Title : Memories

Author: Nikki Sian

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Memories

Once in a lonely lifetime i found a love that's true.

How could i go on living without you ?

You take away my sorrow with everything you do.

How could i face tomorrow without you ?

...I remember when you were my sweetheart. Seems like only yesterday.

I hear your footsteps coming around haunting me.

It's you? Maybe.

And i hope for it.

In the dark i lie awake

I listen to the pounding of my heart.

The heart beats which i have for you.

I always feel the contact of your fingers on my skin.

Your touch, your mouth, your body.

I'm in trouble.

I feel my body shiver.

Often.

Everyday.

All times.

You was the sun each morning.

You was the air i breathe.

You died and i'm be blue.

Now i would never be the same.

I want to die.

In yours arms.

By your side.

But i'm immortal and you not.

Sweetheart, Oh! my Sweetheart !

How could my world keep turning without you ?

Who'd be there to hold me tight ?

Who'd be there to kiss goodnight ?

You give my life a meaning.

A reason to believe Ianto!

I would be the same.

I been going crazy

Since the day you walked away.

Now what would I believe in …

Tell me it's just a dream !

Tell me.


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Why do you like playing Ianto?

Wherever you are, wait for me.

Why do not you want to join you ?

Why are you astonished to see me out ?

When you refuse to go the air you took me ?

You cheated.

You have distorted this game called life.

You left the first.

How long do you think i would have the strength to play ?

Jack