CHAPTER 1

Possessive

Kise had always admired his senpai, Kasamatsu. He had never minded all the abuse he had given him, he enjoyed them as a way of gaining attention from him. To be honest he didn't think anything of the short 3rd year until he had began to go to practice and had matches that he started his admiration. He always wanted his senpai's attention, something that was hard for him to get even if he tried his hardest. During the school time Kasamatsu always ignored Kise much to his disapproval. Kise wanted the attention till it seemed he couldn't go a whole day without it.

Before Kise himself didn't know what was going on when he began to get...possessive and demanding. He wanted the attention more and more. He wanted to spend more time with his grumpy senpai even if Kasamatsu himself disproved of everything. During the passing days Kise had begun to want to take his senpai all to himself. He wanted no one to touch him, to look at him, to smile at him. He even began to have unsightly hatred to his other upperclassman who seemed to get along with him the most out of anyone.

Kise hated the feeling he had. It left him disgusted to have himself feel this way toward his comrades and have this undying possession toward his senpai. It only got worse. He never knew things would go this way. One minute it was admiration and the next it was possession. He felt awful but he couldn't help it, it wouldn't go away. It never left no matter how hard he tried to make it leave.

The time when valentines came around, Kise despised it. He was happy to be able to receive many gifts from girls through out the school, but he didn't want Kasamatsu to get any and the hardest part of not letting it happen was the stupid age difference he hated from time to time, being a 1st year and not a 3rd year. When he went to practice the next day, the first thing he always did was go over to him.

" Kasamatsu-senpai~"

Kise wrapped his arms around the small boy and smashed him into a hug, which only resulted in him getting his face whacked and pushed away. Kise had begun to go used to the abuse everyday. It was such a natural thing for him to get smacked and kicked around by him. Kise hated how little skin ship he could only get through the day, it always bothered him.

"Senpai, Senpai, you wouldn't believe all the letters and chocolate I got, and they were from all the prettiest gi-"

Kasamatsu gave Kise a ball to the face and a kick to his stomach, making Kise clutch his stomach and dramatically fall to the floor.

"Shut up! KISE, NO ONE GIVES A CRAP"

Kise mustered up a small smile. That had hurt, it hurt to hell but he couldn't care less about that. He knew where he was going, he didn't give a crap about all the chocolates and letters he had been given, the only thing that mattered was to see if any pesky girl had given any to his...his...possession. It was stupid for Kise to call Kasamatsu his possession but he didn't see him as anything else. He wanted him, and that was it, even if he wasn't his yet.

"S-So Senpai...did you get any chocolates or letters"

Kasamatsu blushed. It left Kise with a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach. He muttered a few words that were unclear. "Huh? Repeat that"

He gave Kise a glare. "y-yes". Kise was...he wasn't shocked, he was more pissed than anything, he wanted to erase those girls that dared to have feelings toward the man he wanted to claim first. It only got worse when Moriyama pitched in.

"Oh, she was such a beauty, her face, her body, her voice, perfect. If only Kasamatsu introduced her to me, I would be able to play for her, and only her"

All the other members sighed while Kasamatsu almost threw a ball to his face -out of habit-. Kasamatsu groaned, "I'll admit she was...pretty. I might just accept her confession...I do like her back a little". On the other side of the locker room Hayakawa yelled out 'manly' to only get looks from the others. Kise had been quiet through out the whole conversation that he had started. He was sick to his stomach to hear that she was beautiful from not just Moriyama but also from Kasamatsu, and that it was a love confession and that...his senpai was going to give her a go...it infuriated him. He didn't want to hear anymore, he want to clutch his ears and sit in a corner not wanting to believe anything that was being said. He kept quiet with his head down, he slowly shuffled down to the door, leaving to go practice and to get away from the misery. He got a few stares from the others and soon practice had started.

Kise didn't say anything, he did what he was supposed to do, not getting out of hand, not getting Kasamatsu mad. He knew they were talking about him, talking about his strange behavior...he didn't care. When practice finished he left first. He hated the felling he had, he wanted to barf...for him it didn't seem fair...not fair at all. He couldn't let her get him but what was he supposed to do when he only wanted him...he doesn't even make any move or progress...how was he supposed to not let it happen, that only got him more mad than he already was.