It's been a week since Dimitris and my heart to heart in the gym, and things are finally going back to normal at least for me. Lissa's been avoiding me and hanging out with her new Best Friend Christian. I can't believe she's ignoring me,I don't know what the hell I did this time. All the crap I go through, I'm going freaking insane here. Literally!
Spring is just starting and the ice is finally melting. I have to keep myself from slipping on the ground every time I go outside. Have these people ever heard of freaking salt? I find myself at Lissas door and begin hammering at it. Its time to figure out what the hell is going on!
"Lissa it's me, open up!" She opened the door with a glare that could kill.
"What do you want?" she looked like she was pissed.
"To come in"
'Fi-ine!"
"Lissa why are you mad at me? Why are you so pissed all the time?"
'I can't believe you didn't tell me! Why would you keep something like that from me! We're supposed to be sisters!" yelled Lissa in my face.
"What the fu*k are you talking about?"
'I saw you in the gym kissing him! " Lissa looked really pissed off now. Oh shit. I'm in deep, my secrets out. I can't believe she figured it out. Though I thought she would have found out sooner. Adrian knew immediately, where has my so called 'best friend' has been.
"Why do you care? You're so busy doing it with fire boy in Church! It's about time you finally noticed what's been doing on, since we got back!" Tears started spilling down her face and looked like she was about to lose it.
"Rose why are you being such a bitch?"
"I'm a bitch? I've been putting you first since kindergarten and this is thanks I get? I don't tell you one thing and I'm suddenly a bitch? You know what lissa screw you! It's about time I put myself first!" with that I stormed out into the hallway and started a full out sprint to the gym. I needed to be alone and I couldn't take anymore of Lissa crap.
I made it to the gym and pulled out my practice stake. I went up to the dummies and found the perfect one. A little blond one with Lissa's jade green eyes. I started stabbing at it angrily and I knew it probably wasn't healthy but it felt so good. After about an hour of 'therapy', I moved over to the punching bag and started punching with an almost a blind rage at her 'face', my knuckles began to bleed and I knew I should stop but I really needed to vent. If I didn't punch something the other novices and Lissa would need to watch out.
I was getting into the 2nd hour when a wave aftershave hit me. Without missing a beat I asked him
"What do you want?" I was so pissed at everyone. I knew it wasn't Dmitri's fault but he interrupted me in my 'therapy session' and he was going to get it.
"Roza what's wrong?" I didn't have to see his face to know that concern filled his eyes. I wasn't in the mood to talk obviously and at this point Dimitri couldn't even pull me out of this rage. I turned around and tried to land a round house kick to his side. Key word 'tried' he blocked with his usual ninja skills.
We began to spar but with my current state, my moves were sloppy and he easily got me pinned. With him on top of me and concern in his eyes he whispered "Roza?" It only took one word to bring me to tears and end my roller coaster of emotions. finally.