I walk into my bedroom and sit on my bed. I must do this he must be stopped. I look around my room; I've lived in this same room my entire life. My habitat never changing just like my attitude towards things. I've always been a good Black a good pureblood boy, but I now have come to realize that the way I've lived isn't good. I've killed, ravaged, stole, and destroyed. I've done things no man should do; I have made choices that no man should have to make.
I could blame it on him say he made me do it, but it was my decision. I made these choices blinded by my family's way. I should have seen it, the madness that they thrive on. I don't know how they can do it. He changes people turns them into something they're not. My own family has been turned into monsters, mutants I don't know. Bella believes in everything he says and Narcissa will do anything to please her Death Eater husband. Andy and Sirius had the right idea, runaway and be excommunicated from the family. The day Sirius left I remember being so mad at him for leaving us, for leaving me. The words he said though make sense know.
"I'm living because I don't want to have to single people out, and not like people because of something I can't even see. There heritage is something they can't choose so why should they be preyed on just because they are different." He ran out the front door after that and he had made his point. Those words still echo in my head till this day. "They had no choice." Well now as I step outside my room summoning Kreacher I realize something. I have a choice and I am making the right one.