understand me."

I start to cry, and some how, someway, the black cat comforts me with... nothing. The cat didn't reply. It just stared at me with those eyes, as if he/she understood me.

This coffee that I bought is so strong. It's too hard to swallow it, but I finish it. I walk around for a moment, and realize the solution to the problem. Rin. She has to do this with me. Run away. Be evil for a moment. Yes.

I think about this, and realize how stupid it is. I'm being unrealistic again. Why am I alive if I don't even know what I'm doing? Is my existence important to other people? I ended up by the bridge apparently, and I look over the edge. What I see is shocking.

That cat. The black one from yesterday. It's dead. It drowned in the shallow pond, blood mixed with water around where the corpse is. I'm staring at the cat, tears welling up in my eyes.

What am I doing? I throw my empty coffee cup to the side in anger, and run. I'm going home.

At the front door, I'm silent. I close my eyes, and remember why I left. I have felt my chance of being evil. I have found out who I am in this world. Trash. I am jealous of my innocent sister, Rin. I knock on the door in fear.

And there she is. Rin opened the door, and hugged me right away. Len, think. Jealous. I'm jealous. I'm jealous.
I'm jealous. I'm jealous. I'M JEALOUS!

"Len... I'm glad you're back home. I-I missed you so much."

A/N: I hope that was good enough for you! I might continue this... If I get nice reviews... Review please! :3